bad day? or the start of the new beginning?

so tire now...
but insomnia, unable to get to sleep...
even if i m sleeping, i am still some sort dreaming...

quite a bad day...
i screwed up my laptop n my sister's com..
she is not comin back tonight, so i m waiting to face the music tomolo..
think will go down sch on mon...
to get my laptop fixed..
hope there is at least 1 thing going my way...

jobs are not replying me..

an unknown insect bite me...
and it swells... quite badly...
not very obvious.. bt i can feel the pain when i walk...
so now tryin to use a plaster to cover the reddish part.. kinda scary..
mayb its poisonous...
shall go for doc if the condition wosen...

den my stomach is not behaving as well...
i eat... nt as much already..
den i vomited when i gt home... cos i ate some fishy thing...
den i stopped eatin after tt...

overall not really my day...

still feel like puking...

















aiyo!!!









cant stand myself...
talkin in the way as if asking the whole world to pity me...
this is so not 'JESSICA'









i need a job.......


i m starting to do volunteering works too
of cos i started to do sports too..
ya swimming... i cant find my swim suit.. so bikini will do the job..
u wun understand tt how troublesome bikini can b when at the SWIMMING POOL





today i got another logic in mind again when i m takin bus home..
i m on my mp3 again... lookin at the sky...
i was thinkin...
will 2 person doing it at the same time?
or rather.. lookin up n thinkin abt the same thing...
lookin at something then thought of something... den smile at the same time...
the world is like so big..
kinda possible right...
2 different person at 2 different places...



alright... end of my funni thoughts...




i haven watch movie for quite some time already...
i missed quite alot of movies tt i wanted to watch...
now... i wanna watch dance subaru....
ballet is beautiful.. i will be more than happy to let my daughter learn tt if she is interested..
hahaaa.. i m grinning now...

i missed a cup of green tea frappe now...

this special msg is for stef... study hard k girl? will meet up on wed alright?