new stage of life

so fast so quickly!!

tomolo will be my first day of school in NUS!! but dun consider is first day ba, coz is just the first day for the orientation week. den just now i was checking the orientation schedule just now, saw the full list of funny things are i am suppose to do for the week! den got project discussion can! where got so fast de.... i haven settle my mind yet can..

hmmmmmm

so scary... so old already still need to get use to new environment, know new people.... pray hard not to meet funny people! hopw my life will be smooth and nice!

of cos... enjoy my next 4 years ar! students are the best!

will walk together hand in hand with my old buddy.. lim pei hua de

oops! i just realise... i super long time nv take pic with hua hua liao wor

This photo is like taken dun know how long ago!

And yup! now i am watching this new drama 'why why love', still airing in Taiwan. but this is really nice! those will like to watch 'Devil beside you' will love this too! haha! wat to do... watching this type of funny, easy, super impossible in real life drama has always been my hobby. nt tt i like to dream, though i used to dream alot, now i dun dream alot le, happy with my life now.... got family, got sch, got real friends.. wats else to lose? i just think that why watch shows that make you cry or hide or watch until high blood pressure? isn't watchin show an entertainment? so be relax.... nth to worry about! mayb be worry of the high electic bill.... haha!! remember to watch ar~!

go go jia you!

smile-by-myself

byez yy

so fast, yy is already at Perth. hope everything is fine over there for her... jia you my girl!

was thinking quite abit just now, i am calculating the amount of money i need to pay back for my uni. not only the school fees, but also my daily expenses, transportation etc... add up to be quite a big sum of money. i once said, i wun wan my family to support me, and i mean it. alot of money are already used up for my polytechnics fees, and this uni studies is wat i wan to continue, i dun wan to bring in extra burden for my family anymore. i have been spending alot the past few years. although i am always working part time, my saving is not piling up. the more i earnt, the more i will spend. i think its time to really save up, esp for now, need to plan to repay the loans asap. the longer i drag, the more amount of interest i need to pay. not a wise choice.

i am not born with a golden spoon, instead born with a wooden chopsticks. my life has been peaceful, but the older i grow, the clearer i can see. my parents are really getting old, yet everyday they are waking up earlier den me to go to work. sometime mummy will complain to me about how tiring is the job. i always tell her 'whats the point to complain? 1 day i will earn alot of money and open a shop for you to handle. what you need to do is to collect money' i knew i am dreaming, but actually from the bottom of my heart how i wish i can really do that. i realise my mum is getting thinner. i am already 20, yet still need her to support me and worry about me. try to turn back, i really dun know how much i have done for my mum. working part time is actually meant to lighten her burden. end up spending more myself.

i am not a lucky person, 4D or toto is nv meant for me. so i believe, hardwork is the only way to help me achieve my targets.

i tell myself, nothing to be afraid of. just need to smile and move on! i will go get a part time job after i settle my uni timetable, and earn myself my expenses, try to lighten my family burden as much as possible. mayb this may not make a huge different but i will try! so ppl, try to pull me away when u see me buying some useless stuffs or eating expensive food k? i believe i can do it de. the next 4 years will be a good one :)

smile-be-myself

yy leaving tomolo

talking about yy, she is leaving tomolo, actually kinda miss her now. although most of the time, or instead many times, whenever i asked her out, she always give me all sorts of reasons for not coming in the last minute. some time i'm really so so so angry and hate her! but now she is leaving, miss her, all the hates are just kidding de la.... love u much can?

so worry for her, going to study there alone for 1 year. i knew 365 days is not long, but i'm still worry. this few months u had been hiding at home, dun know what you are doing at home. are you hiding from us? afraid that you will miss us too much and cant hold back your tears? nahz..... we understand, we are not gonna cry :) but your expression always gave me a very lost look, can sort of understand your feeling ba. but! i believe yy will not have any problem, because we share the same spirit!

not sure whether she will catch this post before she fly, but still i wanna let her know... yy! jia you! i know u can! bring up the fissball spirit!!! and!! yf and i will help you take your revenge

k k... i'm going to perpare the present for her tomolo.... byez!

smile-is-myself

hi

yesterday was a happy day, cos my few crazy lao pos came house to burn it down.. got ju, ph, yf, and then tt yy n san came. funny yy, wanna ask her out is like so hard, also dun understand y. n very happi! cos ju bought me SHE hk concert 2006 dvd from hong kong for me~ ! love her so much! muakz!! judee is the best!

den we were watching spider lily, but most of the interesting parts were cut off, leaving those not very interesting parts. n right, we were laughing throughout, as if it is a comedy.. funny us. this is the best part watching dvd together right? if all are so serious den wats the point? den after tt spider lily, we started watching my SHE concert dvd!! so high! although i have watched their concert in singapore, the feeling is still as fresh! suddenly remembered the scene in singapore indoor stadium, watching the real them! nv goona forget it..

so after tt, we went 515 for dinner. as usual, our decision making took so long! but tt order taker auntie so irrigating, keep on asking and promoting, wan to think also cant.... haha!

love all my lao pos! but dun forever my house k? haha

n my msn is spoil! keep on dc.. signing in n out. den i always get scolded... not my fault...

anyway i going movie tonight!! transformer... i know it is nt a new movie but i like! going with darling san san n yf... seeya girls!

just-be-yourself

haiz....

just read through sy'z blog... saw that touching story, cried when reading that. such an emo person me. why does people only know how to wake up when things are fading away? is there nothing call cherish in one's life? if u r lucky, u get it back, if not, leaving regards that conquey your whole life... am i such a person too? do i know to cherish? i dun know

i'm jobless now... together with ph n yf, we r a group of poor kids, no money no job no school.

last friday was my last day, i tot i can just leave easily, moe than happy to leave the office. but no, i almost cried when saying goodbye to my colleagues. mayb i do miss the place, miss the job, n most importantly i miss the people there. i m not as cold blooded as i think i m ba

i miss u girls....
i'm serious....

daddy asked me whether i m nervous about entering uni, i say no and i really think i'm not... y leh.... is it because i feel nothing? not ready?

hmmmmm

i dun know....

wonder how my next step will be...

just-be-yourself

my life goes on

My lovely BI0404

















My cutie clubmates.. SIT club!!!!! zai la~

my 2 good friends in nyp!! meiling n stef!!! but lack of 1 benita.. if nt full set liao

mummy n jie with me!!

o gosh!!! i've graduated!!

feeling so fat now, not only now... i feel fat everyday can.... so sad.. yah fong!! i also wanna diet!! not only resist lunch, think dinner also canot eat too much.. water too!! later i shui zhong.... saded.... jealous of those skinny girls....

anyway! was kinda busy and tire past few days.. so didn't really care about my blog... ok, one by one

1) the camp is good, but maybe is the hot weather and wrong camp timing, i didn't really enjoyed to the fullest! but i can say that the ppl there are good :) i wonder wanna join any cca or nt. if go back be ogl like abit sianz, coz i tried it before already although i like it. den other cca i also dun know got wat, den dun join like abit no life... how leh??

2) my graduation! good! happy! took alot of photos too, then saw alot of ppl... actually abit sad to leave the school, when in audi waiting, suddenly feel like crying. remember that time when still an ogl, i was still running around in the audi, sleep in audi... although is so tire but so much fun! will never never forget the feeling... audi is the place to start and stop. i first stepped it as a freshie, super blur, super sad coz being separated from san n hans. then next entered audi as an ogl, a finale stage crew, the runner IC. audi is like our home, next is enter as a SIT club EXCOS, watching finale as an audience. now.... sitting in the audi. as a graduating student, now an alumni from NYP.. so fast.. i dun have enough time to react!

3) supper with jnc! joan'z car is so big!!! just nice for JNC can? so happi! but i on diet if not can eat more.... saded la!!! love my jnc.. o ya! tt night, jimmy is around too! den scared ph to death. but when jimmy miss called her, she called back! if is me she will ignore for sure de lor.... sianz

love all!!
i wan go movie leh... harry potter is out!!! i wanna watch!! n i wanna go KTV!!!! pei wo pei wo!

just-be-yourself

going off

hi ppl! ph and i will b going to nus orientation camp tomolo, will be back on tue night.... so so so tire!! how i wish i can sleep .....
this camp just dun come at the right time, if not i will be enjoying more....

btw i hv uploaded ph's birthday in jnc blog, all r resized to about 50kb, so it won't look nice if your wanna develop. so if want the original sized photos, sms me k? will den send to u all :)

and right... really very very happi to see judee :D

_just be yourself_