Dream

I dreamt of something i really wanted 2 days ago.
the feel is so real.. the touches are just realistic...

but i heard that, wat u dreamt of will never happen. so i dun like to dream, i am afraid that i will dream of something that i really wanted to and ended up getting nothing..

so 2 days ago.. i felt depressed when i can still rem the bits and pieces of the dream. how i wish i can erase everything and just had a dreamless night.. haiz.. bt whats done is done. no point nagging over and over it.. just maybe.. nahz .. not maybe.. just disappointed.. super disappointed.. wat to do? just hoped that this saying is not real...

hmmmm...
this explains why i dun really wish ppl 'sweet dreams' and at the same time.. i dun wan sweet dreams too.. ouch.....
the ache... just came out of the ribs suddenly..

Exam period already?

omg..
having spend time in korea, i sort of lost touch with the real time.. hopped around some blogs n realised that alot of people are having exams now. now is only the start of nov.. so soon? i completely forgotten abt it, because sem in korea is like a month slower.

so.. i would like to wish all the old students in jes's world all the best in their papers!
STEFANIE
PEIHUA
SHUMEI
YVONNE
JUN XIONG

all the best!
dun need to wish gf because i rem ur exam is once a year...

oops! n forgive me if i missed out any names.. jes is not good in remembering names..
and also people who are working.. busy earning money... jiayou!



yup..!
and i just rec. notice that we, the nus girls need to move to another dorm on 22nd dec. crazy la! i am flying off already still ask me to shift. so many things... ahhhhhhhhhhhh... save me..
heavy...
lucky tt new dorm is nicer and gt LIFT! very impt.. think of the packin... simply wanna puke already..

aiya.. just now prof treated all of us korean bbq pork.. i smell like a pork now.. oh sianzzzz...
ciao! bathing time!

my ALL time favourite~~

awww

my SHE... they are still the same... natural n be himself... like them so much..

tiring week

was with my family for the past 3 days..
yup, they r in seoul. but now in airport flying back already.
gonna miss them~~

tried my best to bring them around seoul. ya i am so not a tour guide kinda person. rather stress too, but i dun wan to go the wrong way den make them walk extra. i think i did a nt bad job this time round..
haha

yup.. n now i m back in dorm.
and brought back many loves from them...
food .. mummy's self bake butter cookies.. yummy.. n my fav milo...
and more winter clothings.. aiya.. so heavy.. so heavy... almost died..
bt its ok...
well-trained..

tomolo got another test.. aiya.. haven study yet... n ya... hungry.. haven eat today..

shoot~

annyong..!

haven been updating...
ya.. my flu is getting better already... bt the weather... ahhh...
now is still autumn, but reason unknown, the temp suddenly drop to 1 degree just for this week... weird kinda thing... must be the global warming... so both yday n today... i walked around shivering... almost died... fingers, nose, ears almost break...
hmmm.... nth to complain abt, i knew such thing gonna come soon or later, next week will be better.. now is the time for me to get used to the winter i guess?

i just wished that there will be a polar bear to hug me... wah... how nice... but! no pt dreaming abt such thing tt will nv nv happen, this is more difficult den to strike toto!

n ya... my family is in korea already, but i haven have the chance to meet up with them yet... bt tomolo ya... will b heading down... they must be missing me like crazy... haha! gonna asked them to bring back my summer clothings as well as the stuffs i bought... my new clothes simply filled up my pony hand carry, still exclude my new shoes.. tt will be another 8 to 9 pairs? oh shit... overloaded... auntie sally gonna nag...

okok...
to link up my previous post... abt my jeju trip...
i really wanted to upload my pic here... bt there are too many... uploading will take up how many percent of my life.? so... hahaa... short cut... anyway all photos are in my facebook, i also dun know y m i uploading here again? too much free time? hmmm... nt realy

ok... alittle jeju
ya my greatest achievement in the whole trip
completion of Hallasan Climbing... 1950m high, 10hrs.. highest mountain in korea

me at the peak of hallasan... i m above the cloud... suddenly the land seems so small


and my happiest moment in jeju...
teddy bear museum... feel so blissed there... i dun know y...


Gung!
so cute... i was like shouting when i saw this.. i m seekin for them so much!


look! i bought 'caijing' back!
i love this bear so much! this is my happiest buy!
oh oh! of cos nt forgetting my friendship bear... with me all the way to korea


n this!
no special reason... just reminds me of my sec sch uniform =>

last day went hotel for breakfast buffet... saw this..

those who caught boys over flower will know this place...

when goo junpyo almost gt married with the wife-to-be

its very nice!

pretty... the whole atmosphere is perfect! all girls' dream i guess?

locked... so onli managed to shoot this

and my 2 fav shots in jeju

taken by qimei

ok!

more nice photos in jeju in fb...

nt enought can go peep my friend's photos too




okok! another happiest moment in seoul!

EVERLAND!!!

themepark!

remember the korean drama.. many years back... hong dou nv zhi lian by zhang nara?

the whole show was shot in everland themepark...

i super love tt drama n everland!

i told myself tt i m sure to visit the themepark!

ya i made it! my dream comes true!!

lalala!

when i stepped into the themepark... suddenly my age deduct by 15

suddenly become a kid... ya old kid...

i was like running to the entrance!

super no image.. who cares?!

welcome to Everland!

went to the shoes... try out all the funni thing

dun need to act cat also look like cat... meow~~

i bought the cat ears

oct is Halloween...

so... look at all the pumkins!!! n the buildings!!

this is really wat i call... my fairyland

so pretty right?

i wan to go back during dec too!

by then will b xmas theme... so pretty!

went here to take the bus ride around their safari...

where the animals will be outside the bus... real close to them...

this is better den our zoo or night safari lor


look! standing bear! like in the cartoon!

white tigers! i like



wooo...

went to some shops again

Qimei!

she gonna kill me for uploading this pic here... but i super like this pic! so cute can!

cats empire!

ahha!

our fav pose!

some show thing going on...

nt the very nice but look! so colorful... simply match up my day!

went to take T-express.. the most popular ride

oh ya... i tried many exciting rides there! scary.. scare still wanna play.. bt they r so damn fun! n because of the rides i lost my navel charm la... i wonder fly where.. argggggggg

scary ride... 70 degree down... really like jumping down the building.. i took it 3 times n my neck almost break... air resistant is too high

there r many baby animals there too!

this baby monkey is so damn cute!

i saw the zookeeper milkin it! bt didnt manage to grab a shot

n this!

'merry-go-run'

all little girls' dream...

so happi... like fairytales

me n my horse

photo by qimei again..

i like this alot!

den at night... they gt this performace thing...

nt very interesting storyline... bt can c tt they put in alot of effort .. everything is so nice.. the lights... the sounds... the fires...

n best part is the fireworks at the end..

so damn nice... match up with the music... perfect

the fireworks are so pretty...

so near...

its the prettiest firework i ever seen in my entire life...

this is super romantic if u r with ur love one... 1 more dating venue for the couples out there... bt needa fly seoul =>

okok!

lesson in 4.5hrs time n i m still here blogging... so unhealthy..

no wonder the flu just wun go off!

okok... more updates soon

back from jeju

heloooo

got back to jeju yday... was super tire...
i did many first time in jeju.. amazing...

took many pic... maybe upload at later posts.. i m too tire.... n sick..

went to many places in jeju... many beaches... their beaches are so pretty... such nice places to go with ur love ones.. the water is almost crystal clear... u can c every rock under... omg... the sky and the bluely water simply form a line across the horizon... no words to discribe actually, u need to c it for urself... when u close ur eyes n listen... this is just the peace and quiet i am lookin for...

den...
to watch the sunrise... we actually woke up at 4.30am..
its not the waking up... its the venue... we went to this mountain to watch the sunrise... this is the only place in jeju where u can watch sunrise without anything blockin u.... but.. u will need to climb the mountain... its rocky n quite steep... in the morning.. still half awake... empty stomach... ya.. i risked my life up the mountain.. but still? i made it.. n worth it...

tt is not the scariest part...
the most amazing thing is that i actually went to climb Hallasan... ya... the highest mountain in jeju... 1950m... rocky n steep... we took 10hr in total... scary... its the kind of u fall u die... rocky... not much human path way...
i m so wanna die... the lazy bum jessica actually went to climb a mountain... she is already comlaining the climbing up to mount sophia.. now wat? a real mountain? mad... ya madness... i also dun know y i did that.. i didnt know its so long n tough... i over estimate myself... but when i reached the peak... i m way above the cloud... so happi! nice... the view is for me... once in my lifetime... when will b the next time for me to climb the next mountain? maybe not anymore! i will rem it....... memories for life..............
its so damn cold at the peak... so cold... almost died...
the most er xin part is the coming down... u need to go down the rocky slope... its so steep n dangerous... u can just fall n die la! but touch wood... everyone is safe... u need alot of leg energy to go on.. yayaya... i onli just started my jogging habit 2 days before i went jeju... how to? my legs are so jelly... n my lousy kneel cap almost give way... i wanna give up.. i need help but i cant ask for help because i know everyone is equally tire too... so i need to go on myself... this is how i train my determination.... just like in life... many ups n downs... lucks wun bring u far... its always something call determination that brings u up to the peak isnt it?
ya... after 10hr of 'walk' i finally reached the ground...
hmmmmmmmmm...
actually i took a risk myself...
i knew i got a little flu the night before hallasan.. actually shouldnt go up the mountain... but i still did... so while climbing... because of the high level.. my flu got from bad to worst... there is a couple of times when i cant breathe... luckily gt my friends to help me... thanks ppl! my nose is so painful... den when comin down... maybe its too cold at the peak.. it tiggered my fever alarm... suddenly i gt fever... bad headache... so pissed off... everything at the wrong time...
but... complaining did nt help...
wat? determination... i made it... =) i did... by myself..

hahaa! yaya...
still many things to share abt jeju..
wait till i got the energy to upload the pictures den update ba...



so bad timing to fall sick in korea...
where the weather is cold... hard to keep warm...
where the food is all nt very healthy...
where i need to eat bread n cup noodle when i m sick...
where i truely need to take care of myself..
where i really just cant wine n wait for ppl to take care of me..
where i just cant be a big baby...
where i need to eat med myself...

huh? no... not poor thing... i can take care of myself... no one worry abt me... i m a big girl already... i m not asking for pitiness...
i m just trying to say.. because of this sickness... my independence level went up again =>

but still.... how nice if there is someone to take care of me... aiya... pointless...


just taken the powerful flu med... i m fainting off soon...
yawnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

we found the shopping heaven!

Last friday
went express bus terminal station with chee mei..
while the others went yeoju outlet..

heard that the shopping at bus terminal is damn cheap, we came the other time and found nth... so our mission is to find tt heaven .. hhaa!

and guess wat?
both of us... total sense of direction less than 100%...
we FOUND!


hahaa! yes its cheap and nice too!
i bought my fluffy booties and leather jackets...
awwwwwwwww... money again... hmmmmmmmm.... *Shake head*

tire... went toms and tom to chill...

i love to chill in cafes.....

=>



dinner time!

yup!

ppl who know me well will know that i own 30 over jackets... reason wise is not onli i love jackets but also i am a person who is so afraid of coldness....

yup... so.. i bought fluffy socks to sleep!

so cute can?

feel better at night.... as bed can b quite cold at night =>

and i am proud of myself!

i went jogging this afternoon.. not outside of cos.. i will catch a cold!

jogged at the track mill downstair...

after 2 mth here, i finally picked up jogging again!

because i realised i can seqeezed my tummy fats already!!!! double madness! no no nO!

outdated update

Annyong!



after so long... i finally can put myself down on my chair and update abt my activities in korea, other than those random feeling stucking posts...


ok... i went Pusan last weekend... just in time to check their Film Fest 2009...
Pusan is another city, out of seoul, kinda excited because this is the first time i m going out of seoul.

took a bus to Pusan... soild 5 hrs ride..

its too bummie... i didnt get to sleep at all...

-.-



when we got to Pusan, we went Haeundae, the beach place... where my kim hyun joong and hwang bo went in 'we got married'. its beautiful! but its just DAMN cold.. almost died there... how am i going to survive thru winter? aiya... cast tt aside first

heard that there is a thunderstorm few days back, so its rather cloudy... a bit disapointed.. but i still sat there patiently and wait for my sunrise.... but i really do freezed up.

we got there like 5am... so dark...

sun hidden behind the clouds... so sad...

but i still continue to wait... like a little girl waiting for the mummy...


and finally...

ya...

i saw the life of nature....

Good morning Pusan!

i love my sunrise shot..

its a pity that i am not holding a dslr...

hmmmm


my another masterpiece again..

my fav shot.

after that we went for movies....

i tot it will be a gand thing but i ended up seeing people queuing and squeezing for tix... kinda disapointed... moreover, i didnt sleep for the whole night...

we caught 2 movies and i fell asleep for both..

oops...

too tire already.... went back to the motel... sleep... dorm is still the best... i dun like the motel toilet... =.=

day 2 is rise and shine

we decided to skip the movies part and do some sightseeing and shopping!

yup!

we went to Beomeosa Temple

took a bus to half hill where the temple is located

saw the mother nature..

i suddenly pity the city kids

need to climb a long stairs before we reached the main temple..

in korea, everywhere is climbing and walking... well-trained already =>

saw this little girl..

she is DAMN cute i tell u!

some hanbok aunties

we went shopping after that

helly...

i bought 5 pairs of shoes! and dresses... i seriously overspent my budget already... i think i not onli need to study like a COW when i m back, also need to work like a COW to earn back this hole in my pocket-.-

okok... i try not to buy more shoes in seoul alright? i try....

need to be responsible for own actions, the stuffs are mine so i carried all the way... heavy can.... but well-trained already... haha!

after that we skip the sleepin in our motel and decided to sleep in jimjilbam again....

and we got mosquito attack again.... =.=

yup next morning!

also the last day in pusan...

we went jagalchi fish market... its a port so the seafood are cheap n fresh!

yummp...... seldom eat this way in sg

its LIVE!

i had my first attemp for this recorded... haha!

nice! i like!

sashimi!

sashimi is loved! always feel so xinfu when eating sashimi...

drool~~~

after that went nampo-dong for shopping...

dun really like the stuffs and moreover i'm filled with shopping bags already!

so i decided to stop for my ice cream!

banana choc... yummp.... oh i miss COLD ROCK.... SAW THIS MR ANDREW?????? u should know wat to do...

last is busan tower..

went up the tower... 120m high... not very high... but still managed to c the whole of pusan

i love you!

i dun know wat is this for seriously... but its so sweet... awwwwwww

and we are almost late for our bus back... haha!!

as usual..

rush like mad... and somemore my stuffs are so heavy.. i came with 1 small bag pack and i went back with 2... haha! just my way of living...

okok... shall stop all this rubbish already... if i keep on shopping this way.. think i can forget about my maybe hk trip and taiwan trip next yr!

family coming seoul soon... yippy!

Always Online

变色的生活 任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒住了头
单方的守侯 试探的温柔
还是少了点什么
遥远两端 爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everthing wiill be okay

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了 穿越 天空 银河
oh~~开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online

变色的生活 任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒出了头
单方的守侯 试探的温柔
却还是少了点什么
遥远两端 爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everthing Will Be okay

我准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了 穿越 天空 银河
oh~~开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了 穿越 天空 银河
oh~~开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more
尽是深刻
爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online

爱亮了 爱笑了
I'm always online



by JJ..
not new..
but suddenly realised this song is damn nice...