mugging

first paper on next monday, yup i am studying now.. although not in full force yet.. dun know why.. maybe is because i still dun see my target of studying yet.. cos to me.. this is just a piece of paper.. its ok... think slowly ba.. slowly i will realise wat i am doing..

mayb is because studying alone is too boring tt made my thoughts going round and round. it will be better if able to find someone with common target and work together towards the goal.. like last time in SIT club, everyone got a common goal, so no matter how hard it is, how late it gonna be, no one ever complain.. the best thing is the process.. result is just the next. dun know.. at least this is wat i am thinking. this may be the result why i dun really think or plan far.. of cos i got my final dream lor.. my little cafe.. "where people connect.."

i wanted a dog so much.. so much so much.. but everyone seems to go against it.. why? it is lonely when alone at home.. how heart warming it will be if there is someone to company.. i wan i wan i wan.....

wat written below is just some random stuff tt pop up in my mind..
if there is a choice.. i would rather stay in the country side.. alright.. i know this is singapore no such thing like countryside.. okok change.. i dun mind small house.. to me its cosy.. i dun mind old estates(these are places where all the good food are found right?).. i will paint my walls red... i will do painting on my walls.. i will drill on many many full length mirrors.. i wanna fix chairs by my window.. cos i wanna look out.. i wan to have white window grill(did i spell correctly? dun care..).. and most importantly.. i wan a dog.. i will call it 'man'.. yup ah man..

i dun mind working in a cafe.. work till late.. its ok.. at least i learn to brew a nice cup of coffee.. meet new ppl.. or a pet shop? i dun mind to work for ppl.. as long as i enjoy wat i am doing.. the ppl r nice.. i dun mind the salary.. i mind it.. i dun mind taking buses and train to work.. i dun mind dying in train with so many ppl.. i will complain.. but tts the joy tts the point.. life

so wat am i doing now? mugging for my piece of paper.. after tt work in a cafe? no way right.. i wun allow myself to do tt ba.. although i like it..