chipmunks

its the chipmunks season in this festive mood!!!!! so cute so nice!!

i love them so much!!!

theodore, simon and alvin!!! hearts!!!!

found their xmas song!!

theodore so cute!!!

i recommend this movie :)

day at home

wat a resting day, i woke up at 3pm today, so late... wasted my morning..
but i just can't sleep early at night, my body clock has been rotated la~

tomolo go kbox with jing yi there all.. woo~ i love going k.. just simply love singing.. so much so much so much

my sister is at bangkok right now, i wonder how much clothes has she bought, hope she can control herself.

feelin a little sick, can forsee the arrival of fever virus, got to drink more water n kick it away. i dun wan to waste this holiday laying on bed, eating porridge. eeek~
feel like going swimming, wanna go water sports manz... anyone wanna go?

entertainment

this week is kinda busy.. as in busy in going out! haaa!!

jes is the life!

after the k-boxing session last week, i went out with hann, isk n yah on last sat! went holland v for dinner!! the dinner is not tt super nice but it is sure to be expensive. but, the after dessert at cold rock is recommended! so nice... love it!! i will be back to holland v soon!! mayb can try going wala wala, go there watch soccer! hehee

yup this is the icecream from 'ice rock' nice nice

after the meal, we went orchard to watch golden compass, okok i rated so so for this film. stardust and enchanted are still better!! hehee. ya! tt hann bought shoes again! cant stand this rich friend of mine, mayb one day i can consider robbing him. wahahahahaz!!

after movies, we acted as emo kids and sat outside the cine cheers, lookin at the crowds. there are simply too many types of funny people. n i just cant stand those chopsticks... oops! my alien language again. :P we took alot of nice pictures too! so happi! n den we went mac to sit n enjoy the return of the shaker fries!! but it is like already 3 plus am, eating at tt hour will definately add in the extra weight of fats. but who cares?

we took a cab home!! hahaa! reached home 5 plus.. wat an early day again!!

oh ya.. i went to the job interview today, i didnt get it cos the person thinks it is too far for me.. as the location is at changi n it is quite inaccessable... haiz.. i also dun know i should b happy or wat.. no job=no income=eat air

hmmm..

alright! i wen bugis with mummy today, n i bought my green jeans!! wahahaha! wear red top den can become xmas tree! woo~! ya n i managed to buy some xmas gift too! wonder how the xmas will b like for this yr.. hehee~ i love festive season!!

weather is like so cold now.. cold cold.. but i love cold cold weather! so tt i can bring out my nice collection of jackets. heheez.. but i still wanna buy my addidas jackets.. n my ipod! goosh! a full list of so many wanna buy things... cold cold... think i must blanket myself now.. ppl out there! take extra care of urself! no one should b sick during this warm festive season right? hugZzz

my sister flying bkk tomolo! hope she will enjoy the trip! soon it will b my turn!

at kbox!

oh... this few days have been enjoying life.. but no money how to get good life? hahaa!!

anyway..

i met up with ju, yf, ld, ph on thur .. went breek to eat den went kbox!! ladies night ma.. cheap cheap.. heheee... were all so high, shouting into the mic, release all the stress!! hahaa!! i simply love singing so much!!!

yf with her new cam.. so cute...hahaaz! i mean the cam cheap..

finally met up with lailai






when k-boxing

我好闷。。。 wo hao men.... i m bored..

think i should go sleep le..

boring

i can't stay home.. i really can't stay home..
i need to go out.. i need a job..
call me a workaholic, i admit i m..
i can't stay home.. i need to do thing..
i m bored.. its onli like 2 days n i can't stay on anymore...
if keep on locking me at home.. i think i will burst out crying la!~

i need a job!! pls pls pls i need one..

i wan to cut hair.. should i? long hair is boring.. i need a change

syz got 1 too! so i decided to get one myself.. :)

woo... they sae i m a flirt ma.. m i m i?? i m not a player!!

oh my.. i m irrestisible manz.. plukez!!

on block leave

finally all 6 papers down..

i m now on my block leave!! for 1 month..

i m now trying to use all my connection to get a part time job asap!!

need save up for my bangkok trip too!
finally i can start counting down to my bkk trip!! hooray!!!

hahaaz

yesterday went hong xing for dian xin with ju yf n jx.. wah!! not ez to find the location k? it will b more convenience if we have a car!! private transaportation!! den go where also will b easier.. hehee!

we r so hungry when we got there!! all the food seem so nice! the queue is long but it is fast, we manage to get a seat very fast..

so hungry so hungry...

we ate alot k? scary for a table of girls... heheeez

we finally found the lift to go up to HONG XIN!!!


ju is trying hard to hide her short hair but fail.. :)


ya the lesbo again

our table of food! but this is just the first round.. the rest of the rounds i m too busy eating.. no time to take :)

we love the tress at taka!


after the dian xin we went town for shoppin! i bought an eyeliner for body shop.. woo.. its glitter eyeliner! so nice can? most suitable for xmas.. mahahaha!! so happi!

n i tried the ankle boots @ far east.. its nice.. but ex.. so just KIV ba :P

after the shoppin, we went separate way, i met up with my beni, stef, chloe, drew and calvin @ bishan. we ate cafe cartel!! hahaaa the food.. k la.. nt bad.. oopS! heheee but i like to drink lime me up! same thing.. gossip n gossip n gossip! hhaaa!! we r the best in this.. but this is also known as update abt each other life k? hehee.. oh.. mayb beni should really consider the option we gave her.. good catch k?

up ahead

woo.. 2 papers down, 4 more to go..
scary right? 6 papers..

got 2 papers next tue n 1 more on wed.. all jammed together.. pray hard for me n wish me good luck!!!

hahaa!! after exam i got a full list of activities lay out! of cos including my longing bkk trip!!

so sad.. my friend going beijing for attachment tomolo.. but comin back during jan 08 so not tt far.. but still will miss him!

lastly
good luck to jes!
jia you!!

exam tomolo

woo.. my first paper is at 9am tomolo, so i cannot stay up tonight le, if not cant wake up..

i m amazed by myself, i had actually stayed home for about 2 weeks..
another 1 more week to go girl... jia you..

i m so excited abt the upcoming bkk trip!
woo... happy happy!

study hard play hard jessica!!!! cos you've the queen! you've the player!!

wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck
wish me luck

okie?? :)

woo

now time is 3.55am... yup i am still awake!!

there goes my body clock... i m an owl manz...

reloaded

woo... its another day again... amazed by how fast time can flies.. exam is on friday.. hmmm jia you jia you!!

i wan to go le.. dec gonna b a pretty month.
yf.. java chip @ starbucks??
:)

break time

now is 2.20am

hmmm... have a break have a kit kat..

study is boring... study alone is worst.. now i cant contractrate with ppl around me.. wat to do? study lor...

hahaa! now no longer emo le.. is boring time..

i wan to open a cafe.. call 'THE cafe'

again

study mood is nt here yet... hmmm

boring

hmm.. went back to nyp to meet some of my friends.. they are doing well.. a number of them flying beijing soon.. will miss them..

current status=emo..
mayb is the weather.. cold..
made the night lonelier..

oh.. i need a pair of new boots.

break at study

study mood quickly come come come!!!! mini mani boo!!!!
now is 3am.. n i am still very awake! studing for exams.. although no mood to study but i will jia you! cos i m carrying many people's good luck with me :)

jes jia you!!

think i will drop by to post abit here n there, to show tt i m still alive.. though i know i got to rot at home liao...

eeek... judee is back home but i dun hv the time to meet up with her yet.. hmmm... very fast de.. tahan... heheee

shoo~~~~

nice song

found this old sch love song... but still so nice.. :)


Way Back Into Love lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way
I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

nice song nice song... listen...

exam period

exams are coming.. ya next week.. i will try my best to work hard.. i m already in holiday mood.. haa!! o my!

yesterday went back nyp to meet my followers.. love them! they r forever full of craps... yaya we went back nyp to eat mac.. cool huh? we left the sch n decided to go kbox, cos tt xav n stef dun wanna go home so late.. emo ppl... its hard to sae no to kbox u know? so xav, stef, jy n me went to ksongs until 3am.. hey i got study k! instead of spending tt 20 bucks on cab, i decided to study in mac till the first train.. they r so sweet, esp xav.. they pei me study lor! k la.. is i study they chitchat.. but so nice to accompany me.. andrew joined us in mac at like 4.30am too! hahaa! okok the studying part is not very effective... hahaa! hard to0 concentrate... hhaaa!! so decided liao! i will work hard from now! hahaaa!! try my best lolz~~~~~ will meet them out again after my exams... gruz... they going night cycling next sat but i dun think i goin cos still in the mid of papers... shitty....

i bought food to eat while studying!! heez how to study without food? i need energy :)

my cheat sheet for the stats paper, look how small is my handwriting! n its double side k? amazed by my size of handwriting

n judee is reaching singapore in another 4 hrs or so! haha! miss her alot!! mayb she is now eating cup noodle in tiger air.. hahaa! seeya soon ju!

own way

life is good, y?

bought a new toy; w910i hearty red.
decided to go party on xmas eve.
bought a new dress n top
found my style
found my soulmatez..
finally met up with hann n isk
surprisely met beni too, thanks hann..
stardust is a nice movie
i still perfer my chomp chomp douhua.
my bkk trip coming
my fav xmas also coming..
i love the sight of xmas deco n candy cranes n santa
finally can wear my boots out, but i m still lookin for anket booties.
i've tried MOF, indeed nice.

but can it b better? dun blame me for being greedy..
only if i got more confidence
only if i m more daring
only if i know when is the right time
only if i know what the others are thinking
only if i got the chance
only if i can b the player
if only i know... how beautiful it can b...

Gotta Go My Own Way... i dun wan to regret, so i will live on to the fullest! try as much as i can, enjoy as much as i can, love the others around me as much as i can...
i wan to make me shine****

holiday

hi there! i got kinda long weekend for the week! from thur to sun! i gonna sleep alot so that to kick away that pair of panda eyes lor! so ugly can! i m already so dark..

yesterday went out with yf n ph, we went ms! hahaa! long time haven been there, but the shoppin over there is still so so.. hahaa! but we went MOF, a restaurant which sells jap food! not bad not bad, quite nice, think i will b back again.. not much shoppin done, as the thing are also not tt nice. n!! my whole mind is filled with the upcoming bangkok trip!!! i wanna shop till i drop!! so high! n i gonna book the tix soon next week! so happy!! i m already stoppin myself fr going spree sites, so tt to save money!! wish me luck :)

o ya! exams coming!! jia you!!

esp sandy lor... she last paper le but i haven even start lor...

o ya~ IT fair comin end of the month , n i gonna buy my ipod! oops! didnt i just say tt i wanna save up? hahaa! tts me

our food at MOF ~yummy~

after rushing for last train!!

best pic of the day: "We dun wan to face the world!!"

by: miss lim and miss chong

cool night out!

yesterday went out with yf, yaya is her again.. :) we went to cut hair but in different salon. den mine is like so much cheaper den her lor.. hehee! actually is wana go shoppin after the hair cut, but den dun knoe why we both dun really hv the shopping mood. mayb it's the after effect of online spree. we r too used to online shopping tt we became lazy to actually look for items with our hands by touching the real items. funny huh?

okok.. den we went coffee bean to chill. java chip from starbuck is nice, all thanks to shu mei's recommendation. know what? the cup in starbucks r already in the xmas series! there are snow flakes on the cups! n also, i went wastson n i already seeing them selling candy canes! manz... xmas is indeed coming! so fast! i love candies!! back to coffee bean, we r so bored and ended up taking photos using the popular 'xi nu ai le' series. we r indeed cute k? hahaa! n we chatted alot, planned alot.. n we r super high abt the bangkok trip during jan! shopping for cny.. hahaa! love the food and shoppin over there.. cheap n good manz... lolz~~ while chatting, we discovered once again that our life is so damn boring!!! even if we want to brighten up, we r lack of manpower.. oh... saded.. hahaa! n we quoted something :

"singapore where dreams dun come true..."

got a funny expression fr yf again... :) i gonna ruin your life!!! wahahaha

woo!

finally it is weekend again.. haven been longing to rest. past few weeks have been rushing for reports and always end up sleepin very late. so now i m down wil terrible panda eyes... aiyo! need buy eye mask le ... i still got 2 more tests next week den i will b free to start studying for my exams, but i bet i wun b so hardworkin .. hehee... jia you jia you!!

after exam den need to find job to earn some extra cash.. know what!!!?? i think we r going bangkok early jan next yr!! can can can?? airfare n hotel adds up to abt 300 :) come come come! register with miss chong!

later i'm going down town to have my hair cut. its messy.. n also meeting my lesy yf.. shopping!!! ya ya ya shopping again :) but i simply love to shop! but cant anyhow spend too, because i still need to buy my phone.. i m a poor kid but i m very happi !

saded

i got red eye again!!! so er lor!! i dun really feel any pain but then the eye is like so bloodly red! last thur my right eye is red.. ok!! i let it rest.. till this morning it is almost recovered. but then!! at around 10am, my left eye became red! the redness can shift eyes!! eeek.... tomolo wear shades out...

yf! i need new shades n new bags! buy for me

wat the hell

what the hell does her sisters got to do with me! gave me trouble only! what the f*ck

some time later

wooo.... i haven been updating my blog lately.. can be lazy or busy at school work... i am trying my best to finish all the reports and projects on hand, so that i dun hv to rush on last min. i knew i m a last min person, but it is so tiring, bad habit, need a change. ok, i'm left with the last social report to go, and this is very bad. my english is so poor yet wanna me to write up a essay which consists of so many sociology point of views, the whatever quailty of mind thing. think i will die. got to get this done fast so that i dun need to get torture by it anymore!
ok.. soon, will be my exams, my first paper is on 23nov, and it will end on 1dec. so no surprise that i will ask u girls out on 1dec. get ready huh my les, better make that day free i tell u!!! hahaa! so, i will need to hide at home to study, so not me. but nvm, once over! i will b as free as a bird!! wohaha!

today is also my last day of work, after getting my pay, i will have to buy a new phone! should b w880i ba.... nice phone wor... haaa! get a holiday job during dec. n ju will b back during end of nov.. miss her so much! den will need to prepare for our ever first oversea trip! so happy.... just love to b with u girls... :)

okok, i gtg plan my essay, later still need to work.. hahaa!! muakz!

hi there! just found something very interesting tt i die die also must share!

hello

yesterday met up with ph and yf(my lesbo) at amk hub to watch movie; RE. the movie is quite nice, not bad, didnt regret spending my 7 bucks for it. :) miss ph will b late so yf n i went shoppin again, amk hub is nt a bad place to shop. since it is at heartland, so the pricings of the items are kinda reasonable too, it is possible to fins tops below 20 bucks there, this is very hard when u r in town dudz... lolz~ n amk hub got many funny shops that u cant in town, not bad, we can go back again. n.. we both bought a top each! args.... i shopped again... but i seriously love tt top!! hahaa! after tt, ph joined us n we went dinner at sticky rice.. quite nice n i love the green curry :) nt forgetting reasonable price too! think i m turning more auntie this few months, cos too broke...

hahaa! i wan money... den i can shop n shop n shop... enjoy good food... dan everyone around me can enjoy too! but this is just a dream, i m happy @ where i am now.

n right, more ppl suspecting me as les, den they tot yf is my bf! wahaha! my boyfriend so handsome! hahaa! i will give them 2 types of replies. 1: yup! yf is my bf, and i got another boyself call yy too. or 2: nahz... yf is a girl n i m a les, she is my les partner. hahaa! i made no effort in explaining i m actually normal, which is quite fun. anyway ppl who know me well should know i m normal... lolz~ den my friend kept on asking me to find a bf n b a normal person! o come on! jes dun need a bf can yet in normal. i enjoy where i m now yeah? friends n family who love me... hahaa!

n yf! where is my bintan trip??? :)

misses

just realised that my ploy life is full of color.... when i stepped into SIT club, life is nv the same again, so why can't i be tt jes now? uni is just not tt you know, fun to me...

i miss alot of things.. people....
judee
yy
chalet...
holiday... hanging out with my lesbo..
yf... we need a life...
chatting with my girlfriends..stef, beni,meimei
emo and crab with jia ye
hugging mengshan...
wgs uniform...
wgssband... isk.. hann...gq....joey...soap... tyy... etc
mr lee..
physics, chem, bio, amaths, emaths
diploma in business informatics
SIT club exco - diploma coordinator for bi
my freshies
my class... dbi0404
1e1-4e1
shi lei....
my clarinet
amk s11 food
nyp pancake... wedges... jap food...
blk L lvl 6
his bike...
my 3kg birthday cake
wei siong... taught me alot...
kia fang.. my half a cheese burger
my nyp audi
my voiceout 2005....
i m a runner ic forever...
my SIT club mates.... love u all!
my koropo...
catwoman....
ECP.... bbq
'before i fall in love'
club proposals
i m an ogl!!! DBI0503

omg.. how can this list ever ends....

just realised tt i didnt upload my grad photos.... here u go.... although abit outdated...:)

my grad 2007

woo...

yesterday went out with yf syz n suddenly shot out 1 jx... hahaaa!! nvm la.. he is also one of our sista group... oops!

hahaaa!! i nv buy anything.... good.. but just now i went online a bought 2 tops again!!! args.... retail retail is my onli way to release myself.. args!!! save me!!!

woo..... yesterday work is ok... abit bored initially but then after that i keep on chatting with the other promoter tt makes it nt tt bored..... nvm... for money... i work!

btw.... i am going to upload yf n sy birthday photo onto jnc site..... can go there c c!! n i have updated the information there too.... as a site maintainance.. i didnt do my work.... sorry huh... :)

oopS! forget to tell everything... i finally bought my black vest!! love it so much.... must wear before the trend is gone

shopping shopping...

o.. i simply love to go out with you girls..... n miss chong, we seriously are so alike.. lets go have fun! hahaaa!!

life continue

oh... i haven been updating my blog, i should just dropped by.
abt syz's birthday photos, i will upload there soon.

there is a test tomolo, and i have a number of reports and project to do too.

how can something b there for so long yet you didnt notice anything? until the day u pass by and open it up. then you will go, o shit! it is still around. full of memories yet feels that you have wasted quite alot. unable to throw it away cos u have open it up once again. what to do? put it on the table and keep staring everyday. then u will look like a fool by keep smiling unknowingly. look abit kuku, but no one will know what actually you are thinking. so shhhhhhhhhh.....

start of the break

Hi, today is the start of my term break :) wonder why i am still quite free, other uni students are like so busy with projects and tests, but my life is still kinda normal. think its good to maintain this way ba.. hehee i am a lazy girl.

abit sad, i am still jobless. got a not bad lobang from one of the tuition agancy, but the mother wan a tutor age 25 and above. too bad for me, i got to give this job a miss. wonder wat should i do to make this holiday a little more meaningful. i dun wan to spend it by just lying at home watching dramas or sleepin 24/7. mayb study alittle and help up abit housework will be not a bad choice too :) hahaa! mayb i can try bake a cake or cookies, cook nice food, i haven been cooking for quite a long time too :) oh come on! i am the 1 in a million girls who dun like a cook but seriously know how to cook! 人不可冒相 k?

hmmm, my voice is finally back! since last week. you know wat is the saddest thing? is that i got a soar throat and make me can't sing!! this is like a torture to me, i cant stand myself singing out of tune every line. simply piss me off. :)

all my pop friends have went back to their camps, hope they enjoy their these wonderful 2 years of army life! i think in order to be a man, one must really encounter army, this is the stage to make a boy grow up to be a man! den can become fitter and tanner, mature, this is the way bro!! although army can makes one become stupider.. oops! hope i dun offend anyone... hehee..

alright, today is lantern festival, i drew a big round moon on a paper and paste on my living room's wall, in order to bring in some festive smell. and my family laughes till roll when they see my moon, and my daddy suggest me to draw chang er too. not a bad suggestion, i can do it next year. i will b going to the chinese garden to see the watever nice lanterns later at night, because our dear missy ph want to go, funny girl huh? indeed, nvm luckily i got concession, if not i will scream and hide in vista park.

hahaa!!
hope judee and yy are enjoying their mooncake at perth too :)

smiles-be-myself

finally finally... my term break is here... so must try to do some catch up during this week :) must jia you... heard tt syz wanna go exchange... for 1 sem... think i will miss her alot alot alot... just like now.. whenever we went out, i will also missed judee.... n yy.... if i got the capital, i will go too.... but anyway, i think i shouldn't add on to my 30k of bank loan ba..

on thur, i met up with yf, hans n isk, cos hans pop, wanna have a meet up. we can dun meet up for a long time, but nv lost of words. think this is the greatness of us always sharing 1 thing in common; interest. nv forget the joys and hardwork we had in the band. such sweet memories. okok... we went vivo... had some thai food. after tt we went to the open space upstairs for photo taking session! but all in t hans's cam, den he lazy to send. he going confirment for 3 weeks lor... dun know when den can get back those photos... kuku hans. after tt we had ice cream @ bens and jerry. can u believe tt! that monster hans finish up the whole bannan spit lor.... wonders where those fats will go too. tt skinny man. den yf rec present from her ex manager fr b&j lor.... we took afew pictures for evidence, next time show u all.. hahaa!!

okok!! yesterday is miss CHONG YAH FONG's 20th birthday!! fulfilled her wish to go timbre n mos. hahaa! the food there is nice, esp the pizza, but note dun order roasted duck de. too salty.... hahaa! n the pork chop! abit hard...haa! but seriously can go n try. but abit sad we didnt manage to hear the live band, nvm there is always the next time :) we will b back! after that we went to phoebe's pub, to wait for robin n wilson. phoebe has indeed grew prettier :) go pub is to drink right? but yf, ph and i aren't good drink so we ended up drinking cole and green tea.. hahaa! nt only us! hans joined us after tt and he also only drink cole, and he act drunk somemore. they drink until very scary lor... esp wilson, he is drunk again... hahaa! so the last stop, mos. actually is all go de, but in the end the girls dun wanna go, leaving yf n me... so we went in with robin, wilson n hans. that is our both first time there! the first feeling is scary.... alot of ppl! den the lights... loud music... den we both kuku, only know how to follow robin... hahaa!! k la k... overall still ok.. nt tt bad :) but i m still nt a clubber.. haa!

okok, next time is break.... so call me out!

smiles-be-myself

new week

i just realise how time flies, it is a new week again, and i am having my term break next week. fast huh? i think so too :) this week is still ok, wat a different sept i can say.... new environment, new people, new modules, new steps of life.... was trying hard to adapt to it, i think i will enjoy it. and the same thing... bring happiness to the people around me too :)

this weekend end i ended up staying at home which is quite rare, but i dun felt boring at all. i can sae is a family week ba.... yesterday i wan fixing my mum's toilet toilet bowl, as there is some leaking... of cos i am not doing it alone, my dad is helping me too... we spent a few hours doing that... so tire but the feeling is great!! and also.... yesterday afternoon, someone came to repair my toilet heater... den made my toilet so dirty!..... den i spent an hour washing my toilet.... now is like so clean... so happy..... think this is another form of excising too :)

okok, tomolo is the start of a new week.... monday morning... is a 8am lesson for stats..... n what am i doing now? webcam with sia yy.... she miss me to much ..... haha!!

smile-be-myself

more works ya?

hi ppl!

i'm ok with my sister already.... so no worry! still as good as usual :)

okok, projects and tests are finally coming over... feeling a bit busy liao... btw i found some part time job from kelly services. no choice i need to work!! i wan money! so tire so tire.... lazy... i haven settle my presentation yet too... my english essay haven write!! oops! n next week is tt duck's birthday, waste my money again lor... hahaaa! no la... love u the most de la... puke***!! hehee

just now went and check the airfare tix, so ex!!! hong kong will need around $600 for tix n hotel.... haven even buy anything! girls i got no money.... saded... even part time jobs also cant earn me back the 600 bucks huh..... god!!! give me money!!! let me strike 4D!! once is enough!! i m not greedy.....

i hate my sister

she is attitude ... i did not own her

boo

today is friday again..... suddenly felt the weeks are flying off so quickly...

mis my friends.... yf yf..... working working.... sy sy.... school school school.... sae she is very slack in the end still cant find her... sandy leh? busy girl..... i everyday c ph onli lor.... miss u girls la...

ju n yy so far away.... dun know need to wait till when..

and my bangkok trip! think gona call off because of the election.... mayb change location... but where?? i wan hong kong.. but abit ex leh.... if is budget also around 400 for airfare n hotel.... how girls... i dun wan call off the whole thing leh.... we haven go for a holiday together before lor....

o ya.. my uni friend tot me she is busy doing her tutorials, den got a lot of research to do.. i m thinking.. oh shit! i haven do any research before lor... m i too lazy??? die liao lor...

yayaya!! my life is colourless now... ppl! i wan KTV!!!!! n also .. i wan part time job!!

smile-be-myself

where i lie?

today is a tiring day.... got 3 tutorials and the last one ended at 9pm, late.. and then the bus 183 is so slow, waited for like 20min. then our miss ph looked so pale, can u imagine she is already so fair! hope that girl wun get sick, if not she will fall into the stage of depression. Discovered that the uni people are so hardworing, kept on shooting their views during the class, even if i wan to share my views, i dun know where and when to step in. lost.... then hear alot of cases about scholars unable to score well in uni den depress, cry, lose their minds. wonder if i will fall into the depression stage.

maybe still not in the mood of study. hahaa! no cca too and jobless. any lobang for weekend jobs? anyone? i just wan to make my life more colourful, more meaningful, more interesting. is this that difficult? i am not depress but just boring.... life has being so peaceful, mayb too peaceful to the extend of boring..... oh my.....

why why love

now is morning 6am.... just finish watching why why love..... love it!! simply so nice :)

at sch...

o ya!! finally thurday and i got no lesson tomorrow! how nice.... but i am left alone in sch now... ph and shu mei got no more lesson so they went to the IT fair at suntec.... nvm, i just need to rot for another 30min and i am off to my lesson! later i got an english oral presentation, just a simple one about 'nouns' . hope everything goes on well, as u guys know.. my english is lousy so i cannot afford to lost marks... later fail how.... hahaa!

anyway.. tomolo is teachers' day celebration! and i am going back wgs after so many years. but sadly, all those important teachers in my life had left wgs, esp mr lee wee chee... he is the one who saved my eng if not i think i will end up in some ITE..... so the target for tomolo is to eat the canteen food! ph and i were talking about it and we got so high! chicken burger.... hotdog bun.... curry chicken noodle.... etc etc!! we r there to eat, they simply brought back so much memories.... heheee.... thinking back... it has been 4 yrs ago.... oh shit.... hahaaa!! too bad judee and yy are unable to join us.... and to yy!! can webcam for u to see.... but ask wgs to install wireless lor.... hahaa!! dun b jealous girl.... mahaha!!!

life is getting stable in nus, although i still misses the times in nyp.... nyp has been my home u know! simply love that place... sometime even forgotten that i am in nus.... miss taking train to yck......

o ya... yah fong remember to treat me when u got ya first pay huh.. mahaha! and to syz.. r u still alive... think u stay in contact with jx more than with us lor... angry jealous!! u make sure u will make up for it hor.... heheee

smiles-be-myself

another week

hi hi!! this week is a sicky week for me... unknowingly i hooked on to the virus of fever and flu. i managed to kick away that fever virus but the flu family is still runing with my nose. den now best part! cough join in the fun too! aiyo..... quickly get away!

my timetable is out, i'm free on friday. i realise uni people are very hardworking, unlike the poly ones, think i really need to buck up abit! to keep myself in the best condition! this 4 years are really costing me a bomb! so i must make full use of it.

think i'm staying home this weekend... sick ma... actually is going sakura buffet with my friends tomolo de, think i gonna make it a miss. nvm, treat it as saving money.

i realised something, my close poly friends and my jnc are actually 2 types of ppl. wat to say? hmmmm... for example.. u know i like taiwan dramas right? esp those super sweet love stories tt are not going to happen in real life. with my poly friends right... i can watch the same drama over and over again n den day dream abt how nice is tt main lead. den dream 1 day it will happen to us too! so is dreaming together. but if is with my jnc right.. i think they will scold me siao and give me a very er xin face. .... hahaa! still got alot. lazy to type.. wanna know can ask me!

smile-be-myself

rainy day

wat a rainy day.. so rare... simply love this weather, often give me a warm and cosy feeling, mood seems better too.... :)
yesterday quarreled with my sister, i was just kidding abt something very small, but i think she cant take it den think too much through it, and make a fuss out of it... wat have i done? no pt getting upsad abt this type of small thing, so i sms her sorry today, she says its ok but i don't see her sincerity. wats the point of giving in when the other party dont care?

today got no lesson, a good day for me to rest :) love this weather, but if is alone, this weather will become specially cold. so whats my temperature now?

new life

hmmm... long time didnt post anything, was kinda busy over the uni stuffs. but almost everything had been settled, now leaving the best part, which is to study hard.

school started yesterday, and we are late 15min for the first lecture, as we lost our way there. in addition, the lecture started at 8am! how to be on time? so scary, i am going to study again. trying to adapt into a new environment again. mayb ph is right, as we grow older, we start to love to stop knowing new friends. i'm nt quite agree to her in the first place, but after thinkin for a while, she might not be so wrong. friends made in the later part of the life, normally will not accompany you to walk on. whereas true friendship do, and they are mostly those who had followed you till today. i'm glad i've found them. you girls are my angels.

alright, back to uni. lesson just started, but i am required to buy textbook and they costed a bomb! even the second hand ones are nt that cheap. so sad, i was still trying to save up. i need part time jobs. 打工, 打工, 打工!!! anyone kind enough to recommend me some good deals? i am willing to work hard! i want to earn money, help up alittle for the family, this is the least i can do. and! i've decided to help up in the housework too! cannot be lazy anymore. not much time to waste too!

okok! yesterday, shumei, ph and i were talking about some topics den ph mentioned that if she got a boyfriend, to her, friends will always be more important! she will not stick to her boyfriend... saying is easier, who knows right? maybe she will be the one kicking us away then glue on to her anata everyday. anyway i am quite interested in her future boyfriend wor. mike he, qiu ze, zhang dong jian? hard to find in singapore.. no! i think is never even exist in singapore! haha!

who cares.. study and money more important!

smile-be-myself

boring ...

hihi!

this week is my first week of orienation.. will till next friday... all i can say is the orientation is quite boring lor... the activities are alittle too spread up n there is alot of dragging... hmmmm but overall still ok la... plus the weather is so hor... dried me up!

however, i met alot of new friends! they are nice ppl!
so till now... everything still ok, but the admin thingy are a little too complicated, and our miss lim is complaining to me everyday! haha! she looked so depress! haha!

smile-be-myself

new stage of life

so fast so quickly!!

tomolo will be my first day of school in NUS!! but dun consider is first day ba, coz is just the first day for the orientation week. den just now i was checking the orientation schedule just now, saw the full list of funny things are i am suppose to do for the week! den got project discussion can! where got so fast de.... i haven settle my mind yet can..

hmmmmmm

so scary... so old already still need to get use to new environment, know new people.... pray hard not to meet funny people! hopw my life will be smooth and nice!

of cos... enjoy my next 4 years ar! students are the best!

will walk together hand in hand with my old buddy.. lim pei hua de

oops! i just realise... i super long time nv take pic with hua hua liao wor

This photo is like taken dun know how long ago!

And yup! now i am watching this new drama 'why why love', still airing in Taiwan. but this is really nice! those will like to watch 'Devil beside you' will love this too! haha! wat to do... watching this type of funny, easy, super impossible in real life drama has always been my hobby. nt tt i like to dream, though i used to dream alot, now i dun dream alot le, happy with my life now.... got family, got sch, got real friends.. wats else to lose? i just think that why watch shows that make you cry or hide or watch until high blood pressure? isn't watchin show an entertainment? so be relax.... nth to worry about! mayb be worry of the high electic bill.... haha!! remember to watch ar~!

go go jia you!

smile-by-myself

byez yy

so fast, yy is already at Perth. hope everything is fine over there for her... jia you my girl!

was thinking quite abit just now, i am calculating the amount of money i need to pay back for my uni. not only the school fees, but also my daily expenses, transportation etc... add up to be quite a big sum of money. i once said, i wun wan my family to support me, and i mean it. alot of money are already used up for my polytechnics fees, and this uni studies is wat i wan to continue, i dun wan to bring in extra burden for my family anymore. i have been spending alot the past few years. although i am always working part time, my saving is not piling up. the more i earnt, the more i will spend. i think its time to really save up, esp for now, need to plan to repay the loans asap. the longer i drag, the more amount of interest i need to pay. not a wise choice.

i am not born with a golden spoon, instead born with a wooden chopsticks. my life has been peaceful, but the older i grow, the clearer i can see. my parents are really getting old, yet everyday they are waking up earlier den me to go to work. sometime mummy will complain to me about how tiring is the job. i always tell her 'whats the point to complain? 1 day i will earn alot of money and open a shop for you to handle. what you need to do is to collect money' i knew i am dreaming, but actually from the bottom of my heart how i wish i can really do that. i realise my mum is getting thinner. i am already 20, yet still need her to support me and worry about me. try to turn back, i really dun know how much i have done for my mum. working part time is actually meant to lighten her burden. end up spending more myself.

i am not a lucky person, 4D or toto is nv meant for me. so i believe, hardwork is the only way to help me achieve my targets.

i tell myself, nothing to be afraid of. just need to smile and move on! i will go get a part time job after i settle my uni timetable, and earn myself my expenses, try to lighten my family burden as much as possible. mayb this may not make a huge different but i will try! so ppl, try to pull me away when u see me buying some useless stuffs or eating expensive food k? i believe i can do it de. the next 4 years will be a good one :)

smile-be-myself

yy leaving tomolo

talking about yy, she is leaving tomolo, actually kinda miss her now. although most of the time, or instead many times, whenever i asked her out, she always give me all sorts of reasons for not coming in the last minute. some time i'm really so so so angry and hate her! but now she is leaving, miss her, all the hates are just kidding de la.... love u much can?

so worry for her, going to study there alone for 1 year. i knew 365 days is not long, but i'm still worry. this few months u had been hiding at home, dun know what you are doing at home. are you hiding from us? afraid that you will miss us too much and cant hold back your tears? nahz..... we understand, we are not gonna cry :) but your expression always gave me a very lost look, can sort of understand your feeling ba. but! i believe yy will not have any problem, because we share the same spirit!

not sure whether she will catch this post before she fly, but still i wanna let her know... yy! jia you! i know u can! bring up the fissball spirit!!! and!! yf and i will help you take your revenge

k k... i'm going to perpare the present for her tomolo.... byez!

smile-is-myself

hi

yesterday was a happy day, cos my few crazy lao pos came house to burn it down.. got ju, ph, yf, and then tt yy n san came. funny yy, wanna ask her out is like so hard, also dun understand y. n very happi! cos ju bought me SHE hk concert 2006 dvd from hong kong for me~ ! love her so much! muakz!! judee is the best!

den we were watching spider lily, but most of the interesting parts were cut off, leaving those not very interesting parts. n right, we were laughing throughout, as if it is a comedy.. funny us. this is the best part watching dvd together right? if all are so serious den wats the point? den after tt spider lily, we started watching my SHE concert dvd!! so high! although i have watched their concert in singapore, the feeling is still as fresh! suddenly remembered the scene in singapore indoor stadium, watching the real them! nv goona forget it..

so after tt, we went 515 for dinner. as usual, our decision making took so long! but tt order taker auntie so irrigating, keep on asking and promoting, wan to think also cant.... haha!

love all my lao pos! but dun forever my house k? haha

n my msn is spoil! keep on dc.. signing in n out. den i always get scolded... not my fault...

anyway i going movie tonight!! transformer... i know it is nt a new movie but i like! going with darling san san n yf... seeya girls!

just-be-yourself

haiz....

just read through sy'z blog... saw that touching story, cried when reading that. such an emo person me. why does people only know how to wake up when things are fading away? is there nothing call cherish in one's life? if u r lucky, u get it back, if not, leaving regards that conquey your whole life... am i such a person too? do i know to cherish? i dun know

i'm jobless now... together with ph n yf, we r a group of poor kids, no money no job no school.

last friday was my last day, i tot i can just leave easily, moe than happy to leave the office. but no, i almost cried when saying goodbye to my colleagues. mayb i do miss the place, miss the job, n most importantly i miss the people there. i m not as cold blooded as i think i m ba

i miss u girls....
i'm serious....

daddy asked me whether i m nervous about entering uni, i say no and i really think i'm not... y leh.... is it because i feel nothing? not ready?

hmmmmm

i dun know....

wonder how my next step will be...

just-be-yourself

my life goes on

My lovely BI0404

















My cutie clubmates.. SIT club!!!!! zai la~

my 2 good friends in nyp!! meiling n stef!!! but lack of 1 benita.. if nt full set liao

mummy n jie with me!!

o gosh!!! i've graduated!!

feeling so fat now, not only now... i feel fat everyday can.... so sad.. yah fong!! i also wanna diet!! not only resist lunch, think dinner also canot eat too much.. water too!! later i shui zhong.... saded.... jealous of those skinny girls....

anyway! was kinda busy and tire past few days.. so didn't really care about my blog... ok, one by one

1) the camp is good, but maybe is the hot weather and wrong camp timing, i didn't really enjoyed to the fullest! but i can say that the ppl there are good :) i wonder wanna join any cca or nt. if go back be ogl like abit sianz, coz i tried it before already although i like it. den other cca i also dun know got wat, den dun join like abit no life... how leh??

2) my graduation! good! happy! took alot of photos too, then saw alot of ppl... actually abit sad to leave the school, when in audi waiting, suddenly feel like crying. remember that time when still an ogl, i was still running around in the audi, sleep in audi... although is so tire but so much fun! will never never forget the feeling... audi is the place to start and stop. i first stepped it as a freshie, super blur, super sad coz being separated from san n hans. then next entered audi as an ogl, a finale stage crew, the runner IC. audi is like our home, next is enter as a SIT club EXCOS, watching finale as an audience. now.... sitting in the audi. as a graduating student, now an alumni from NYP.. so fast.. i dun have enough time to react!

3) supper with jnc! joan'z car is so big!!! just nice for JNC can? so happi! but i on diet if not can eat more.... saded la!!! love my jnc.. o ya! tt night, jimmy is around too! den scared ph to death. but when jimmy miss called her, she called back! if is me she will ignore for sure de lor.... sianz

love all!!
i wan go movie leh... harry potter is out!!! i wanna watch!! n i wanna go KTV!!!! pei wo pei wo!

just-be-yourself

going off

hi ppl! ph and i will b going to nus orientation camp tomolo, will be back on tue night.... so so so tire!! how i wish i can sleep .....
this camp just dun come at the right time, if not i will be enjoying more....

btw i hv uploaded ph's birthday in jnc blog, all r resized to about 50kb, so it won't look nice if your wanna develop. so if want the original sized photos, sms me k? will den send to u all :)

and right... really very very happi to see judee :D

_just be yourself_

yet another day

o my o.... finally finally, my another chapter of life is going to begin, luckily i still got my jnc laopo aka bim no bo club president aka miss lim aka ph to company me through my next step. gonna stick to u again, we are school mate once again :P maybe is feeling too old to make new friends, 老朋友 are always the best right?

Feeling abit restless now, all of a sudden caught this dreadful flu virus, yup, is down with flu + soar throat + a little fever right now. so the not happy can? we are going shopping this fri right? then also going sentosa this sat right? how can i ever be down with sickness? so the unhappy....

anyway.. is anyone wearing bikinis this sat? dun ever thought of me, i am getting fatter n fatter! need to wear big t-shirt to hide my lump of meat. hahaha! i'm sure we will have a very happy time at sentosa!

this few days i am trying very hard not to watch my show.. yayayaya.. what is my fav drama? taiwan drama series lor... haha! but then now i am working then not much time to watch them, and i am those type whom once start, hard to stop. i am sure to watch till late night, then how to work the next day? i have now 'smiling pasta' dvd on my table waiting for me to watch. den my colleague is promoting the new taiwan drama 'why why love' to me! telling me how nice how funny... but now is only till esp 3, how to watch? i will need to wait 1 week for the next esp, think i will die.... just like the time when i was watching hana kimi, i waited for so long... life is miserable... by the way i will also promote this new drama! casting rainie yang and mike he (yup mike! i love him so much can? he is ph's fav)... hahaha!

anyway, my last day of work is on 13 july... i'm super free after that :) call me! 24/7! coffee, dinner, lunch, breakfast, shopping, jogging, cycling, badminton... whatever also can!

muakz!

_just be yourself_

wat a boring day...

oh my... i just found out on sat that i am supposed to take an English test in NUS, my first reaction is : "oh shit! not English ! " i haven touch an English paper since 4 years ago, ya.. since that o level paper... even since that time when i am required to come out with a 300 words essay, i almost droped dead! it actually took me a day to do that!

now this paper need to write a 500 words essay... think i will faint... Go go JIA YOU!!!!

another thing is.. today i went to get my passport photo taken for my student pass, guess how much my photo costed? $16.80!!!! for 8 pieces of passport sized photo with a fat-faced me on it! vista point only costed $6.70!!!! i wan faint le.... whenever i wan to save money, this type of funny thing always happened!

i just wan to save money also cant!!! haiz..... eat bread for the next 2 weeks :P

_just be yourself_

First!

Hi ppl!

i finally started my own blog again..... of cos i wun neglect my the other jnc blog ar :)

yup! this skin is designed my me, how do you think?

I'm going uni soon, life will b many ups and downs and nowhere out, so hope this will be the place for me to shout... ya shout :)