Saturday, January 22, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
You are so bra>e, I admire you
People who knows me well, should be well aware that SHE is my idol... since sec school... i ha>e been following their actions.. reading their news.. learning their songs... it is always not surprising that i can sing their e>ery single song.
Think e>eryone is aware of the Selina's bombing accident in China. Its nice to see that the media is protecting her as well, gi>ing her enough space to reco>er.
Today.. or rather yday.. she is finally discharged from the hoposital. after the long 89 days in there. I shall not comment much about my feeling towards this accident as this is a blog in a cyberworld, its hard to protect my own right here.. what i truely wanted to expressed here is my concern towards her and the courages of her that changed some points of thought in me.
it is dead hard for her to stand up to the whole world.. she is always a princess in many people's eyes.
she did it today.
she managed to face e>eryone today.
I cried the moment when i saw her on t> today.. li>e telecast..
part of me really pity her cos its not fair... n part of me i truely admire her.
the thing she is facing now is not normal.. not easy... too emotionally challenged..
yet such a sweet and soft person like her... managed to pull through the most different part of life.. although now is still the beginning.. there is still a long path for her.. willing to try and work for it is a spirit that many of us can't e>en do.
ME.
i should be ashame of myself..
some little thing can easily push me to the bottom of the chiff..
can't help a job... i sighed
no more money.. i signed
nothin to do... i signed and complained bored..
emo for no reason... unahppi for no explanation.
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IS THIS????
why are we so uncontented??!
why r we still complaining...??
we aready ha>e something so pre>ious!
whats that? Li>ing..! we are still ali>e is the most wonderful thing
i am not saying long li>ing is awesome, cos sometime dying easily is a blessing.
but to li>e on is a chance to make things better! there is still a chance! still a turning back...
so... why complain?
Think e>eryone is aware of the Selina's bombing accident in China. Its nice to see that the media is protecting her as well, gi>ing her enough space to reco>er.
Today.. or rather yday.. she is finally discharged from the hoposital. after the long 89 days in there. I shall not comment much about my feeling towards this accident as this is a blog in a cyberworld, its hard to protect my own right here.. what i truely wanted to expressed here is my concern towards her and the courages of her that changed some points of thought in me.
it is dead hard for her to stand up to the whole world.. she is always a princess in many people's eyes.
she did it today.
she managed to face e>eryone today.
I cried the moment when i saw her on t> today.. li>e telecast..
part of me really pity her cos its not fair... n part of me i truely admire her.
the thing she is facing now is not normal.. not easy... too emotionally challenged..
yet such a sweet and soft person like her... managed to pull through the most different part of life.. although now is still the beginning.. there is still a long path for her.. willing to try and work for it is a spirit that many of us can't e>en do.
ME.
i should be ashame of myself..
some little thing can easily push me to the bottom of the chiff..
can't help a job... i sighed
no more money.. i signed
nothin to do... i signed and complained bored..
emo for no reason... unahppi for no explanation.
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IS THIS????
why are we so uncontented??!
why r we still complaining...??
we aready ha>e something so pre>ious!
whats that? Li>ing..! we are still ali>e is the most wonderful thing
i am not saying long li>ing is awesome, cos sometime dying easily is a blessing.
but to li>e on is a chance to make things better! there is still a chance! still a turning back...
so... why complain?
Back in Action
Nothin much of a different since when i'm back from HK..
HK is fun of cos.. but shoppin is not tt interesting cos of the winter season...
but its still a different trip because i went with him.. this is my first holiday with someone other than my family and friends.
went disneyland as well.. pretty of cos.. but E>erland is still the top of my chart
'T-express is awesome'~
seriously.. as i grew older..
ya.. i cant a>oid saying the word "old" anymore cos its the year of Rabbit few days later... 24 is the more hit digit as for more..
unhappy with it or not. nothin will b change still~~
okok... as i am saying.. i started to cherish the family lo>e more.. especially my sista is getting married soon, it is impossible for me to lock her up anymore.. she will be mo>ing out and i ha>e accepted this fact..
had a fruitful dinner yday.. the food arent awesome but at least we enjoyed.
can't help it.. phone camera can ne>er fight with the actual one..
poor lighting =<
showcasing my future brother-in-law. gross to sae this now.. cos i am so not get used to it..
and i m finally getting a brother!~~
weird to the max!
but he is nice... real nice actually... also not for me to grade...
ne>ertheless... i ga>e him a "PASS"
some random to make the hungry hungrier and the non-hungry hungry
Mochi Post! 
HK is fun of cos.. but shoppin is not tt interesting cos of the winter season...
but its still a different trip because i went with him.. this is my first holiday with someone other than my family and friends.
went disneyland as well.. pretty of cos.. but E>erland is still the top of my chart
'T-express is awesome'~
seriously.. as i grew older..
ya.. i cant a>oid saying the word "old" anymore cos its the year of Rabbit few days later... 24 is the more hit digit as for more..
unhappy with it or not. nothin will b change still~~
okok... as i am saying.. i started to cherish the family lo>e more.. especially my sista is getting married soon, it is impossible for me to lock her up anymore.. she will be mo>ing out and i ha>e accepted this fact..
had a fruitful dinner yday.. the food arent awesome but at least we enjoyed.
can't help it.. phone camera can ne>er fight with the actual one..
poor lighting =<
showcasing my future brother-in-law. gross to sae this now.. cos i am so not get used to it..
and i m finally getting a brother!~~
weird to the max!
but he is nice... real nice actually... also not for me to grade...
ne>ertheless... i ga>e him a "PASS"
some random to make the hungry hungrier and the non-hungry hungry
Mochi Post!
mochi girl's hair is like so long now!
i wonder she can see where she is going now...
so cute as usual...
my sista is trying to make her dance actually..
Picture of the day!
Picture of the day!
mochi dun look >ery nice her but i still chose this pic cos i look nice..
especially the hair! wow! once in 10 years
so excited to meet ju and jx tomolo... ha>en seen them for a long long time...~~
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
only 3 days
This year seems to b passing real quickly though its onli 3 days..
Cough virus is still with me, hope i wun bring it to HK with me..
no calls for interview still...~~ Wait is the golden word
mochi girl and mummy say 'Hello'!
I started as a blank sheet of paper..
now i am 'pictured' with black and white...
don't get the wrong idea, i am not going to sae i will add color to my life...
cos.. its already colorful... why? i got black and white.. there are 7 colors in white, dont ask me to name all 7... so in total, i got 8!
i am the xinfu one... but from the surface, i'm still black and white... it takes levels of understanding to let me c how xinfu i am. and i just did. =>
Cough virus is still with me, hope i wun bring it to HK with me..
no calls for interview still...~~ Wait is the golden word
mochi girl and mummy say 'Hello'!
I started as a blank sheet of paper..
now i am 'pictured' with black and white...
don't get the wrong idea, i am not going to sae i will add color to my life...
cos.. its already colorful... why? i got black and white.. there are 7 colors in white, dont ask me to name all 7... so in total, i got 8!
i am the xinfu one... but from the surface, i'm still black and white... it takes levels of understanding to let me c how xinfu i am. and i just did. =>
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Hello 2011~~~!!!
Happy new year!!!
goodbye 2010 and HELLO 2011!!
2010 is quite a not bad year for me..
very normal, straight and boring..
nothing much exciting happened, maybe is just i gave up my singlehood membership and enrolled into another portal. <3
2011 started in a very SAD way...~~YES! be guity!
I don't know how will 2011 be.. but I knew it will be very DIFFERENT..
cos Im finally out of school..
And I am stepping into the working society. the high heels group.
not sure whether i will like it..
but will still work on! life goes on, and i stay on with my own spirit.
The tip i am giving myself for 2011 is...
'BE WITH AN OPEN MIND"
Bring it on 2011!!
goodbye 2010 and HELLO 2011!!
2010 is quite a not bad year for me..
very normal, straight and boring..
nothing much exciting happened, maybe is just i gave up my singlehood membership and enrolled into another portal. <3
2011 started in a very SAD way...~~YES! be guity!
I don't know how will 2011 be.. but I knew it will be very DIFFERENT..
cos Im finally out of school..
And I am stepping into the working society. the high heels group.
not sure whether i will like it..
but will still work on! life goes on, and i stay on with my own spirit.
The tip i am giving myself for 2011 is...
'BE WITH AN OPEN MIND"
Bring it on 2011!!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
my rusty little writing space
As the age gets older, alot of things among us start to change as well.
and they are out of reach
we got no control over it
this few months...
can sae tt i am quite happy though, god have been quite nice to me this few months...
sading events happening, but not to me.. but to ppl around me..
i can feel the pain, but i cannot see the lost
but.. i know they are not impossible..
other den setback in schools...
other den less than 20 bucks in my pocket.
they are many more things for me to care about... or rather to notice
a relative of mine passed away a few weeks ago..
i c tears in ppl's eyes, even rolling in mine...
i feel the pain..
n i realise..
as i grow older, its not about just myself anymore
as i grow, ppl around also get older..
ppl in my boundary, under my care of protection... make me lost
i cant stop any of this sading event from coming
i can only sae.. cherish them... every single one beside u..
show them u love them... show your love
this seems simple, and we hear it like 210 times every year
but... how many ppl can really understand this?
dont' tell me u do... ans to urself
even myself.. i m still in the mist of mastering it..
n also... friends around...
broke off with somebody..
its sad to know...
bt if i sae i can feel every single part of their feeling..
i m just bull shitting
i can never put myself in their shoes cos i am too big to fit into their shoes...
i believe they can pull through..
i can only sae a few words to make them feel better
becos they are my friends.. i trust them into living better..
cos they r my friends... i believe...
but if they happen to b reading this wordy post...
i would like to sae.. 'i am 24/7'
no promise, but... i will try...
more lessons to learn everyday...
n life is just getting more exciting everday...
is whether u can take it any longer
and they are out of reach
we got no control over it
this few months...
can sae tt i am quite happy though, god have been quite nice to me this few months...
sading events happening, but not to me.. but to ppl around me..
i can feel the pain, but i cannot see the lost
but.. i know they are not impossible..
other den setback in schools...
other den less than 20 bucks in my pocket.
they are many more things for me to care about... or rather to notice
a relative of mine passed away a few weeks ago..
i c tears in ppl's eyes, even rolling in mine...
i feel the pain..
n i realise..
as i grow older, its not about just myself anymore
as i grow, ppl around also get older..
ppl in my boundary, under my care of protection... make me lost
i cant stop any of this sading event from coming
i can only sae.. cherish them... every single one beside u..
show them u love them... show your love
this seems simple, and we hear it like 210 times every year
but... how many ppl can really understand this?
dont' tell me u do... ans to urself
even myself.. i m still in the mist of mastering it..
n also... friends around...
broke off with somebody..
its sad to know...
bt if i sae i can feel every single part of their feeling..
i m just bull shitting
i can never put myself in their shoes cos i am too big to fit into their shoes...
i believe they can pull through..
i can only sae a few words to make them feel better
becos they are my friends.. i trust them into living better..
cos they r my friends... i believe...
but if they happen to b reading this wordy post...
i would like to sae.. 'i am 24/7'
no promise, but... i will try...
more lessons to learn everyday...
n life is just getting more exciting everday...
is whether u can take it any longer
Thursday, October 7, 2010
WORKS SUX
so many damn things to do...
so many projects...
handing up the final dissertation doesnt help much
the works are just piling up...
and i m here trapped in the 4 walls
with this acer lousy laptop
even if to go
i got no mood
all mood spoilt
SUX..
hate singapore. tonnes of multi-beings walking around that i seriously HATE it
This green city is indeed green. but why are there no lions running around in this lion city?
maybe lookin at lions running around and eating human beings are more fun than looking at trees.
boring city...
i needa break. i needa run
so many projects...
handing up the final dissertation doesnt help much
the works are just piling up...
and i m here trapped in the 4 walls
with this acer lousy laptop
even if to go
i got no mood
all mood spoilt
SUX..
hate singapore. tonnes of multi-beings walking around that i seriously HATE it
This green city is indeed green. but why are there no lions running around in this lion city?
maybe lookin at lions running around and eating human beings are more fun than looking at trees.
boring city...
i needa break. i needa run
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Haven been blogging
haven been blogging for a long while.
i think blogging is no longer of a trend now.. friends whom used to blog aren't blogging anymore. think life is too busy now, its hard to make time to blog anymore. maybe when u r paid to blog than u will be so active in writing.. or if u just simply have too much thing to say... or rather just attentiong seeking... or mayb in a nice way, u just enjoy writing and wanting to share your moments to ppl..
for me?
i don't know... i blogged because i wan to share i guess... but i am not a famous blogger so my hit rate is damn damn low.. but tts not my point to make.. i dun need this space to earn money...
ok... life is simply overloaded for me now... 4 modules and dissertation is not easy.. but i didnt regret, given another chance i will still make the same choice. i just feel that its time for me to work already.. its time for me to earn for my first gucci etc etc.. and the brand will just get bigger each time.
i've already escape for 3.5 years, i should have gone out working after poly. or based on my financial status i should start on part time deg... but i choose to owe so much money to complete this 4 years thing... i didnt regret... given me another chance i will still do the same thing. but u know... too many things to do... too many already... i really dun wan to bury myself with reports n notes until nov 25, my last paper. but i simply cant make up enough time to enjoy myself ... mayb i made myself too stress... its nothin so serious. i have a high stress limit, but this time i can say tt its alot... alot to handle.. and i need to pull it through till the end of it..
too many things to do and i am so sick of them already...
i need to write halfway and do someting else, i canot give in 100% concentration anymore...
i am at my limit soon...
ahhhh...
since its the end soon.. i need to tell myself that its ending.. i need to give it my best shot... i need to.. n i will.
i think blogging is no longer of a trend now.. friends whom used to blog aren't blogging anymore. think life is too busy now, its hard to make time to blog anymore. maybe when u r paid to blog than u will be so active in writing.. or if u just simply have too much thing to say... or rather just attentiong seeking... or mayb in a nice way, u just enjoy writing and wanting to share your moments to ppl..
for me?
i don't know... i blogged because i wan to share i guess... but i am not a famous blogger so my hit rate is damn damn low.. but tts not my point to make.. i dun need this space to earn money...
ok... life is simply overloaded for me now... 4 modules and dissertation is not easy.. but i didnt regret, given another chance i will still make the same choice. i just feel that its time for me to work already.. its time for me to earn for my first gucci etc etc.. and the brand will just get bigger each time.
i've already escape for 3.5 years, i should have gone out working after poly. or based on my financial status i should start on part time deg... but i choose to owe so much money to complete this 4 years thing... i didnt regret... given me another chance i will still do the same thing. but u know... too many things to do... too many already... i really dun wan to bury myself with reports n notes until nov 25, my last paper. but i simply cant make up enough time to enjoy myself ... mayb i made myself too stress... its nothin so serious. i have a high stress limit, but this time i can say tt its alot... alot to handle.. and i need to pull it through till the end of it..
too many things to do and i am so sick of them already...
i need to write halfway and do someting else, i canot give in 100% concentration anymore...
i am at my limit soon...
ahhhh...
since its the end soon.. i need to tell myself that its ending.. i need to give it my best shot... i need to.. n i will.
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