after a long time

i do logged on to blogger... i stared at the empty textbox, not knowing what to type..
even if till now... i still dun know wat i am typing..

maybe i should update abt my life a little? those who looked thru my fb will be able to view all my photos... whether m i fatter, skinnier (nt possible), prettier, uglier... ppl who know me well enough should be able to tell.. quite lazy to post photos here too...

seoul is getting colder as usual, because i am welcomin the winter... someone ever said that.. ppl get moody easily during winter, because there is not much colors in the surrounding... the fallen leaves and empty brunches... lonely roads with no greenery... so, many couples broke off... den during spring, many couples reborn.. the feeling of first love? a very lame way of saying, but no harm listening.. might be true too, because ppl watch alot of dramas recently... so they wan to lead a dramaic life too? not wise but true... i think i dun lie in such suitation.. i am sicked of dramaic life already.... drama will NOT NOT NOT happen.... to the little girls and aunties worldwide.

music keeps my life going... control my emotion somehow..
random~~


you know... it can be very half hearted when you wan to make something good out of the rotten apples. but ppl are not lookin at the same direction as u... nv treat any words of urs seriously... den laugh the way out of it... why cant u just understand? i cant be sure that i can do it myself why not u just help me up?????? u tell me?????? i dun wan us to be part of the rotten apples. do u understand at all????? not everything need to be made clear straight from the mouth... u should be able to understand. or is it our connection lvl failing off, chemistry died off that u cant get me anymore? not everything can be cherish... even if it used to be able to, but nt anymore... just go silently, if i got the power.. how i wish i can turn the whole thing upside down, shut all the doors... this is one of the rare time when i wan to turn back things...
make it disappear...





let me be the one... to stop this blurry effect