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went ecp on sunday..
we cycled.. so fun...
although my butt still hurt a little now...

caught transformer last night..
fox is my motivation
and i still like bee

went jogging just now..
proud of myself..

rec. call from stef n drew just now..
my happy pills r finally back!
so sweet...
reached airport gave beni n i a call..
my greyish week suddenly brighten up..

eyes

i hate the nights
my eyes r burning
no wonder they are gettin smaller
because they are not as bright anymore



i need to have a change of bed

Been this way

insonmia filled most of me now...
sick of the feelin of rollin on bed.. unable to sleep
luckily power nap helped a little




work is boring... so typical admin
desk bound...
not my cup of lemon tea...
i enjoyed workin food fair more.. though its tiring..

i start to worry abt my future..
will i become a 9-5???
i doubt i can survive through it...

i was flippin the newspaper..
saw many condo coming up...
went online..
saw new buildings overseas..
korea... dubai.. shanghai.. US...

i realised.. i m kinda interested...

nus project and facilities management year 3 student...
school of design n environment... formally school of building

i used to curse alot.. cos i dun like construction industry!!
i study because i need to complete my degree...
but slowly.. i realise i actually like it..
i even enjoy studyin pipes .. amazed by the type of pipes available..
white helmet.. white boots..
so what? its something different..

project-based work.. its not really desk bound..
might not b 9-5
work late.. so? i dun mind..
workoholic.. i m...
better den living aimlessly...











i've been running in circles...
and i decided to jump off the loop..
i decided to bring back the normal.. orginial jessica chen yiling
cos i realised... she is the most attractive of all.

Dots

fell outside my toilet yesterday..

earned myself 2 tiny blueblacks....
last time i can sms ppl n rec the kind of sayang tt i own
owned in the correct form of word
now i ended up laughing at how foolish i am when still sitting on the floor




caught 'ghost of girlfriends' past' last night
i like the story..


i own the happiness because i care.




today is not a very good day too
my glucose level is gettin lower...
tt made me sudden dizzy
so
stupidly..
i stepped back, and i fell
n the back of my head knocked onto my wooden door
to keep my balance
my wrist also hit the door knot..
and i won another blueblack...
omg..
i got a baluku =.=
feel like crying...




enough of the glumy stuffs...

this is LOVE!

its fcuk

Next path of life

of cos!
life goes on...

finally finally..
jes finally gotten a job at uob life...
like finally!!
she can now finally filled up the torns n holes in her life by having more things to do!


so what will happen in the next few months?


i m not good in long term planning....
so.. i dun plan!
but!!!
as i grow older
i realise u need to plan...
of cos not to draw out the whole life plan den i need to strictly follow it (Thisiscallnolife)
i decided to set out some targets...
of cos not for long term, cos i dun know wat will happen next n i dun wan to imagine it
just some tini wini ones to keep my aim of life going

i may be just a piece of plain white paper
but i learn to draw and paint on this piece of paper
isnt this wats life's about?



alright......



now i got a job..
so first ting first,
work hard
den save money for my korea allowance
exercise regularly
smile everyday
spend time with my love ones
learn my korean
keep my memories n mind going






okkkkkkk



den......
i think its time to act a little normal...


i m growing my hair back
i wan to dye back the color
change away my green eyes

try to have breakfast daily, even if its just a cup of milk.
drink more water...

Absolute Boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi)

might not b a new show

BUT!!!

this is real lovesSSs!
haven watch japan drama for a long long time...
stars for this one =)





n!!!
night tenjo kawaii dse!!!



but... yalun still at the top

San's day dinner!

Last friday
went dinner with jnc to celebrate san's birthday!

went outback steak house..
first time there..
n i can tell u tt the fries is loveSS!!
i can just go back for the fries!!

yayaya this week is all abt food!

dun ask me wats my weight now cos i dun feel like weighing anymore!!
all my jogging n swimming sessions seem to all wasted!! ah!!!!

okok.. look at the food!

i hearts the fries!!

sandy n her lambert

he bought her the lilies.. kinda sweet too :)


the few of us... nth to do.. camwhoring again!

this bread is so cute!

will nv forget the friessssss

The combined GEMINI day

Sat 20th jun
is the combined birthday celebration for the 3 gemini

jes- 17 jun
drew - 19 jun
jy - 21 jun

damnnnnn
i m the oldest...
bt nvm.. i m so young and 'wild' inside :)

went shokudo for dinner :)
its my first time there... i onli went to the one at cine...
bt this buffet style shokudo is nice too!




these still much more foodddddd


okok say hello to the 3 '2 headed snakes' !!!


pic with ppl i like!




this pic is so full of lovesSSS!
so angry cos its taken without me!


soooo..........



we got this!
full of hearts hearts hearts too!


our birthday cake...
bought by my lovely benita!!
ya ya this is my 4th birthday cake!
i had 5 cakes this week... 4 mine den 1 for andrew.. hahaa! amazing




purposely chose this cos andrew looked so funni!






this is the way we ate our cake


dinner successfull!!!



after tt... camwhoring in the toilet is a must!


pretty!


done with dinner!







after dinner orginial plan was to head to zouk..
but end up changed...

slackin n midnight movie instead :)


went hip diners for some drinks..

this cheese thing is so nice!


my drink... cranberry + orange..
regreted.. so sour.....


stef's one..
peach + something + milk.. so much nicer



angi came n join us for movie too!


outing successful!


alright! movie time~



after movie went mac for breakfast!
we haven stayed up till so late for a long time...
old already..


haha! got home at 6 plus.. slept at 7... woooooooo

Family lovEsssS

cos i went home too late tt night, so i onli managed to cut my birthday cake with my x family on the 18th... belated already.. bt i dun care, cos the lovesss are still at the max :)

thanks sista... yummy cake.. orange white choc =) i nv fail to get a cake from my family for 22 yrs.... hahaa! so weird.. i m really 22 already

my way of living

The 22 packs with full of LoveSSssss

:)


yup!!!


jes wanna sae thanks to everyone who wished me... accompany me on my days...
jes is really happi :)
she felt loved as well!!

jes's world is still as beautiful....


no matter is....
the 136 steps
the bumbe (is this the correct spelling???)
the very pretty cupcaked cakessss
the starbucks coffee
the soccer matchesss
the steamboat
the turtle soup
the forever 21 yet 22 candled cake


all the loves r kept within me :)




The following will be a very long post....
it may slow down ur com...
dun curse me :)
















enjoy!

i seriously need to post this...
cos i think that this is my growing up stages...
n i think tt its funni...






evertime i looked at them..
i start to wonder














how fast time flies!!!!










open ur big eyes n see......
jes dun normally post this type of thing outtttttttttttttttt.............................

















the cycle of birthday cakessssssssssssss











once upon a timeeeeeeee............



4 years ago.......





















19th birthday....

hahaaa!! looked burnt...













after another 365 days?

















20th birthday!!
face like orange






yet another 365 days?











when i truely turned into an adult...
















21st party!!!














so now?









2009?













Happi 22nd to jes :)

everyday can b a birthday... =)