my rusty little writing space

As the age gets older, alot of things among us start to change as well.
and they are out of reach
we got no control over it

this few months...
can sae tt i am quite happy though, god have been quite nice to me this few months...
sading events happening, but not to me.. but to ppl around me..
i can feel the pain, but i cannot see the lost
but.. i know they are not impossible..

other den setback in schools...
other den less than 20 bucks in my pocket.
they are many more things for me to care about... or rather to notice

a relative of mine passed away a few weeks ago..
i c tears in ppl's eyes, even rolling in mine...
i feel the pain..
n i realise..
as i grow older, its not about just myself anymore
as i grow, ppl around also get older..
ppl in my boundary, under my care of protection... make me lost
i cant stop any of this sading event from coming
i can only sae.. cherish them... every single one beside u..
show them u love them... show your love
this seems simple, and we hear it like 210 times every year
but... how many ppl can really understand this?
dont' tell me u do... ans to urself
even myself.. i m still in the mist of mastering it..

n also... friends around...
broke off with somebody..
its sad to know...
bt if i sae i can feel every single part of their feeling..
i m just bull shitting
i can never put myself in their shoes cos i am too big to fit into their shoes...
i believe they can pull through..
i can only sae a few words to make them feel better
becos they are my friends.. i trust them into living better..
cos they r my friends... i believe...
but if they happen to b reading this wordy post...
i would like to sae.. 'i am 24/7'
no promise, but... i will try...


more lessons to learn everyday...
n life is just getting more exciting everday...
is whether u can take it any longer

I LIKE

only can view them with my envy pair of eyes

WORKS SUX

so many damn things to do...
so many projects...
handing up the final dissertation doesnt help much
the works are just piling up...

and i m here trapped in the 4 walls
with this acer lousy laptop

even if to go
i got no mood
all mood spoilt
SUX..

hate singapore. tonnes of multi-beings walking around that i seriously HATE it
This green city is indeed green. but why are there no lions running around in this lion city?
maybe lookin at lions running around and eating human beings are more fun than looking at trees.
boring city...
i needa break. i needa run

Haven been blogging

haven been blogging for a long while.
i think blogging is no longer of a trend now.. friends whom used to blog aren't blogging anymore. think life is too busy now, its hard to make time to blog anymore. maybe when u r paid to blog than u will be so active in writing.. or if u just simply have too much thing to say... or rather just attentiong seeking... or mayb in a nice way, u just enjoy writing and wanting to share your moments to ppl..

for me?
i don't know... i blogged because i wan to share i guess... but i am not a famous blogger so my hit rate is damn damn low.. but tts not my point to make.. i dun need this space to earn money...

ok... life is simply overloaded for me now... 4 modules and dissertation is not easy.. but i didnt regret, given another chance i will still make the same choice. i just feel that its time for me to work already.. its time for me to earn for my first gucci etc etc.. and the brand will just get bigger each time.

i've already escape for 3.5 years, i should have gone out working after poly. or based on my financial status i should start on part time deg... but i choose to owe so much money to complete this 4 years thing... i didnt regret... given me another chance i will still do the same thing. but u know... too many things to do... too many already... i really dun wan to bury myself with reports n notes until nov 25, my last paper. but i simply cant make up enough time to enjoy myself ... mayb i made myself too stress... its nothin so serious. i have a high stress limit, but this time i can say tt its alot... alot to handle.. and i need to pull it through till the end of it..

too many things to do and i am so sick of them already...
i need to write halfway and do someting else, i canot give in 100% concentration anymore...
i am at my limit soon...

ahhhh...
since its the end soon.. i need to tell myself that its ending.. i need to give it my best shot... i need to.. n i will.

still young, why not packed it up?~

안녕~

went to wgsssb alumni winds concert EXPRESSION~

considered a quite short concert..
saw alot of old pals... whether remember or not..
and of cos a lot of young ppl..

after the band started playing... i got a mixed feeling...
part of me is proud to be one of them or rather once part of them... another part is sad that i didnt continue what i started with.. what WE started with.
to be the first patch, we started everything.... its like our baby..
but... as we grow, we got other commitment to be.. we needa let go of the baby and let the others nurture it..
suddenly how i wished i am sitting with them at the front... holding my clarinet and keepin up with the running notes..
they played the piece that i always wanted to..

good to see them playing... esp my generation of ppl... esp ah pek...
his 10 years... this is then call PASSION.
how many of us can make out for it out of the busy schedule?
i don't know the other, but me.. i knew i failed in this part.
heard from mr toh, he maybe coming back wgssb next year
good to hear that, cos he is one of the main reason that stop us the interest from going back.
i might go back... WE may go back.
but .... hard to say again... PASSION... ~~ do we have it anymore? do I have it anymore?

found this when i am digging for my measurement notes.
declaration form! haha!
so cute


found novena... our syf piece..
but i cant find my 2nd clar's score~~



tonnes of memories that nth can replace..


ok.... it gonna b a busy sept for me..
firstly is the stupid dissertation that i'm stuck because of the interview thingy..
haizzzzzzz
den i m taking up kickboxing..
den now... i m going dancing with san, yf n yy... Jpop..
haha! seems to be a packed schedule..
n best part is.. i need to learn driving too!
den now... i maybe going back band..

so many things to do.. wats wrong with me suddenly...
but everything seems need to do..!
i need a plan.. a schedule.. baby help me!

Annoying Fruit

Back to sch but dun have the study mood yet..

Lecture is like soooOoooooo boring...

Dissertation is like shit.. waiting for reply for interviews... i m thinkin so hard what can i do other den just waiting for their replies... tonnes of busy peeps so they had no time to reply me.. i know!! but whats the pt of saying 'we need fresh grads' 'we encourage fresh grads' when u dont even want to help them score in order to get out of the sch with a better class? waiting and waiting... i have onli 1.5 months... if they stay this way i am going to curse them forever..

boring life.....

holding on to the laptop... trying to type but realise nth much is out...

den i was forcing my sis and baby to watch annoying orange... my sis is like saying why r ppl watching such annoying stuffs? i replied 'Life is stressful'.. and i strongly believes its true...

if there is another reason for me wanting to get out of this lion city, other than i am feeling like a minority here, will be life is of too fast of a pace for me.. i deserve a break after hardwork, bt i realise this is not happening here... a saddening in life.

a little orange n pasta to end...

i like this one!!

I lead a life with my own kind of happiness

i might not be rich, i might not be very smart, i might not be very pretty....
but i'm lucky cos i m normal, i am common, i am healthy.
i work hard, so that i do shine sometime and i cherish such moments cos they are not easy to come by and i am proud of myself.

i smile because i am happi...
i am happy because i owe lots of things ppl longed for unknowingly...
i have a family which in my say its a happiness to me
i have close friends... they are true.. we are connected...
i have a boyfriend, who we simply hearts each other with no other motives (I trust him... in a way i trust myself)
i study my way up to where i am now... own efforts..
i have mochi... my cute dog who loves my smell =>
i owe lots of clothes... shoes... bags... which go according to my mood.

so i MUST admit that i am RICH...
though it doesnt means cash or assets or stocks...
its another kind of wealth that not everyone can see..
sometimes.. blinded by the papers can b rather sad.....

of cos i dun mean that with that wealth in hand .. b able to feed me...
i still need to earn and save... for wat? to buy me other happiness or to enhance my current hapiness?
buy me holidays! buy me dinners with my dear friends...
all such... no cash ... doesnt happen...
in this present world now... money no matter in notes or assets.. u need it... don't pretend! no one hates money... the more the merrier!
but the combination of my kind of wealth and the money kind of wealth makes the different... it enhances the beauty of each other... just like foundation without blushes will nv b as pretty as foundation with shades of pinks from the blushes..

but... how many of us can actually grab hold of these 2 wealths? millionairs? i seriously doubt so.

Should b sleepin now

i got class at 9am later.. meaning i got to wake up at 7...
plus the class is at biz sch... further down.. needa shutter.. and i dun know the way well... n its a sectional class...
in all.... sum up to be...
I CANNOT BE LATE!!

train will be like so packed... still need to transite for 1 stop at JE.. which i hated to the core..
i will earn to get a car next time... i rather jammed in the road rather than being a human pancake...


i am still not sleepy now but i needa sleep.. if not i will dozed off in tt 3 hr of lesson later...
i hoped it will be interesting...
and i hope i wun be late... if not will b so paiseh walkin in in the middle of the class when everyone will be staring at u.... eeeeeeek....

and little mochi is sleepin so soundly in my room...
air con is cold... blanket-ed her up.




she is such an angel... only when asleep.. haa!

New bed

i have gonna myself a new bed... to level up myself so that little mochi can't step on my head when i am sleeping...
with this new item in the room, means i m a few hundreds bucks poorer...
watever...

i can now consider myself to b quite on track for my dissertation, though i still got quite alot more to go before i can end off with a final conclusion. so i canot let myself slack too much cos i know i will get lazy and stop doing..
i dun wan to rush like a cow later, cos i know there will b other projects coming, i canot just spend my time on the dissertation.

feel like puking just now...
but now feeling better.. after few rounds of viwawa wahjong with the fake koreans...


back to dissertation now...
and mochi is accompanying me at the side... though she is sleeping.. bt its nice to c her by my side... not so lonely in this lonely night.. she is shivering just now.. mayb my room's air con is too cold for her.. so i took a small blanket for her.. and she is sleeping soundly now.. she looks so cute...

being visiting pet shop alot recently.. hahaa! baby is like saying her stuffs are more expensive den his... haha! i agreed, but it can nv compare with the cost of a human baby...

and.. my forehead hurts

CLEANING

START CLEANING UP TOMOLO
VENUE: MY ROOM

A MUST DO...
JES PLEASE BE MOTIVATED
YOU ROOM IS DAMN DUSTY ALREADY!

it started again

my last sem is here... my final final last sem..

after so many years of lectures and tutorials.. i am finally up to the standard to be out working soon...

3 years of poly to now.. another 3.5 for uni... i can finally see my actual last sem coming after 6.5 years..!

but means wat?! my loan is comin... i m full of debt soon. =S

random!

mochi being a good girl sitting on my lap....

this is such an ugly sleepin position!

mochi need some lecture in this!

down~

jes is sick...
down

why must it wait till 4 days b4 the start of sem?
haizzzzz

nose blocked
blokkieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Finally someone out of nothing

for the past weeks i have been feeling depressed, because i cant get a proper dissertation out. how to write out a fell report when you cannot even dig out with an acceptable objective.. no objective, i am just doin the copy and paste from the net.. such a lousy D report... wat a shame to jessica..

but ya... sometime u just need to shout for help..
ask for it and you will be given...
so... when u need help just open ur big mouth... a few 'spoon feeds' wun kill u.. anyway.. he is just adding salt for u!
ya... i went to my prof.. and i screamed for help there...
and guess wat?! i got wat i wan...
a few pointers from him that enlighten my life (aka: a tea spoon of baking soda that yeast up my bread, if u wan to make it more lifestyle. )
yup so now....
i managed to write out 6500 words of quite meaningful stuffs + my calculation + my views ... mayb a C+ now? at least something that i wun throw jessica's face..

although i m quite on track now... i still cant slack..
i need to feel the devil run run run behind me...
after the sem starts, i gt so much other shit to do that i cant spend all my time for this dissertation.
everything is important so i need sufficient time for each... finished them up 1 by up.... like a vampire sucking out the blood one by one......... ~~~

i cant plan, doesnt mean i cant learn to plan...
i am learning now.... mayb for just a while...





SIDE~
This is mochi!
my dog...
she is just 4.5 months..
very noty.... purposely kind of dog...
she likes to sleep on my bed
likes to sleep beside me...
on my lap....

and most importantly.. i love her!

she can let me stay at home the whole day without calling bored...

more of mochi coming up

Current Wallpaper!

NEW~

i do like her new dance..

but she is so fit~~ so toned up... tts freak me off a little

RANDOM

some random camwhore pic at library yesterday..

i am cant into the mood for dissertation!!!!!!!!!!!!

mayb i should get back to national library again

shot of the day with mochi girl!!!

she seems to have long arms

like crab...

hahaa!!! cute girl

Library at the moment

just finished meeting my new korean friends..
i feel so old among them... seriously..

i am now in the national library lvl 11, looking up information for my disseration..
i can sae that they is my first time here..
other than those times when i came to play with the transparent lift..
this is really a place to work for disseration.. its so quiet, that i don't dare to make a sound... even my typing is half a DB softer...

i seriously need to be 3 times more hardworking..
esp after meetin mt prof.. he gave me a lot of pointers that i really have to slap myself hard..
i can say that half of a report i typed, 70% will go to the drain.. i am too textings... what i have is what can be found online... if i am to submit tt report its sure to be a D or lower!
so now... i got my focus already.. all i need to do now is work towards it.. its all worth it

LOVE~~~

meet up with beloved jnc... for a gathering and farewell thing for judee...
and judee is flying of in 2.5hr time.. although its not the first time already, still feels that its happier to have her around...
Take care ju!!

and because of this gathering i missed the arrival of my fellow hanyang-ers..
n left my dear 415 mates at the ariport alone!! guilty.. =S


went steamboat with jnc...
nice.. i m bloated with the soup....
best part is i push the whole cup of water chestnut drink onto myself and was stunned to not standing up immediately..
soaked with chestnut smell..


i am not going to drink that for the next 3 months =.=

after that went shishas with them..
wonder whats tt? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hookah

ya.. i smoked tabacco into my lungs!
just to try....
NOT GOOD!!! DUN LEARN!!!!

lastly... the same always ended with a beautiful smile...
hana, du, seh... KIMCHI!!




woke up this morning and saw mochi outside my door...
random shot with her!
i just woke up so cant comment on my hair!

BACK

Disappear for a while..
cos previously was having internship, den was simply too moodless to blog anything...

here i am...
i don't know will anyone ever read my blog, cos i am not famous and my language sux, as most of the time i canot make out what i wanna write..

anyway... now what i know is that...
i m in DEEP SHIT..
reall smelly... i need to write my disseration..
no matter i choose to grad this year or next year, i can nv escape from this..
i need to write evenutally... its a matter of whether to b in the shit now or later...
same kind of shit, just different season..

this 3 month of holiday.. my last long sch vacation...
no more next one.
i spent the first 2 months on intership... rot my life real through, survive through all the paper cuts and endless contract document...
then the last month lying in the shit of disseration..
i thought i can do some getaway.. to some island to relax... to some themepark and play, take some nice pic..
i even went to the travel angency to check out some interesting places..
but as we said... what you planned will not come through...
so.. i never believe in planning... esp long term planning...
so.. i can only be a planner but not an organiser..
its sad to waste my time through...
esp when i know i am not gettin younger and there is so much thing i wanna do... i wanna buy.. i wanna go..

maybe its time to get into the 4 wheels... next week...
just saying.. i don't plan

I like~~~

Thoughs

just caught sex and the city 2 with the sex...
i knew its a bit slow...
its hard to get a common timeslot for all, esp when its exam for one after the other.
and it will be more meaningful if we are to catch it together...
i love the movie.. though some commented tt its draggy..
i enjoyed lookin at all the pretty bags, dresses and heels...

i started to think...
what will happen to us mayb like 5 to 10 years later?
can we still get time to sit down, eat and bitching around stuffs?
hard to sae, esp when u grow.. ppl get their own family and career..
space time is limited...

just like we USED to be 5.5 days, cos the govt is tryin to promote some family bonding thing. but now... if u do realise, many companies are putting back the 5.5 days week thing. to just work 44 hr per week is quite impossible... so can the empolyer be sue under the worker's right act?

its not surprising to spend lesser time with ur friends and family.
ppl change, wants will change too...
its sad to admit, but its true..
i wun want to sae that tt's life...
because its the way some people are working that driven the whole thing into such limit. in order to keep up the pace, everyone starts to race and ended up into what we consider as lack of social life. in layman term "NO LIFE"

cos now i am having my internship, so i tends to complain to ppl that i am so bored at work, how deadly i wanted this whole intern thing to end asap. and also commenting that i couldnt get into the loop of this construction industry.
then some ppl will tell me..
"TT'S LIFE"
"YOU ADAPT TO THE ENVIRONMENT NOT THE ENVIRONMENT ADAPTING TO U"
"BUT YOU SPENT 4 YEARS STUDYING IN THIS FIELD"
... ...
all such replies are so not encouraging...
and seriously i DON'T LIKE them.
because i don't see the point in sayin them..
tellin me tts life, but can you tell me what is life then? work and die? i dont think so~~
asking me to adapt myself when i don't c myself in the picture? this is like taking a basketball to play table tennis.
reminding me my 4 years is like asking me to spend another 4 years to regret.

i don't sae that these replies are wrong, cos there is no right or wrong thing...
its like a person earning 2k per month willing to invest her money to a miu miu and a person earning 20k per month still carrying a zinc shoulder bag.
no... nothing's wrong... its how you look at it.

however to me, what i think is the most impt is yourself.
peer pressure is 1 thing, what you want is another thing. how many 20 years in a lifetime, its how u make it happen.

The busy junesssssss

i'm offically 23 now..
though i still hope that i look 20.

firstly need to THANKS everyone from my world for remembering my little birthday. but i believe facebook did a great job in this. hahaa! doesnt matter.. things just slip off the mind... i don't mind =>

Too much good food recently...
which is making my stomach uneasy... toilets every morning and night.
i think i need to go vege for the next week.
too much birthday in the June.. though i rec. i still give more then i rec.
June is always a broke month for me. hahaa! once a year, just another month for xmas i guess?

16 june is a simple dinner with my sex and city...
at thai express then soccer watch at jen's boss pub... though spain scare the hell out of me tt night.
baby tagged along and i FINALLY offically intro him to the sex.
thanks ppl for the 6 cupcakes..
but still... next time dont order beer anymore... i m bloated for the whole 3 days.. haha!
and thanks sex for the tiff and co charm.. will wear it often => our first common gift.. so sweet...

actual day was with baby.
though my stomach was still cramping after the beer last night, the day still went off well =>



caught movie and dinner...
dinner at tonkichi
baby intended to bring me to tonkichi for dinner at shaw, but as usual he forgotten the name of the place. then i was suggesting another nice jap restaurant in taka, popular and nice too, can try next time round. when arrived, i realised that we are referring to the same TONKICHI, just diff outlet.. haha!
this is CHEMISTRY ppl!

the night hit sideway with rain... spoilt my mood.. and i attitude the journey home by displaying my mute mode. silent all the way~~~
but after parking, baby tried to spice thing a little nicer by giving me my presents...
my wallet and watch.. 2 presents. he said this is special cos everyone gt 1 present on the birthday, but i got 2 because i am SPECIAL =>
then... cake cutting at home...
but my mood drop by 25% when i stepped home, don't wan to mention why...

i don't know why... my stomach starts to break down after tonkichi.

ha!
18th spent it with club mate... so call combine june birthday with andrew and jy...
had mache... i like the food...
but too much starch... argzzzz
my stomach broke down further.


tts onli ROOT beer...
and its already EMPTY

19th was andrew's birthday...
had some indo food..
ya spicy... my stomach is 80% rotten...
but nvm.. happy event!



more birthdays coming up.....
i need porridge...........

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY

HAHAA!!
23 already... bloody hell.... i will get my miu miu next yr... hahaa earn money money money...
hhaha!

okok... birthday i gt the love from alot of ppl....
like my SEX AND THE CITY!!
THE VERY CUTE 6 CUP CAKES....
THANKS TO THE BIG HEART OF ANDREW WONG!!
AND OF COS EVERYONE FROM THE SEX!!!
HUGS AND KISSES!!

and my baby... for spending the whole day with me...
and bearing with all my slowness...
and nice dinner...
MUAKZ!!

GRABBED

grabbed this from someone's blog..
i wun eat this, but this certainly makes me happier

colorssssssss help.

Horoscope of the Day

"You're in a restless, and no matter where you are, there's someplace else you'd rather be. While you might ordinarily be able to distract yourself until you can find a practical way to get out, you're unwilling to waste a moment now. Cut to the chase -- announce to one and all that you've got someplace to be, and get yourself there. It's time for the next step on your journey. "

As quoted from yahoo

YES
I am restless
YES!
i wan to be at other place
YES!!
I dun wan to waste any moment esp when i am off work (so i dun sleep early)
YES!!!
my practical way to get out is to wait till 17july
yes but NO!!!
I dun know what is my next step

LIFE POST

hahaa!
when you gt nothin to do u complain bored~~
when you have too many thing to do, u complain too much~~~

so now wat m i complaining?
nth to do la~~ if nt u also wun check me blogging here...
i just need enough things for me to burn my 9.5hr off daily... long hours... leaving me nth to do is not doing me any good.

i always dont like to do intern or part time in offices, because you dun hold the responisbility and you dun need to use more than 10% of the brain. no stress just work... most of the time is do without understanding. and you wun bother to understand it too, because you are not required to do so and even doing so will not add in any useful information. at least for now... doing a QS job, i can understand what i am doing. but this doesnt mean i like the job ok? is simply WORKING tts all, no chemistry. but, as my knowledge is too like a student, there are alot of thing i am not fit to do and i can't do. so now... i ended up nth much to do, i think this happen to many intern like me. cos we are the 'cant stress' ppl. anyway, giving intern too much jobs might end up earning many regrets too. the most an intern can give u is 'oops! sorry!', 'i didnt know!!' etc etc etc etc..

okok nth to do now....
so i made use of the free time to do my dissertation research. as i hope to grad earlier, i need to complete my dissertation by oct. its madness actually because i started nth now except some little research info tt end off at no where...
want to meet my supervisor bt needa work really couldnt find time. if he can give me some advice on my topic and we can get some objectives... then i can start off with my report already, not like now... research pointlessly...

i give myself 3.5 months to finish my report, work hard for it...
i need to complete by oct.

not easy.. but life is nv easy...



i think i need to set myself some goals to keep my life going...
bt as usual, i set without doing so abit pointless too.
but anyway, still set.

i wan to continue to learn my korean, its already rusty, i cannt wait till it rot before i start doing anything..

i wan to keep fit, think i am taking up some classes like kickboxing, dance, watever i can find to keep my muscule uplift.. cant sag.............

work hard for my dissertation, really go for it..

go for it for my LAST SEM. although 2nd upper doesnt matter to me anymore...

learn make-up. esp how to put fake lashes.

keep my hair long again...


hahaa! 5.35pm...... 25min to go...
and i am going jogging later


i knew that this is a very wordy post, people will not read unless gt nth better to do...
bt too bad... its my blog... my choice to upload pic or nt... oops!

Whats wrong?

when a project is supposed to be a group work.
bt the teamwork lvl is low..

ppl is not trustin and trying to prove tt he/she is better
this is where the prob lies......

human interaction : 20%
Respect: 10%
Attitude: nahzzzz
Communication: 15%


just too bad...

Do things in my power to make life count

happened to see this article about success stories in life..

its not an articles showcasing real life success stories or a guide to teach u how to be successful..

its more on why you wan to be such a sucessful person and ended up making your life so hard?

we make a lot of choices in our lives, can be a career, a family, a big television, a dog, washing machine, miu miu bags blah blah blah... so... unknowingly, we tend to forget that we can choose our future. choose LIFE.

we choose to make life hard,
why?
because we are scared to be seen as average.
however,
the view isnt so good at the top.

there is no such thing call success overnight.
don't tell me about toto or 4D, cos i am somebody who wun spent 2 bucks on a piece of paper. but i wun mind spending 2k on a bag i heart.
the route to success is nv easy.
of cos, a successful person is better than a person who is not. but.. that doesnt mean that an easily contented person is not successful.

whether or not to be sucessful is subjective.

A career mummy is not more successful than a full time housewife mummy
A full time housewife mummy is also not more successful than a career mummy.
A career mummy will gain all the glam outside, but she will miss out the growing up stages of her baby.
A full time mummy will be able to watch her baby grow everyday, but she will miss out the colorful world outside.

There are many ways to be success.
So why are we still making our life hard to be sucess in a way that we don't enjoy? if its because of the views and gossiping of the public, then i wouldnt think that the hardwork is worth it.

K a little

omg suju is rocking the town!!

even their song is playing at repeat mode from my laptop...

watching them simply made my day... esp donghae... wat else can i sae??

and SS501 has a new song... shouldnt find the full mv though..

i think that this song is quite nice too... and not forget to mention tt their dance seems to level up too!

and !!

hot bodies..

this is simply too nice to look at!

helps to moviate me.. wahaha! rather than envy and curse and swear about how hot their bodies are. i decided to keep myself up to it... ! hahaa! of cos... not so high lvl

Whoo~

i realised something impt..
i am in the school of design and environment, used to called the school of building..
so... i am groomed to work in the construction industry..
however.. after this few days, my intern life made me realised something else.. i am not sure what this is. and i always believe that let the nature takes it course...
no use talking so much abt it, as it will always ended up nothing..
so i think i shall keep my mouth shut first and see how..

follow the flow~~~


working life is such a shag...
after work, u just wanted to sleep... not much energy to enjoy any further
i wonder who is the one who set this so call office working hour..
which jam the road, the train, shopping center, pollute the air at peak hour..
so end up the 6pm train to be too packed and 3pm train not fully pack = not efficient + energy not fully utilise... so! not wise


some new pic...
both taken when model not aware...



i like both!


and dear friend ph and sm should be at mexico already...

HAVE FUN GIRLS!!!

Week ONE Down

i realised...

...time passes slow at work
...I don't countdown to 6pm
...I have things to do at work
...Not everyone is nice
...Not everyone is evil
...I am not that fit to the job, but i still know how to do
...this is a battle between interest and money
...its still too early to think now
...i shall now enjoy my weekend with my baby

Quantity Surveyor

Whats quantity surveyor?

A quantity surveyor (QS) is a professional working within the construction industry concerned with building costs.

The profession is one that provides a qualification gained following formal education, specific training and experience that provides a general set of skills that are then applied to a diverse variety of problems.[1] Predominantly these relate to costs and contracts on construction projects. Other areas in which QS find employment include property surveys for hidden defects on behalf of potential purchasers, running estates, valuing the mineral deposits for mining companies, selling property and even Leasehold Reform Act work.
Source: Wikipedia


This is the life of a QS:




i am doing internship now..
and i'm assigned to a brand new project, no more marina bay sands but Novena hospital...
its coming up in 2.5yr time, a six stars hospital... ya 6 stars..

and during my intern period i am working as a QS.. maybe a mini QS??

i always tot that QS is not tt hard.. becoming a project manager is possible..
but in my these 3 days, i see it at a diff point.
its not easy, not not not easy at all..
QS need to take care of simply everything..
then ppl on top of u will be pushing you, giving u pressure..
esp those higher post...
whats so arrogant abt? its a team thing... 'NO ME NO YOU' kind
no worry... no one is bullying me...
its just the way i c ppl treating other ppl...
maybe this is just LIFE?

i should make plans for alternate careers.

Housekeeping!!

spent my beautiful day at home doing housekeeping...
room is like a nest after the exam madness.. always wanting to pack but drag till now...
my drawer gave way cos my bags are too heavy..
i spent an hour trying to fix it up.
sounds so budget i know, i want to get a new drawer, but thought of the traveling and money... i think i shall buy next time..
how am i going to drag it home?
anyway.. try not to touch my drawer if u happen to appear in my room, i don't want any accident to happen~~


i packed my clothes nicely.. i have only 1 body but i seriously have many clothes. however i am still complaining not enough clothes. is there something wrong with me or the clothes? didnt wear for a while, but i just dun bear to throw them away...

went shopping with ph, sm and zt.. bought a new top, 2 skirts and a jeans..

damn happy!

shopping simply makes me happy..

but but but...

my spree finally arrived to my doorstep.. i am so disappointed with the bag i bought online! haiz... luckily its not expensive if not i gonna kill myself...

tomolo is 17 may~~

its 1 month to my birthday!!

but i am not referring to this..

tomolo is MONDAY and i gonna START WORK

new job scope tt i have nv try...

able to learn is good.. i like..

just hope that i will be able to adapt and survive

and and.. i need to bring my sunblock out already..

what if i really need to go to site..?

and now the weather is bloody-ly hot...!!

i wan to stay chinese

FIT Day

went jogging today..
although only 20min, its enough to kill me..
so not fit... time to back up, if nt gonna b fatter ...
i still wanna fit into my jeans
~~~~~

took this random pic yesterday..
this new hairstyle is nice.. but if nv maintain... nv blow the hair...
unable to go out.. look damn auntie lar~~~~



baby cooked this for me ...
nice~~ though only maggie.. sweettttttttttt

=>

something nice to share~

SUJU is BACK!!

just letting you know.. if u r still stuck with sorry sorry...
or best if u are still at nobody...
TIME TO MOVE ON!!

SUPER JUNIOR IS BACK WITH MINA!

i know mina sounds weird.. i agreed its a bit sissy with lastest single called MINA, just some woman's name.. but NO!! its pro as MI-E-NA in english... mina is direct trans from korean.. 미인아.. meaning pretty lady..

but i still think that sorri sorri is more catchy, anyway its sorri sorri that make suju so damn popular... even my dad knows how to dance sorri sorri...

enjoy folks~

ps: donghae is still so cute!



and its nice in piano version too!

HOT

what the hell is this!

everyday living at basement 18.. so damn hot



the freaking weather is so damn HOT!! but but!! all of a sudden, it will start to rain... according to our pri sch science. when it rains, it cools the hot ground thus the hot air will evaporate, then you will feel very humid, sticky, wanting to bath so much! then because of this hot humid air, people will fall sick.. then the demand for doctors will increase.. this is very econ.. SUPPLY VS DEMAND... poutz no link.



so hot... everyday i wanna go out, but look at the weather gave me a different thought.



suddenly.. i miss the times at korea again...




rain under the hot sun...

personally like this pic taken by my dear kaki...
credit: shi lei

Back

helo world..

i am back in blogging...

back for this rusty blog.. it will take a long while for ppl to know that this blog is reborn or not... but i wouldnt care whether this blog will be popular or not.. cos i am not a full time blogger or i need to live off via blogging or i am a great good writer that i need to write. but okok! watever.. this blog is for me to bull everything out.


exam just over... like finally... since korea, i haven been studying, as in really studying... life is too good in korea, everyday is able worrying what to eat later where to shop later.. how is the weather of the day.. when will it snow.. blah blah.. although i am back, every now n den i am still thinking about korea, esp when i am dying off .. or sitting down trying to burn off my notes.

but life goes on, i am back.. i will need to move on to my new phrase of life => all i can say is that i spent one of my greatest time in korea. and one of my korean friends is coming to nus for exchange! excited about it.

now is holiday, but such carefree life will not last long. I am going for my internship next week. at Penta-ocean, a japan company. i can tell that this internship wun b easy, and it will be the first time i will be working something in my field.. not another admin.. time to go down n gets my hands dirty .. whether to like it or not.. will see the next 2 months.. wish myself luck! if i really cannot stand it for this 2 months, then future life will be like hell.

spent my last sunday with mummy, she is such cute lady, how to discribe my love for her? harder than a confession.

Thats all folks!

Fine

i am back in blogging...

i m not a blogging freak i also don't like to let my personal life expose... neither am i a very literature person whom can shower para n para of flowery high level vocab..

i just think that this blog is solely mine..
i can bitch whatever i wan..
someone blog when they are happy, when they are sad or emo, but for me? anytime when i feel like it...

exams at the corner.. feel like a bitch... kill me~

current location: Inchon..
yup... the princess is returning