went gamnam to walk around, den realised nothing much to walk.
ate issac toast, after eating felt like puking...
stomach ache.
went back and skipped my dinner.
very careless night.
went to get some water and ended up scalding myself...
damn pain... everything is painful.. almost screamed on the spot..
luckily i didnt
and i realised i don't even know how to sae 'help' in korean.
stoned there.. just stood there by myself..
my hand is swollen
not clear in the pic of cos...
i always say.. don't be too trusting to images..
looked high n low for med...
in the end.. i only found toothpaste...
almost scream in my dorm..
pain diversion.. yes i did it..
to keep me from thinking the pain...
i studied my korean, chatted online..
it helps.. alittle..
so...
what if the pain is more den the scalding pain?
squeezed right through the wound.
painful? of cos...
till tears started to roll
den u forgotten what is the actual cause of the falling tears
stupid idea.. it won't work
both ways of pain diversion..
i've tried both...
don't learn.
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