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Disappear for a while..
cos previously was having internship, den was simply too moodless to blog anything...

here i am...
i don't know will anyone ever read my blog, cos i am not famous and my language sux, as most of the time i canot make out what i wanna write..

anyway... now what i know is that...
i m in DEEP SHIT..
reall smelly... i need to write my disseration..
no matter i choose to grad this year or next year, i can nv escape from this..
i need to write evenutally... its a matter of whether to b in the shit now or later...
same kind of shit, just different season..

this 3 month of holiday.. my last long sch vacation...
no more next one.
i spent the first 2 months on intership... rot my life real through, survive through all the paper cuts and endless contract document...
then the last month lying in the shit of disseration..
i thought i can do some getaway.. to some island to relax... to some themepark and play, take some nice pic..
i even went to the travel angency to check out some interesting places..
but as we said... what you planned will not come through...
so.. i never believe in planning... esp long term planning...
so.. i can only be a planner but not an organiser..
its sad to waste my time through...
esp when i know i am not gettin younger and there is so much thing i wanna do... i wanna buy.. i wanna go..

maybe its time to get into the 4 wheels... next week...
just saying.. i don't plan