i m a grown up already.....

pls dun give me shit anymore....

Bad

Feelin feverish now...

just taken 2 fever med...

time to sleep..

still needa work later..

Tattoo

Tattoo is nice yet painful,

i got my tattoo already,








at the center of my heart.......

inspired by Lei

-

I think i scored really well as a friend,

But i think that i missed the mark as a quatified daughter.

Life goes on

omg...

jes have been doin job hunting everyday..

really so hard to get a part time for these 3 mth... so tt i can earn some allowance for my korea trip and most importantly is to kill time??

i m so busy growing mushroom at home...

digging watever i can do at home... jogging.. swimming.. playing with kaka.. reading.. surfing net..

i m so damn rotten already.. help me... i dun wan to lose my glow......

bt den.. staying at home also mean i gt plently of time to think for a lot of things.... n i figured out quite of lot of junks... bt i dun like to think too much.. they often shifted my mood from 1 side to the other side.. poor gemini me.. i dun like it this way...

i think i dun look so 'girl' as compared to the past anymore..

taken during poly.. look more like a girl.. bt i looked burnt... weird.. i didnt swim....

think pink looked weird on me now..

long time ago...

went icon to cut my hair.. n the stylish let me trid out.. 'me with permed hair'

proven fail....

i looked super old n not nice!!

to admit i look abit b****y too

ah.. cant take it... y so old...

i also tried rebonding during poly....

also not suitable... super big head...

i will nv reborn again...

i think long wavy hair is more suitable ba..

look! issit long hair much better?

ok this is not during poly.. taken last yr when i gt my reded hair extension...

i think i will need another 3 months to get back my long hair...

all past photossssssssssssssssssss

time really flies....

i still can rem the day in pri sch.. i looked so black.. everyone tot i m a malay...

first day in sec sch.. when they put me in the wrong class... den ah lian came and scold me... ya all the history...

den first day in poly.. i looked so fat... tshirt with jeans with converse shoes with bagpack... u cant how cute i looked then...

now... i m going yr3 uni already...

grown up lady... i realised many things too.. seen alot... mayb much more than the other same age does... to where the pt i m standing now, it doesnt come easy

seen the beautiful ones.. the blessing ones.. the ugly ones...

i choose to be the simple one.. :)

and my bean-sized brain gt not enough room for everything.. so i will onli put in the nicer ones...

i am not a lucky person...

i worked for wat i have today... and i will continue to work for the many today after today...

thoughtsSSss

i build this shield using 2 years

u broke the whole thing within 10 seconds

now i need another 2 years to rebuild everything






omg...

Clean a little

I decided to pack my room a little today...
with a neater room... mood smells better too!

changed my bedsheet... into the pink one...

and to side a little.. i m so hungry now.. skipped my meals..
i knew its not healthy.. shall improved on this...
and my neighbour is cookin now...

SMELL so GOOD!!!!

suddenly.. feel like baking some cookies n cup cakes.... you dare to eat?

i knew i dun have the kind of lady-like face...
people all tot tt jes can onli shop chill talk sleep sing move eat


i might not have the face... but
i do....
COOK!
BAKE!!
DO HOUSEWORKS!!!
PACK MY HOUSE!!!!
STUDY!!!!!
READ!!!!!!


Just blame on my face... lazy face...
AH!!
even my mummy gave me wet blanket when i said i wanna cooked for her.......
Heart broken......... no sense of encouragement.... :(
















ok i shall zip!
packing time................
esp my clothes.. they r a little messy already..
and note!

This is NOT a spree site alright?
EVERYTHING shown there are NOT for sales

these r all just jackets and pullovers!!
i m a jacket lover...


my cuties pullover hoodies


Some nice random dresses


my dinner or the so call.. lady-like dresses

the 'very me' sun dresses...

time to head for the beaches

random dresses again :)

when u junk them together

Skirts too!

of cos there r more stuffs in there.. bt.. lazy to take pic..

hahaa...

only 1 body 1 butt, so many clothes for wat? no no no...

bags, clothes, shoes, jackets, accessories... make up the unique mood of each day.... and this created jessica chen :)

bt dun get the wrong idea alright? i may have many clothes bt they r not branded or very expensive.. i spent on my own ability k? go on credit is terrible!

WGSS Band gathering at Minds

Last sat, went for the band gathering.. thanks issk for the hardwork... its hard to organise these type of events

anyway... it was pouring heavily tt day, so i brought along my very pretty umbrella :)

ok at Minds..
although i'm late bt i'm one of the earliest.... hahaa!
ate the chesse fish n chip... so big serving.. will nv b able to finish everything...

play junga 'Extreme'


Benny is trying very hard bt too bad.. he was still the loser

Just nice the next day is his birthday


Random shots of people =)


My Fav 2 shots for the day:
Tuba products weird people





Olsen is so tall now! Watch closely.. i think i m shorter than yf... damn.. next time must stand straight




Out of Minds..
went starbucks to chill for a while..

ordered javachip instead, cos san dun like my green tea... i wonder y...




After tt?
to my FAV timbre... just nice.. its goodfellas too :)
and amzingly... they sang lady gaga... impressed

Hahaa

i had fun :)

New friday

went out in the afternoon to get some books..

cos its fri.. n jes is so bored.. so she dragged lei to do a very random activity..

ya..

moon tanning..

hahaa! i meant swimming..

yaya.. i get tan so easily, i just cant swim under the sun... later become BLACK... hmmmm maybe i should try next time.. swim in the afternoon.. den i will need tonnes of sunblock i think.. hahaa!
haven been swimming for a long long time since yy flow off...
i m tired after swimmin for a while... think i must train up already!
its time for me to become a healthier person! n this time i m determined k?
i m so kuku tt i forgotten to bring plastic bag.. end up need to steal from the store room in the toilet.. hahaa!

after swimming went dinner.. a bit funny.. eatin at such wee hour, seems tt watever effort is already wasted.. nvm.. as long as i m happi.. who cares?

okok...
i need to plan out a range of healthy activities.. so tt to fulfill my 'Be a healthier person' Scheme..
of cos not onli to build up a strong body and also to kick off the lump of excess fats tt have been pissing me off since years ago..
okok..
i need to do regular jogging.. n swimming!
on top of that.. i need to pick up blading too.. n this one MISS HUANG SHI LEI is so gonna help me.. hor? cant say no... :P
so tt i can do ice skating at korea.. ya korea.. i m flying soon.. will u miss me? ya i m asking YOU

ok.. cheer for my first step to a healthier person :)

=(

angry angry angry

dun wanna be a nice person anymore

Swinging

Swing me across the rainbow..
shoot me up to the shiny stars!

Thanks girl
heart felt.. :)

My Confession

我很没用，真的很没用

Tell me how....................................................... i needa know

lately

have been doing 搞笑 for a while, no wonder i am so exhausted..
its really quite tire...
bringing a mask out is not easy, wonder how ppl do it..
i dun wan to be this way either

amazingly.. all the jokes and laughers vomited by me.. quite a lot..
dun know how long can the dozes last..
they will still wear off eventually
not very durable... yeah..

gemini is not easy to be u know?
i love to b a gemini, bt now i realised.. only to a certain extent...
it can be tiring....
but i dun wan to sleep
i need to have quality sleep not quantity...
dun wanna waste time..

need a getaway trip..
to some islands...
get some fresh air.. unwind..........

薛凯琪--我不需要tiffany

你的体贴要比项链更亮
你的幽默要比手镯更光
仿佛带我走进 tiffany
让岁月在流金
屏住呼吸闭上眼睛
等一件最贵重的首饰

你叫我更美丽
就算钻石永远买不起
只要懂得送我一首诗和小玩意
我不需要 tiffany
你叫我好神气
就算皇冠永远戴不起
只要觉得送我一辈子珠光宝气
向全世界炫耀我的感情

谁说永恒要靠指环证明
你的女生要用时间珍惜
彷佛带我走过半世纪
从白纸到黄金
镶着诗意刻着故事
打一件最贵重的首饰

你叫我更美丽
就算钻石永远买不起
只要懂得送我一首诗和小玩意
我不需要 tiffany
你叫我好神气
就算皇冠永远戴不起
只要觉得送我一辈子珠光宝气
向全世界炫耀我的感情

哈终于一次点石可成金
你吻过的脖子
有一串闪烁的日子
怪不得我相信爱从来不用装饰

你叫我更美丽
就算钻石永远买不起
只要懂得送我一首诗和小玩意
我不需要 tiffany
你叫我好神气
就算皇冠永远戴不起
只要觉得送我一辈子珠光宝气
向全世界炫耀我的感情

gemini

The gemini girl is turning side..
system is down.. she need to shut down for a while..

friends n love ones.. bear with it..




wats left unspoken.. will remind as it is

face up

no one did me wrong..

i didnt regret...

thank you

Calendar

today is the 11th..

just dun feel like turnin my desk calendar today

Last touch

finally..

tomolo is the last day..
last paper...

holding on for too long.. turning feelingless soon

last dash to the finishing line..
u deserved a pat

Green Tea

Beni once told me..
green tea makes her happy..

does this apply to everyone too?

A cup of green tea frappe.. tall.. no whipped.. thanks

Long way

finally, another paper down..

next one coming up...

This is way dragging too long...
I wonder how much longer I can hold

Ringtone

what is my ringtone now?

i think i forgotten

Tasteless

What is tasteless like?

you can taste nothing.. nothing at all..

Lemon Barley

What about the taste of lemon barley?

its sour... overlapped with sweetness..
i am not tasting anything now.

Lemon Honey

What is the taste of a cup of lemon honey?

today,
many people told me that..
its sour.. and sweet.

下雨了

woke up pretty early for a jog,
everything seems a little grey,
maybe i gonna colorblind.
bt i did not complete the whole race.
ya the rain..
got heavier n heavier..
i couldnt run on anymore

it haven been raining for quite a while

felt funny,
rain water falling onto the face
everything gets mixed up
it must tastes real weird

































i knew wat's next,
i knew the logics..
all in pieces...
i m putting them back in places..
playing mix and match..







tired..
haven been so exhausted for quite a while...

ya.. quite a while...