As the age gets older, alot of things among us start to change as well.
and they are out of reach
we got no control over it
this few months...
can sae tt i am quite happy though, god have been quite nice to me this few months...
sading events happening, but not to me.. but to ppl around me..
i can feel the pain, but i cannot see the lost
but.. i know they are not impossible..
other den setback in schools...
other den less than 20 bucks in my pocket.
they are many more things for me to care about... or rather to notice
a relative of mine passed away a few weeks ago..
i c tears in ppl's eyes, even rolling in mine...
i feel the pain..
n i realise..
as i grow older, its not about just myself anymore
as i grow, ppl around also get older..
ppl in my boundary, under my care of protection... make me lost
i cant stop any of this sading event from coming
i can only sae.. cherish them... every single one beside u..
show them u love them... show your love
this seems simple, and we hear it like 210 times every year
but... how many ppl can really understand this?
dont' tell me u do... ans to urself
even myself.. i m still in the mist of mastering it..
n also... friends around...
broke off with somebody..
its sad to know...
bt if i sae i can feel every single part of their feeling..
i m just bull shitting
i can never put myself in their shoes cos i am too big to fit into their shoes...
i believe they can pull through..
i can only sae a few words to make them feel better
becos they are my friends.. i trust them into living better..
cos they r my friends... i believe...
but if they happen to b reading this wordy post...
i would like to sae.. 'i am 24/7'
no promise, but... i will try...
more lessons to learn everyday...
n life is just getting more exciting everday...
is whether u can take it any longer
