Haven been blogging

haven been blogging for a long while.
i think blogging is no longer of a trend now.. friends whom used to blog aren't blogging anymore. think life is too busy now, its hard to make time to blog anymore. maybe when u r paid to blog than u will be so active in writing.. or if u just simply have too much thing to say... or rather just attentiong seeking... or mayb in a nice way, u just enjoy writing and wanting to share your moments to ppl..

for me?
i don't know... i blogged because i wan to share i guess... but i am not a famous blogger so my hit rate is damn damn low.. but tts not my point to make.. i dun need this space to earn money...

ok... life is simply overloaded for me now... 4 modules and dissertation is not easy.. but i didnt regret, given another chance i will still make the same choice. i just feel that its time for me to work already.. its time for me to earn for my first gucci etc etc.. and the brand will just get bigger each time.

i've already escape for 3.5 years, i should have gone out working after poly. or based on my financial status i should start on part time deg... but i choose to owe so much money to complete this 4 years thing... i didnt regret... given me another chance i will still do the same thing. but u know... too many things to do... too many already... i really dun wan to bury myself with reports n notes until nov 25, my last paper. but i simply cant make up enough time to enjoy myself ... mayb i made myself too stress... its nothin so serious. i have a high stress limit, but this time i can say tt its alot... alot to handle.. and i need to pull it through till the end of it..

too many things to do and i am so sick of them already...
i need to write halfway and do someting else, i canot give in 100% concentration anymore...
i am at my limit soon...

ahhhh...
since its the end soon.. i need to tell myself that its ending.. i need to give it my best shot... i need to.. n i will.