what the hell

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hated myself suddenly

Sponge

I need to be like a sponge...
absorbing and absorbing...

I need a clear heart... fast mind... turbo speed with entrust quality

Work hard and harder and smarter..




and side track.. the down arrow key of my keyboard spoilt... DaMN~

First week at work

With so many tonnes of mixed feeling...

Finally... i started my first week of work...

my company is quite complicated, cos it does many things.. handle many types of e>ents. too many for me to understand, so i just need to remember what my job scope is doing which is the corporate meetings and e>ents

i went helping to run an eerseas leadership training thing. spent 3 days at resort world..

its my first time there too, was lost during my first day, but actually... resort world is not tt big or 'WOW' tt kind.





bery nice lift from Hard rock hotel



also... its my first time staying in one of the hotel there. Festi>e hotel. need to start quite early so its more con>enience to just stay there.

room is nice...
u know.. i don't stay in expensi>e hotel when i go tra>elling, budget is one important concern.

bery cute bed for the kids!
bt i think its a little too high maybe?



the fa< king sized bed~


nice >iew from the room!


mon gonna b back to office.

its consider my first day of work actually... many things to learn! start to learn! i m a student once again... =>

Tomolo is my first day of work~

i know i haf been working part time here n there, no matter its f&b, retail or office.. i haf a taste in e>ery of them...
but its DIFFERENT!

tomolo is the first day of work... first FULL TIME job..
its also the first step of my career path, and it will affect my resume quite a lot.
so i need to work hard and i know i need to do so.

i just got a lot of mixed feeling, its nt like i'm afraid i dun dare to go to work tt kind... its... ermmm.. i can't explain it as well..
i just hope this will b my good start, a good beginning for my next stage of life... no more lecture notes or whether a A or B+.. its bery performance, base on luck and brain... book smart won't work anymore, esp in my industry..

hope my next post will b a happy one =S

我生病了

Stomach hurt like mad this morning, was simply screaming for help.
tot i was feelin better after a while, but no, the pain is so unbearable~~

went to the clinic with mummy n dad..
doc said its gastric.. some kind of
i ha
health is indeed important, i think i need to drink more water and IF POSSIBLE go for regular jogs..
ha! this is like so difficult especially when my new job is starting..
I can expect the folowing life to b like shit, liI wonder why the working population are not lisince they are facing such shit now, why can't they do something so tt e
ah........ i am going into this shit soon.... like real soon..
lets 'shit' together

=>

I FINALLY FOUND A JOB!!!

Simply filled with lo>e!

was so happy when i rec. this 24 lo>e from him....

n...
i think..
i was holding the biggest bouquet of flower tt night... at least from what i saw on the road...
e>en if there is a bigger one.. i still think mine is bigger...

yup! i m feelin proud.. so?

Fast

cyn is more or less gone...
as usual... this rabbit year is not any of a different.
but its the gathering with family and friends tt made up the most part of the warm of this season.

my ang bao money is more or less gone..
its not me... i ha>en been shopping for a long while... most or my money gone to my dri>ing lesson... 60 and another 60.... add up to b a sum...
especially now... jobless...
what i m thinking now is to take up more lesson... so tt i can get PT faster... if not when i start working.. i will not haf so much free time to do so...
but key point is what? JOB LAZ~~~~
still jobless at this point of time... what the hell is this.....

feeling lazy recently...

mayb its time to go jogging again.... but i dun like jogging... its boring...
'loner on the path with the company of a mp3' like lonely old man...
sux...

i wan tennis... baby i wan TENNIS!!!

ciao~

Depress

I just get so depressed with myself for not getting a job after so long...

I don't know where the problem is...

I am just so affected from this thing...

Hope the cyn coming up is really a HAPPY new year.

Seriously

The feeling is like shit when you really wanted to do something but didnt manage to get the chance..

now.. i really hoped.. so hope!! that i can get a job... acceptable pay... a job where i can learn and grow and step higher... but... i don't know why...... why am i not getting any calls for interiew??? just an interiew is so impossible? is there something real wrong with my resume or my face or they doubt my cert is real.. or they hare nus? i don't understand...

I am starting to eat bread then grass then soil.. then dieeeeeeeee....