which day of the week doesnt matter to me anymore.
e^eryday seems to be the same
i got not much dri^e in doing anything now.
in short i am getting lazier now, e^en getting myself a cup noodle from downstair seems to be so difficult.
i dont know who can sa^e me, but i am just so not into condition in doing anything now.
when things are not within your control, it all relies on a matter of luck or most part of it. you cant do anything much to make ur luck seems better, you can only lie to urself so that you will feel better.
now its not whether u r willing to work hard or not... its another concept all o^er..
like falling in lo^e, u cant work hard to make someone falls for you. u can onli pray hard. nothing u can do except to hope that things will come in ur way.
so now.. i m really in the pit of shit.
and pimples add on to my depression le^el. damn it..
when will i earn enough to get a new notebook?
oh ya... firstly u need to start working... damn it x2
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