Been this way

insonmia filled most of me now...
sick of the feelin of rollin on bed.. unable to sleep
luckily power nap helped a little




work is boring... so typical admin
desk bound...
not my cup of lemon tea...
i enjoyed workin food fair more.. though its tiring..

i start to worry abt my future..
will i become a 9-5???
i doubt i can survive through it...

i was flippin the newspaper..
saw many condo coming up...
went online..
saw new buildings overseas..
korea... dubai.. shanghai.. US...

i realised.. i m kinda interested...

nus project and facilities management year 3 student...
school of design n environment... formally school of building

i used to curse alot.. cos i dun like construction industry!!
i study because i need to complete my degree...
but slowly.. i realise i actually like it..
i even enjoy studyin pipes .. amazed by the type of pipes available..
white helmet.. white boots..
so what? its something different..

project-based work.. its not really desk bound..
might not b 9-5
work late.. so? i dun mind..
workoholic.. i m...
better den living aimlessly...











i've been running in circles...
and i decided to jump off the loop..
i decided to bring back the normal.. orginial jessica chen yiling
cos i realised... she is the most attractive of all.