Saturday, May 21, 2011

Random supper on a Friday night

Had a random prata supper last night..
its random because people from diff clicks met up...
people whom we seldom interact and talk with...
its also hard to imagine that we will sit together on a Friday night, chilling and talking so loudly as if some old old childhood friends...

people come and go in the life..
so i think it is always wise to meet up with more people.. gather up once in a blue mood, u wun know... the return at the end of the day might be fruitful.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Trip gone

actually i am rather sad for giving up my trip for something i think its more importance for a trip right now.
it has been one of my fav holiday venue... the food.. the places... the shopping...
its too bad to say goodbye to the trip.. but sometime i think that i need to weight the value of them all.
opportunity dun come by everyday.. so i should grab it tight this time round...



Bye taipei.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

First time on the Road - LEgal

First attempt on the road with my P Plate today..
its completely different cos i skipped a couple of blind spot checking..
different car makes me uneasy.. kinda weird feeling.. need time to adjust i guess.

Worst part is the going up and down of the multi carpark.
madness.... my multi carpark is a killer, so narrow... i m amazed of the family cars....

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Another thing that made me proud




need no explain anymore..

Jes is legal on the road now. hahaa!

Monday, May 9, 2011

GE 2011

it has been a close fight i can say.
and this is my first time concerning and feeling connected to my country.

Singaporean ha^e been li^ing in their circle of comfort for too many years, and they ha^e forgotten how to make their choice and not take things as they are. gi^e and take has been the usual way of doing here, and it is always assumed that the things gi^en are always the best. But is this true anymore??

It is touched to see singaporean finally standing out of the protected zone and speak out for all. To be the one on the podium is not easy, esp when you are not wearing the white. But because of this small pool of people, many unspoken are finally re^ealed. People finally relised whats going on and they are gi^en a choice.

Many 'Fights' between the parties, some words maybe so true while some might be hurtful. Of cos, not to lea^e out that some are totally bullshit so that to co^er the backside of what pre^iously done wrong.

Actually I dont see so much of the point of shooting bombs at each other. Of cos this will make some groups feel better to see their eyesores got shot, a total disgrace. But isnt doing an election e^ery 5 years is elect a better person to take care of the residents' needs of all estate. So in short, who is able to gi^e a better plan, manage a better team, do a better job will win. So why is all these 'He is an importance person who cant be left out', 'Doubt in going on of updating plan', 'Mo^ed to somewhere with cheaper li^ing expenses' blah blah blah. All these are not plans, just mere sentences that ser^e no purpose. Total care of the poorer households is good of cos, but where does the money comes from? Higher tax? How are the others going to sur^i^e? There are so many things in connection, so with a failure plan or absent of plan or absent of impro^ement resolutions, its not worth an election.

So I do not see this election as a total benefitical for Singaporean.

Howe^er, I am still rather concerned this time round, maybe is my first attempt of ^oting and growing up makes me more aware of whats happening in my hometown.

The atmosphere of the stadiums for the oppositions are so high! Citizens wa^ing the blue or red flags. There are fire burning in their eyes, they are not just there to 'Be there', they are there to gi^e in their support. Because they knew that there is a chance and they ha^e a choice. I felt so touched when i saw it li^e on the T^. It is rare to see Singaporean so concern about politics of their own hometown.

The results are out, and this drew the finishing lines of all the bombings.

By looking at the percentage results this 2011 election, i belie^ed there will be a closer fight 5 years later.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Thoughs

other den a fun day at neighbour today.
i experienced how high le^el of li^ing we are in. who did this to us or is just wat we oursel^es get into?

how long we are afford is a myth.
but it wun be fore^er.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Life without aim is a pain

which day of the week doesnt matter to me anymore.
e^eryday seems to be the same
i got not much dri^e in doing anything now.
in short i am getting lazier now, e^en getting myself a cup noodle from downstair seems to be so difficult.
i dont know who can sa^e me, but i am just so not into condition in doing anything now.

when things are not within your control, it all relies on a matter of luck or most part of it. you cant do anything much to make ur luck seems better, you can only lie to urself so that you will feel better.
now its not whether u r willing to work hard or not... its another concept all o^er..
like falling in lo^e, u cant work hard to make someone falls for you. u can onli pray hard. nothing u can do except to hope that things will come in ur way.

so now.. i m really in the pit of shit.
and pimples add on to my depression le^el. damn it..

when will i earn enough to get a new notebook?
oh ya... firstly u need to start working... damn it x2

Monday, April 18, 2011

I am LUCKY

i knew that i haf been down to lucks recently.. this few months. and i am feeling real lousy actually. but... its not right to admit i m sway... i need to do something to it. asking god might not bring back a reply or able to change anything my will power is important now. i need to ..
TELL MYSELF THAT I AM LUCKY

EXPECT MYSELF TO BE LUCKY

TRY SOMETHING NEW IN LIFE

GIF LUCK IN ORDER TO GAIN LUCK
i strongly belie^e e^erything will be cool soon. all will be in place and i will be all on my way to reach the place where i want

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Dinner with Lo^e


we are just filled with FOOD!

i lo^e Tai MEi




i might be a little outdated but still i found this small street stall at bugis B1 eatery.


i must say that its ^ery creati^e, it uses the name of female taiwanese celebrities as the name of their product. they only haf 6 on the menu now.


Salina, Ella, Hebe, 大s, 小s, and 候佩程


i feel weird ordering "请给我一份Salina" bt i think its interesting.


make it a set by choosing a fries and bubble tea.


7.90, i cant sae its cheap, but its a small snacks that friends can share without hindering the shopping spree.


i think 蔡依林 is next on the menu. HA!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Random Pasta

Though i am going bankrupt soon, i still need to shop. I seriously can't stand my outfit collection any longer. i can spend sitting down on my floor for 30min thinking what to wear. i haf outgrown quite a lot of clothes i had now. i need to reload soon. went bugis last week and had a few great buys! i must comment that their collection is not that bangkok anymore. of cos such bkk style still exist cos they need to cater to that group. but.. amazingly, stuffs we often see online that stated 'MADE IN KOREA' are found too. i am so happy that i found my sky blue boyfriend shirt there~~ that one piece which i always wanted to buy but always feel that its o^erprice And most important is that i finally accomplished my mission by accompanying my sista in getting her perfect dress for her wedding photoshoot and maybe ROM. my bro in law (ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGZzzzz i need time to get used to it) decided to reward me for doing so, brought the both of us to some random paste place at bukit timah. ya i forgotten the name. their risotto is nice.. not bad .. worth a second try Their pizza is LO^e! This is soso Tiramisu is not bad too, but i am too full already food makes me happy.. and i belie^e it makes e^eryone happy too! wats for diet again? we onli li^es once my dearest.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

LUCK

the same thing again... i haf been repeating... Luck and opportunity PLS

Monday, April 4, 2011

Another

Yet another week.

now is like passing day by day...


i need more luck... just need that ONE opportunity.

pls pls pls... gif me a chance!!!


I don't know why is it so difficult?


I need to li>e my life happier ... too stress o>er nth makes me pimple outbreak.


hate it!




Camwhore of the day.



ps: i hearts my cap.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Silent

It has been the most sinful part of life recently.
i invested 50% of my attention into this to make myself feel better.
I've used up my watever reasons whatever brain cells to come out with something so that my balloon will not brust.

I wanted to do whatever I can to make up all the shit i've created, but i am struck there. right in the middle of the crossroad. there is no passer bus or car. no one to help me except myself.
but the luck and opportunity just adsent in me.
I am still at where i am right in the beginning.
I think this must be the karma. but i dont understand, there is so much other beings whom are worst den me, why are they living a better life off me?
I just wan to move on to the next stage in life quickly so that i can repay every shit i have done. of which some may be of inconvenience to others.
I will be a better person
why can't i...

i've got enough of shit already.
don't try to give me any more.
don't think you are old den u can easily put any blame on me.
i gave you the basic respect because i am well-taught and you're old.
I employed you to help me, not the other way round.
now the balloon is brust.
this stupid thing which is not supposed to happen just happened all of a sudden because of your mistake.
this has cause alot of inconvenience to me.
i am not blaming you. i am just learning from you. letting you know how uneasy it is.
I won't put on a fake mask for the next few weeks, though it may sounds short.
i choose to end it.
I don't wan to bump the car into the middle of the road because i am pissed off.

I just don't wan to take any shit anymore.
i will be stronger. just let me get over it. there is so many others out there for you to fool around, let me off.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Japan,
I will pray hard for you.

Will be fine soon.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

All a sudden



wanted a lot of things suddenly...
materistics stuffs... means wat? i need money...

career is top of my worried list right now.
ppl may think that i'm still young to worry about it now.
but i don't think so..

i need to make wiser choice.
think i need to talk to more people...
listen and learn and customise and impro

Saturday, March 5, 2011

what the hell

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hated myself suddenly

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Sponge

I need to be like a sponge...
absorbing and absorbing...

I need a clear heart... fast mind... turbo speed with entrust quality

Work hard and harder and smarter..




and side track.. the down arrow key of my keyboard spoilt... DaMN~

Sunday, February 27, 2011

First week at work

With so many tonnes of mixed feeling...

Finally... i started my first week of work...

my company is quite complicated, cos it does many things.. handle many types of e>ents. too many for me to understand, so i just need to remember what my job scope is doing which is the corporate meetings and e>ents

i went helping to run an eerseas leadership training thing. spent 3 days at resort world..

its my first time there too, was lost during my first day, but actually... resort world is not tt big or 'WOW' tt kind.





bery nice lift from Hard rock hotel



also... its my first time staying in one of the hotel there. Festi>e hotel. need to start quite early so its more con>enience to just stay there.

room is nice...
u know.. i don't stay in expensi>e hotel when i go tra>elling, budget is one important concern.

bery cute bed for the kids!
bt i think its a little too high maybe?



the fa< king sized bed~


nice >iew from the room!


mon gonna b back to office.

its consider my first day of work actually... many things to learn! start to learn! i m a student once again... =>

Monday, February 21, 2011

Tomolo is my first day of work~

i know i haf been working part time here n there, no matter its f&b, retail or office.. i haf a taste in e>ery of them...
but its DIFFERENT!

tomolo is the first day of work... first FULL TIME job..
its also the first step of my career path, and it will affect my resume quite a lot.
so i need to work hard and i know i need to do so.

i just got a lot of mixed feeling, its nt like i'm afraid i dun dare to go to work tt kind... its... ermmm.. i can't explain it as well..
i just hope this will b my good start, a good beginning for my next stage of life... no more lecture notes or whether a A or B+.. its bery performance, base on luck and brain... book smart won't work anymore, esp in my industry..

hope my next post will b a happy one =S

Saturday, February 19, 2011

我生病了



Stomach hurt like mad this morning, was simply screaming for help.
tot i was feelin better after a while, but no, the pain is so unbearable~~

went to the clinic with mummy n dad..
doc said its gastric.. some kind of
i ha
health is indeed important, i think i need to drink more water and IF POSSIBLE go for regular jogs..
ha! this is like so difficult especially when my new job is starting..
I can expect the folowing life to b like shit, liI wonder why the working population are not lisince they are facing such shit now, why can't they do something so tt e
ah........ i am going into this shit soon.... like real soon..
lets 'shit' together

Friday, February 18, 2011

=>

I FINALLY FOUND A JOB!!!

Simply filled with lo>e!



was so happy when i rec. this 24 lo>e from him....

n...
i think..
i was holding the biggest bouquet of flower tt night... at least from what i saw on the road...
e>en if there is a bigger one.. i still think mine is bigger...

yup! i m feelin proud.. so?

Friday, February 11, 2011

Fast

cyn is more or less gone...
as usual... this rabbit year is not any of a different.
but its the gathering with family and friends tt made up the most part of the warm of this season.

my ang bao money is more or less gone..
its not me... i ha>en been shopping for a long while... most or my money gone to my dri>ing lesson... 60 and another 60.... add up to b a sum...
especially now... jobless...
what i m thinking now is to take up more lesson... so tt i can get PT faster... if not when i start working.. i will not haf so much free time to do so...
but key point is what? JOB LAZ~~~~
still jobless at this point of time... what the hell is this.....

feeling lazy recently...

mayb its time to go jogging again.... but i dun like jogging... its boring...
'loner on the path with the company of a mp3' like lonely old man...
sux...

i wan tennis... baby i wan TENNIS!!!

ciao~

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Depress

I just get so depressed with myself for not getting a job after so long...

I don't know where the problem is...

I am just so affected from this thing...

Hope the cyn coming up is really a HAPPY new year.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Seriously

The feeling is like shit when you really wanted to do something but didnt manage to get the chance..

now.. i really hoped.. so hope!! that i can get a job... acceptable pay... a job where i can learn and grow and step higher... but... i don't know why...... why am i not getting any calls for interiew??? just an interiew is so impossible? is there something real wrong with my resume or my face or they doubt my cert is real.. or they hare nus? i don't understand...

I am starting to eat bread then grass then soil.. then dieeeeeeeee....

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I didn't smile for the whole day

own fault

I am hungry
BAD HEADACHE

Thursday, January 20, 2011

You are so bra>e, I admire you

People who knows me well, should be well aware that SHE is my idol... since sec school... i ha>e been following their actions.. reading their news.. learning their songs... it is always not surprising that i can sing their e>ery single song.

Think e>eryone is aware of the Selina's bombing accident in China. Its nice to see that the media is protecting her as well, gi>ing her enough space to reco>er.

Today.. or rather yday.. she is finally discharged from the hoposital. after the long 89 days in there. I shall not comment much about my feeling towards this accident as this is a blog in a cyberworld, its hard to protect my own right here.. what i truely wanted to expressed here is my concern towards her and the courages of her that changed some points of thought in me.

it is dead hard for her to stand up to the whole world.. she is always a princess in many people's eyes.
she did it today.
she managed to face e>eryone today.

I cried the moment when i saw her on t> today.. li>e telecast..
part of me really pity her cos its not fair... n part of me i truely admire her.

the thing she is facing now is not normal.. not easy... too emotionally challenged..
yet such a sweet and soft person like her... managed to pull through the most different part of life.. although now is still the beginning.. there is still a long path for her.. willing to try and work for it is a spirit that many of us can't e>en do.

ME.
i should be ashame of myself..
some little thing can easily push me to the bottom of the chiff..
can't help a job... i sighed
no more money.. i signed
nothin to do... i signed and complained bored..
emo for no reason... unahppi for no explanation.
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IS THIS????

why are we so uncontented??!
why r we still complaining...??
we aready ha>e something so pre>ious!
whats that? Li>ing..! we are still ali>e is the most wonderful thing
i am not saying long li>ing is awesome, cos sometime dying easily is a blessing.
but to li>e on is a chance to make things better! there is still a chance! still a turning back...

so... why complain?

Back in Action

Nothin much of a different since when i'm back from HK..


HK is fun of cos.. but shoppin is not tt interesting cos of the winter season...


but its still a different trip because i went with him.. this is my first holiday with someone other than my family and friends.


went disneyland as well.. pretty of cos.. but E>erland is still the top of my chart
'T-express is awesome'~



seriously.. as i grew older..
ya.. i cant a>oid saying the word "old" anymore cos its the year of Rabbit few days later... 24 is the more hit digit as for more..
unhappy with it or not. nothin will b change still~~

okok... as i am saying.. i started to cherish the family lo>e more.. especially my sista is getting married soon, it is impossible for me to lock her up anymore.. she will be mo>ing out and i ha>e accepted this fact..
had a fruitful dinner yday.. the food arent awesome but at least we enjoyed.


can't help it.. phone camera can ne>er fight with the actual one..
poor lighting =<




showcasing my future brother-in-law. gross to sae this now.. cos i am so not get used to it..
and i m finally getting a brother!~~
weird to the max!
but he is nice... real nice actually... also not for me to grade...
ne>ertheless... i ga>e him a "PASS"


some random to make the hungry hungrier and the non-hungry hungry






Mochi Post!
mochi girl's hair is like so long now!
i wonder she can see where she is going now...
so cute as usual...
my sista is trying to make her dance actually..


Picture of the day!
mochi dun look >ery nice her but i still chose this pic cos i look nice..
especially the hair! wow! once in 10 years



so excited to meet ju and jx tomolo... ha>en seen them for a long long time...~~

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

few more hours!

few more hours later i am going Hong Kong with Baby!!~

getting excited!

Monday, January 3, 2011

only 3 days

This year seems to b passing real quickly though its onli 3 days..

Cough virus is still with me, hope i wun bring it to HK with me..
no calls for interview still...~~ Wait is the golden word

mochi girl and mummy say 'Hello'!






I started as a blank sheet of paper..
now i am 'pictured' with black and white...

don't get the wrong idea, i am not going to sae i will add color to my life...

cos.. its already colorful... why? i got black and white.. there are 7 colors in white, dont ask me to name all 7... so in total, i got 8!
i am the xinfu one... but from the surface, i'm still black and white... it takes levels of understanding to let me c how xinfu i am. and i just did. =>


Saturday, January 1, 2011

Hello 2011~~~!!!

Happy new year!!!
goodbye 2010 and HELLO 2011!!

2010 is quite a not bad year for me..
very normal, straight and boring..
nothing much exciting happened, maybe is just i gave up my singlehood membership and enrolled into another portal. <3

2011 started in a very SAD way...~~YES! be guity!
I don't know how will 2011 be.. but I knew it will be very DIFFERENT..
cos Im finally out of school..
And I am stepping into the working society. the high heels group.
not sure whether i will like it..
but will still work on! life goes on, and i stay on with my own spirit.

The tip i am giving myself for 2011 is...
'BE WITH AN OPEN MIND"


Bring it on 2011!!