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Random supper on a Friday night

2011-05-21T15:54:00.003+08:00

Had a random prata supper last night..
its random because people from diff clicks met up...
people whom we seldom interact and talk with...
its also hard to imagine that we will sit together on a Friday night, chilling and talking so loudly as if some old old childhood friends...

people come and go in the life..
so i think it is always wise to meet up with more people.. gather up once in a blue mood, u wun know... the return at the end of the day might be fruitful.

Trip gone

2011-05-18T14:38:00.003+08:00

actually i am rather sad for giving up my trip for something i think its more importance for a trip right now.
it has been one of my fav holiday venue... the food.. the places... the shopping...
its too bad to say goodbye to the trip.. but sometime i think that i need to weight the value of them all.
opportunity dun come by everyday.. so i should grab it tight this time round...

Bye taipei.

First time on the Road - LEgal

2011-05-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

First attempt on the road with my P Plate today..
its completely different cos i skipped a couple of blind spot checking..
different car makes me uneasy.. kinda weird feeling.. need time to adjust i guess.

Worst part is the going up and down of the multi carpark.
madness.... my multi carpark is a killer, so narrow... i m amazed of the family cars....

Another thing that made me proud

2011-05-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

need no explain anymore..

Jes is legal on the road now. hahaa!

GE 2011

2011-05-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

it has been a close fight i can say.
and this is my first time concerning and feeling connected to my country.

Singaporean ha^e been li^ing in their circle of comfort for too many years, and they ha^e forgotten how to make their choice and not take things as they are. gi^e and take has been the usual way of doing here, and it is always assumed that the things gi^en are always the best. But is this true anymore??

It is touched to see singaporean finally standing out of the protected zone and speak out for all. To be the one on the podium is not easy, esp when you are not wearing the white. But because of this small pool of people, many unspoken are finally re^ealed. People finally relised whats going on and they are gi^en a choice.

Many 'Fights' between the parties, some words maybe so true while some might be hurtful. Of cos, not to lea^e out that some are totally bullshit so that to co^er the backside of what pre^iously done wrong.

Actually I dont see so much of the point of shooting bombs at each other. Of cos this will make some groups feel better to see their eyesores got shot, a total disgrace. But isnt doing an election e^ery 5 years is elect a better person to take care of the residents' needs of all estate. So in short, who is able to gi^e a better plan, manage a better team, do a better job will win. So why is all these 'He is an importance person who cant be left out', 'Doubt in going on of updating plan', 'Mo^ed to somewhere with cheaper li^ing expenses' blah blah blah. All these are not plans, just mere sentences that ser^e no purpose. Total care of the poorer households is good of cos, but where does the money comes from? Higher tax? How are the others going to sur^i^e? There are so many things in connection, so with a failure plan or absent of plan or absent of impro^ement resolutions, its not worth an election.

So I do not see this election as a total benefitical for Singaporean.

Howe^er, I am still rather concerned this time round, maybe is my first attempt of ^oting and growing up makes me more aware of whats happening in my hometown.

The atmosphere of the stadiums for the oppositions are so high! Citizens wa^ing the blue or red flags. There are fire burning in their eyes, they are not just there to 'Be there', they are there to gi^e in their support. Because they knew that there is a chance and they ha^e a choice. I felt so touched when i saw it li^e on the T^. It is rare to see Singaporean so concern about politics of their own hometown.

The results are out, and this drew the finishing lines of all the bombings.

By looking at the percentage results this 2011 election, i belie^ed there will be a closer fight 5 years later.

Thoughs

2011-05-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

other den a fun day at neighbour today.
i experienced how high le^el of li^ing we are in. who did this to us or is just wat we oursel^es get into?

how long we are afford is a myth.
but it wun be fore^er.

Life without aim is a pain

2011-05-03T15:05:00.002+08:00

which day of the week doesnt matter to me anymore.
e^eryday seems to be the same
i got not much dri^e in doing anything now.
in short i am getting lazier now, e^en getting myself a cup noodle from downstair seems to be so difficult.
i dont know who can sa^e me, but i am just so not into condition in doing anything now.

when things are not within your control, it all relies on a matter of luck or most part of it. you cant do anything much to make ur luck seems better, you can only lie to urself so that you will feel better.
now its not whether u r willing to work hard or not... its another concept all o^er..
like falling in lo^e, u cant work hard to make someone falls for you. u can onli pray hard. nothing u can do except to hope that things will come in ur way.

so now.. i m really in the pit of shit.
and pimples add on to my depression le^el. damn it..

when will i earn enough to get a new notebook?
oh ya... firstly u need to start working... damn it x2

I am LUCKY

2011-04-18T02:11:00.002+08:00

i knew that i haf been down to lucks recently.. this few months. and i am feeling real lousy actually. but... its not right to admit i m sway... i need to do something to it. asking god might not bring back a reply or able to change anything my will power is important now. i need to ..
TELL MYSELF THAT I AM LUCKY

EXPECT MYSELF TO BE LUCKY

TRY SOMETHING NEW IN LIFE

GIF LUCK IN ORDER TO GAIN LUCK
i strongly belie^e e^erything will be cool soon. all will be in place and i will be all on my way to reach the place where i want

Dinner with Lo^e

2011-04-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

we are just filled with FOOD!

i lo^e Tai MEi

2011-04-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

i might be a little outdated but still i found this small street stall at bugis B1 eatery.

i must say that its ^ery creati^e, it uses the name of female taiwanese celebrities as the name of their product. they only haf 6 on the menu now.

Salina, Ella, Hebe, 大s, 小s, and 候佩程

i feel weird ordering "请给我一份Salina" bt i think its interesting.

make it a set by choosing a fries and bubble tea.

7.90, i cant sae its cheap, but its a small snacks that friends can share without hindering the shopping spree.

i think 蔡依林 is next on the menu. HA!

Random Pasta

2011-04-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

Though i am going bankrupt soon, i still need to shop. I seriously can't stand my outfit collection any longer. i can spend sitting down on my floor for 30min thinking what to wear. i haf outgrown quite a lot of clothes i had now. i need to reload soon. went bugis last week and had a few great buys! i must comment that their collection is not that bangkok anymore. of cos such bkk style still exist cos they need to cater to that group. but.. amazingly, stuffs we often see online that stated 'MADE IN KOREA' are found too. i am so happy that i found my sky blue boyfriend shirt there~~ that one piece which i always wanted to buy but always feel that its o^erprice And most important is that i finally accomplished my mission by accompanying my sista in getting her perfect dress for her wedding photoshoot and maybe ROM. my bro in law (ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGZzzzz i need time to get used to it) decided to reward me for doing so, brought the both of us to some random paste place at bukit timah. ya i forgotten the name. their risotto is nice.. not bad .. worth a second try Their pizza is LO^e! This is soso Tiramisu is not bad too, but i am too full already food makes me happy.. and i belie^e it makes e^eryone happy too! wats for diet again? we onli li^es once my dearest.

LUCK

2011-04-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

the same thing again... i haf been repeating... Luck and opportunity PLS

Another

2011-04-04T00:15:00.003+08:00

Yet another week.

now is like passing day by day...

i need more luck... just need that ONE opportunity.

pls pls pls... gif me a chance!!!

I don't know why is it so difficult?

I need to li>e my life happier ... too stress o>er nth makes me pimple outbreak.

hate it!

Camwhore of the day.

ps: i hearts my cap.

Silent

2011-03-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

It has been the most sinful part of life recently.
i invested 50% of my attention into this to make myself feel better.
I've used up my watever reasons whatever brain cells to come out with something so that my balloon will not brust.

I wanted to do whatever I can to make up all the shit i've created, but i am struck there. right in the middle of the crossroad. there is no passer bus or car. no one to help me except myself.
but the luck and opportunity just adsent in me.
I am still at where i am right in the beginning.
I think this must be the karma. but i dont understand, there is so much other beings whom are worst den me, why are they living a better life off me?
I just wan to move on to the next stage in life quickly so that i can repay every shit i have done. of which some may be of inconvenience to others.
I will be a better person
why can't i...

i've got enough of shit already.
don't try to give me any more.
don't think you are old den u can easily put any blame on me.
i gave you the basic respect because i am well-taught and you're old.
I employed you to help me, not the other way round.
now the balloon is brust.
this stupid thing which is not supposed to happen just happened all of a sudden because of your mistake.
this has cause alot of inconvenience to me.
i am not blaming you. i am just learning from you. letting you know how uneasy it is.
I won't put on a fake mask for the next few weeks, though it may sounds short.
i choose to end it.
I don't wan to bump the car into the middle of the road because i am pissed off.

I just don't wan to take any shit anymore.
i will be stronger. just let me get over it. there is so many others out there for you to fool around, let me off.

2011-03-12T18:39:00.001+08:00

Japan,
I will pray hard for you.

Will be fine soon.

All a sudden

2011-03-10T22:24:00.003+08:00

wanted a lot of things suddenly...
materistics stuffs... means wat? i need money...

career is top of my worried list right now.
ppl may think that i'm still young to worry about it now.
but i don't think so..

i need to make wiser choice.
think i need to talk to more people...
listen and learn and customise and impro

what the hell

2011-03-05T13:21:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hated myself suddenly

Sponge

2011-03-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

I need to be like a sponge...
absorbing and absorbing...

I need a clear heart... fast mind... turbo speed with entrust quality

Work hard and harder and smarter..

and side track.. the down arrow key of my keyboard spoilt... DaMN~

First week at work

2011-02-27T15:39:00.002+08:00

With so many tonnes of mixed feeling...

Finally... i started my first week of work...

my company is quite complicated, cos it does many things.. handle many types of e>ents. too many for me to understand, so i just need to remember what my job scope is doing which is the corporate meetings and e>ents

i went helping to run an eerseas leadership training thing. spent 3 days at resort world..

its my first time there too, was lost during my first day, but actually... resort world is not tt big or 'WOW' tt kind.

bery nice lift from Hard rock hotel

also... its my first time staying in one of the hotel there. Festi>e hotel. need to start quite early so its more con>enience to just stay there.

room is nice...
u know.. i don't stay in expensi>e hotel when i go tra>elling, budget is one important concern.

bery cute bed for the kids!
bt i think its a little too high maybe?

the fa< king sized bed~

nice >iew from the room!

mon gonna b back to office.

its consider my first day of work actually... many things to learn! start to learn! i m a student once again... =>

Tomolo is my first day of work~

2011-02-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

i know i haf been working part time here n there, no matter its f&b, retail or office.. i haf a taste in e>ery of them...
but its DIFFERENT!

tomolo is the first day of work... first FULL TIME job..
its also the first step of my career path, and it will affect my resume quite a lot.
so i need to work hard and i know i need to do so.

i just got a lot of mixed feeling, its nt like i'm afraid i dun dare to go to work tt kind... its... ermmm.. i can't explain it as well..
i just hope this will b my good start, a good beginning for my next stage of life... no more lecture notes or whether a A or B+.. its bery performance, base on luck and brain... book smart won't work anymore, esp in my industry..

hope my next post will b a happy one =S

我生病了

2011-02-19T01:53:00.002+08:00

Stomach hurt like mad this morning, was simply screaming for help.
tot i was feelin better after a while, but no, the pain is so unbearable~~

went to the clinic with mummy n dad..
doc said its gastric.. some kind of
i ha
health is indeed important, i think i need to drink more water and IF POSSIBLE go for regular jogs..
ha! this is like so difficult especially when my new job is starting..
I can expect the folowing life to b like shit, liI wonder why the working population are not lisince they are facing such shit now, why can't they do something so tt e
ah........ i am going into this shit soon.... like real soon..
lets 'shit' together

=>

2011-02-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY FOUND A JOB!!!

Simply filled with lo>e!

2011-02-18T02:04:00.002+08:00

was so happy when i rec. this 24 lo>e from him....

n...
i think..
i was holding the biggest bouquet of flower tt night... at least from what i saw on the road...
e>en if there is a bigger one.. i still think mine is bigger...

yup! i m feelin proud.. so?

Fast

2011-02-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

cyn is more or less gone...
as usual... this rabbit year is not any of a different.
but its the gathering with family and friends tt made up the most part of the warm of this season.

my ang bao money is more or less gone..
its not me... i ha>en been shopping for a long while... most or my money gone to my dri>ing lesson... 60 and another 60.... add up to b a sum...
especially now... jobless...
what i m thinking now is to take up more lesson... so tt i can get PT faster... if not when i start working.. i will not haf so much free time to do so...
but key point is what? JOB LAZ~~~~
still jobless at this point of time... what the hell is this.....

feeling lazy recently...

mayb its time to go jogging again.... but i dun like jogging... its boring...
'loner on the path with the company of a mp3' like lonely old man...
sux...

i wan tennis... baby i wan TENNIS!!!

ciao~

Depress

2011-01-26T02:46:00.001+08:00

I just get so depressed with myself for not getting a job after so long...

I don't know where the problem is...

I am just so affected from this thing...

Hope the cyn coming up is really a HAPPY new year.

Seriously

2011-01-25T01:55:00.002+08:00

The feeling is like shit when you really wanted to do something but didnt manage to get the chance..

now.. i really hoped.. so hope!! that i can get a job... acceptable pay... a job where i can learn and grow and step higher... but... i don't know why...... why am i not getting any calls for interiew??? just an interiew is so impossible? is there something real wrong with my resume or my face or they doubt my cert is real.. or they hare nus? i don't understand...

I am starting to eat bread then grass then soil.. then dieeeeeeeee....

2011-01-22T14:54:00.003+08:00

I didn't smile for the whole day

own fault

I am hungry

2011-01-22T00:57:00.002+08:00

BAD HEADACHE

You are so bra>e, I admire you

2011-01-20T02:13:00.002+08:00

People who knows me well, should be well aware that SHE is my idol... since sec school... i ha>e been following their actions.. reading their news.. learning their songs... it is always not surprising that i can sing their e>ery single song.

Think e>eryone is aware of the Selina's bombing accident in China. Its nice to see that the media is protecting her as well, gi>ing her enough space to reco>er.

Today.. or rather yday.. she is finally discharged from the hoposital. after the long 89 days in there. I shall not comment much about my feeling towards this accident as this is a blog in a cyberworld, its hard to protect my own right here.. what i truely wanted to expressed here is my concern towards her and the courages of her that changed some points of thought in me.

it is dead hard for her to stand up to the whole world.. she is always a princess in many people's eyes.
she did it today.
she managed to face e>eryone today.

I cried the moment when i saw her on t> today.. li>e telecast..
part of me really pity her cos its not fair... n part of me i truely admire her.

the thing she is facing now is not normal.. not easy... too emotionally challenged..
yet such a sweet and soft person like her... managed to pull through the most different part of life.. although now is still the beginning.. there is still a long path for her.. willing to try and work for it is a spirit that many of us can't e>en do.

ME.
i should be ashame of myself..
some little thing can easily push me to the bottom of the chiff..
can't help a job... i sighed
no more money.. i signed
nothin to do... i signed and complained bored..
emo for no reason... unahppi for no explanation.
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IS THIS????

why are we so uncontented??!
why r we still complaining...??
we aready ha>e something so pre>ious!
whats that? Li>ing..! we are still ali>e is the most wonderful thing
i am not saying long li>ing is awesome, cos sometime dying easily is a blessing.
but to li>e on is a chance to make things better! there is still a chance! still a turning back...

so... why complain?

Back in Action

2011-01-20T01:40:00.004+08:00

Nothin much of a different since when i'm back from HK..

HK is fun of cos.. but shoppin is not tt interesting cos of the winter season...

but its still a different trip because i went with him.. this is my first holiday with someone other than my family and friends.

went disneyland as well.. pretty of cos.. but E>erland is still the top of my chart
'T-express is awesome'~

seriously.. as i grew older..
ya.. i cant a>oid saying the word "old" anymore cos its the year of Rabbit few days later... 24 is the more hit digit as for more..
unhappy with it or not. nothin will b change still~~

okok... as i am saying.. i started to cherish the family lo>e more.. especially my sista is getting married soon, it is impossible for me to lock her up anymore.. she will be mo>ing out and i ha>e accepted this fact..
had a fruitful dinner yday.. the food arent awesome but at least we enjoyed.

can't help it.. phone camera can ne>er fight with the actual one..
poor lighting =<

showcasing my future brother-in-law. gross to sae this now.. cos i am so not get used to it..
and i m finally getting a brother!~~
weird to the max!
but he is nice... real nice actually... also not for me to grade...
ne>ertheless... i ga>e him a "PASS"

some random to make the hungry hungrier and the non-hungry hungry

Mochi Post!

mochi girl's hair is like so long now!

i wonder she can see where she is going now...

so cute as usual...

my sista is trying to make her dance actually..

Picture of the day!

mochi dun look >ery nice her but i still chose this pic cos i look nice..

especially the hair! wow! once in 10 years

so excited to meet ju and jx tomolo... ha>en seen them for a long long time...~~

few more hours!

2011-01-05T03:41:00.001+08:00

few more hours later i am going Hong Kong with Baby!!~

getting excited!

only 3 days

2011-01-03T04:43:00.003+08:00

This year seems to b passing real quickly though its onli 3 days..

Cough virus is still with me, hope i wun bring it to HK with me..
no calls for interview still...~~ Wait is the golden word

mochi girl and mummy say 'Hello'!

I started as a blank sheet of paper..
now i am 'pictured' with black and white...

don't get the wrong idea, i am not going to sae i will add color to my life...

cos.. its already colorful... why? i got black and white.. there are 7 colors in white, dont ask me to name all 7... so in total, i got 8!
i am the xinfu one... but from the surface, i'm still black and white... it takes levels of understanding to let me c how xinfu i am. and i just did. =>

Hello 2011~~~!!!

2011-01-01T02:54:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!!!
goodbye 2010 and HELLO 2011!!

2010 is quite a not bad year for me..
very normal, straight and boring..
nothing much exciting happened, maybe is just i gave up my singlehood membership and enrolled into another portal. <3

2011 started in a very SAD way...~~YES! be guity!
I don't know how will 2011 be.. but I knew it will be very DIFFERENT..
cos Im finally out of school..
And I am stepping into the working society. the high heels group.
not sure whether i will like it..
but will still work on! life goes on, and i stay on with my own spirit.

The tip i am giving myself for 2011 is...
'BE WITH AN OPEN MIND"

Bring it on 2011!!

my rusty little writing space

2010-11-07T00:44:00.002+08:00

As the age gets older, alot of things among us start to change as well.
and they are out of reach
we got no control over it

this few months...
can sae tt i am quite happy though, god have been quite nice to me this few months...
sading events happening, but not to me.. but to ppl around me..
i can feel the pain, but i cannot see the lost
but.. i know they are not impossible..

other den setback in schools...
other den less than 20 bucks in my pocket.
they are many more things for me to care about... or rather to notice

a relative of mine passed away a few weeks ago..
i c tears in ppl's eyes, even rolling in mine...
i feel the pain..
n i realise..
as i grow older, its not about just myself anymore
as i grow, ppl around also get older..
ppl in my boundary, under my care of protection... make me lost
i cant stop any of this sading event from coming
i can only sae.. cherish them... every single one beside u..
show them u love them... show your love
this seems simple, and we hear it like 210 times every year
but... how many ppl can really understand this?
dont' tell me u do... ans to urself
even myself.. i m still in the mist of mastering it..

n also... friends around...
broke off with somebody..
its sad to know...
bt if i sae i can feel every single part of their feeling..
i m just bull shitting
i can never put myself in their shoes cos i am too big to fit into their shoes...
i believe they can pull through..
i can only sae a few words to make them feel better
becos they are my friends.. i trust them into living better..
cos they r my friends... i believe...
but if they happen to b reading this wordy post...
i would like to sae.. 'i am 24/7'
no promise, but... i will try...

more lessons to learn everyday...
n life is just getting more exciting everday...
is whether u can take it any longer

I LIKE

2010-10-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

only can view them with my envy pair of eyes

WORKS SUX

2010-10-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

so many damn things to do...
so many projects...
handing up the final dissertation doesnt help much
the works are just piling up...

and i m here trapped in the 4 walls
with this acer lousy laptop

even if to go
i got no mood
all mood spoilt
SUX..

hate singapore. tonnes of multi-beings walking around that i seriously HATE it
This green city is indeed green. but why are there no lions running around in this lion city?
maybe lookin at lions running around and eating human beings are more fun than looking at trees.
boring city...
i needa break. i needa run

Haven been blogging

2010-09-12T02:18:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for a long while.
i think blogging is no longer of a trend now.. friends whom used to blog aren't blogging anymore. think life is too busy now, its hard to make time to blog anymore. maybe when u r paid to blog than u will be so active in writing.. or if u just simply have too much thing to say... or rather just attentiong seeking... or mayb in a nice way, u just enjoy writing and wanting to share your moments to ppl..

for me?
i don't know... i blogged because i wan to share i guess... but i am not a famous blogger so my hit rate is damn damn low.. but tts not my point to make.. i dun need this space to earn money...

ok... life is simply overloaded for me now... 4 modules and dissertation is not easy.. but i didnt regret, given another chance i will still make the same choice. i just feel that its time for me to work already.. its time for me to earn for my first gucci etc etc.. and the brand will just get bigger each time.

i've already escape for 3.5 years, i should have gone out working after poly. or based on my financial status i should start on part time deg... but i choose to owe so much money to complete this 4 years thing... i didnt regret... given me another chance i will still do the same thing. but u know... too many things to do... too many already... i really dun wan to bury myself with reports n notes until nov 25, my last paper. but i simply cant make up enough time to enjoy myself ... mayb i made myself too stress... its nothin so serious. i have a high stress limit, but this time i can say tt its alot... alot to handle.. and i need to pull it through till the end of it..

too many things to do and i am so sick of them already...
i need to write halfway and do someting else, i canot give in 100% concentration anymore...
i am at my limit soon...

ahhhh...
since its the end soon.. i need to tell myself that its ending.. i need to give it my best shot... i need to.. n i will.

still young, why not packed it up?~

2010-08-22T17:58:00.003+08:00

안녕~

went to wgsssb alumni winds concert EXPRESSION~

considered a quite short concert..
saw alot of old pals... whether remember or not..
and of cos a lot of young ppl..

after the band started playing... i got a mixed feeling...
part of me is proud to be one of them or rather once part of them... another part is sad that i didnt continue what i started with.. what WE started with.
to be the first patch, we started everything.... its like our baby..
but... as we grow, we got other commitment to be.. we needa let go of the baby and let the others nurture it..
suddenly how i wished i am sitting with them at the front... holding my clarinet and keepin up with the running notes..
they played the piece that i always wanted to..

good to see them playing... esp my generation of ppl... esp ah pek...
his 10 years... this is then call PASSION.
how many of us can make out for it out of the busy schedule?
i don't know the other, but me.. i knew i failed in this part.
heard from mr toh, he maybe coming back wgssb next year
good to hear that, cos he is one of the main reason that stop us the interest from going back.
i might go back... WE may go back.
but .... hard to say again... PASSION... ~~ do we have it anymore? do I have it anymore?

found this when i am digging for my measurement notes.
declaration form! haha!
so cute

found novena... our syf piece..
but i cant find my 2nd clar's score~~

tonnes of memories that nth can replace..

ok.... it gonna b a busy sept for me..
firstly is the stupid dissertation that i'm stuck because of the interview thingy..
haizzzzzzz
den i m taking up kickboxing..
den now... i m going dancing with san, yf n yy... Jpop..
haha! seems to be a packed schedule..
n best part is.. i need to learn driving too!
den now... i maybe going back band..

so many things to do.. wats wrong with me suddenly...
but everything seems need to do..!
i need a plan.. a schedule.. baby help me!

Annoying Fruit

2010-08-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

Back to sch but dun have the study mood yet..

Lecture is like soooOoooooo boring...

Dissertation is like shit.. waiting for reply for interviews... i m thinkin so hard what can i do other den just waiting for their replies... tonnes of busy peeps so they had no time to reply me.. i know!! but whats the pt of saying 'we need fresh grads' 'we encourage fresh grads' when u dont even want to help them score in order to get out of the sch with a better class? waiting and waiting... i have onli 1.5 months... if they stay this way i am going to curse them forever..

boring life.....

holding on to the laptop... trying to type but realise nth much is out...

den i was forcing my sis and baby to watch annoying orange... my sis is like saying why r ppl watching such annoying stuffs? i replied 'Life is stressful'.. and i strongly believes its true...

if there is another reason for me wanting to get out of this lion city, other than i am feeling like a minority here, will be life is of too fast of a pace for me.. i deserve a break after hardwork, bt i realise this is not happening here... a saddening in life.

a little orange n pasta to end...

i like this one!!

I lead a life with my own kind of happiness

2010-08-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

i might not be rich, i might not be very smart, i might not be very pretty....
but i'm lucky cos i m normal, i am common, i am healthy.
i work hard, so that i do shine sometime and i cherish such moments cos they are not easy to come by and i am proud of myself.

i smile because i am happi...
i am happy because i owe lots of things ppl longed for unknowingly...
i have a family which in my say its a happiness to me
i have close friends... they are true.. we are connected...
i have a boyfriend, who we simply hearts each other with no other motives (I trust him... in a way i trust myself)
i study my way up to where i am now... own efforts..
i have mochi... my cute dog who loves my smell =>
i owe lots of clothes... shoes... bags... which go according to my mood.

so i MUST admit that i am RICH...
though it doesnt means cash or assets or stocks...
its another kind of wealth that not everyone can see..
sometimes.. blinded by the papers can b rather sad.....

of cos i dun mean that with that wealth in hand .. b able to feed me...
i still need to earn and save... for wat? to buy me other happiness or to enhance my current hapiness?
buy me holidays! buy me dinners with my dear friends...
all such... no cash ... doesnt happen...
in this present world now... money no matter in notes or assets.. u need it... don't pretend! no one hates money... the more the merrier!
but the combination of my kind of wealth and the money kind of wealth makes the different... it enhances the beauty of each other... just like foundation without blushes will nv b as pretty as foundation with shades of pinks from the blushes..

but... how many of us can actually grab hold of these 2 wealths? millionairs? i seriously doubt so.

Should b sleepin now

2010-08-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

i got class at 9am later.. meaning i got to wake up at 7...
plus the class is at biz sch... further down.. needa shutter.. and i dun know the way well... n its a sectional class...
in all.... sum up to be...
I CANNOT BE LATE!!

train will be like so packed... still need to transite for 1 stop at JE.. which i hated to the core..
i will earn to get a car next time... i rather jammed in the road rather than being a human pancake...

i am still not sleepy now but i needa sleep.. if not i will dozed off in tt 3 hr of lesson later...
i hoped it will be interesting...
and i hope i wun be late... if not will b so paiseh walkin in in the middle of the class when everyone will be staring at u.... eeeeeeek....

and little mochi is sleepin so soundly in my room...
air con is cold... blanket-ed her up.

she is such an angel... only when asleep.. haa!

New bed

2010-08-12T01:28:00.002+08:00

i have gonna myself a new bed... to level up myself so that little mochi can't step on my head when i am sleeping...
with this new item in the room, means i m a few hundreds bucks poorer...
watever...

i can now consider myself to b quite on track for my dissertation, though i still got quite alot more to go before i can end off with a final conclusion. so i canot let myself slack too much cos i know i will get lazy and stop doing..
i dun wan to rush like a cow later, cos i know there will b other projects coming, i canot just spend my time on the dissertation.

feel like puking just now...
but now feeling better.. after few rounds of viwawa wahjong with the fake koreans...

back to dissertation now...
and mochi is accompanying me at the side... though she is sleeping.. bt its nice to c her by my side... not so lonely in this lonely night.. she is shivering just now.. mayb my room's air con is too cold for her.. so i took a small blanket for her.. and she is sleeping soundly now.. she looks so cute...

being visiting pet shop alot recently.. hahaa! baby is like saying her stuffs are more expensive den his... haha! i agreed, but it can nv compare with the cost of a human baby...

and.. my forehead hurts

CLEANING

2010-08-11T03:52:00.001+08:00

START CLEANING UP TOMOLO
VENUE: MY ROOM

A MUST DO...
JES PLEASE BE MOTIVATED
YOU ROOM IS DAMN DUSTY ALREADY!

it started again

2010-08-10T02:26:00.003+08:00

my last sem is here... my final final last sem..

after so many years of lectures and tutorials.. i am finally up to the standard to be out working soon...

3 years of poly to now.. another 3.5 for uni... i can finally see my actual last sem coming after 6.5 years..!

but means wat?! my loan is comin... i m full of debt soon. =S

random!

mochi being a good girl sitting on my lap....

this is such an ugly sleepin position!

mochi need some lecture in this!

down~

2010-08-08T02:19:00.001+08:00

jes is sick...
down

why must it wait till 4 days b4 the start of sem?
haizzzzz

nose blocked
blokkieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Finally someone out of nothing

2010-08-06T01:49:00.004+08:00

for the past weeks i have been feeling depressed, because i cant get a proper dissertation out. how to write out a fell report when you cannot even dig out with an acceptable objective.. no objective, i am just doin the copy and paste from the net.. such a lousy D report... wat a shame to jessica..

but ya... sometime u just need to shout for help..
ask for it and you will be given...
so... when u need help just open ur big mouth... a few 'spoon feeds' wun kill u.. anyway.. he is just adding salt for u!
ya... i went to my prof.. and i screamed for help there...
and guess wat?! i got wat i wan...
a few pointers from him that enlighten my life (aka: a tea spoon of baking soda that yeast up my bread, if u wan to make it more lifestyle. )
yup so now....
i managed to write out 6500 words of quite meaningful stuffs + my calculation + my views ... mayb a C+ now? at least something that i wun throw jessica's face..

although i m quite on track now... i still cant slack..
i need to feel the devil run run run behind me...
after the sem starts, i gt so much other shit to do that i cant spend all my time for this dissertation.
everything is important so i need sufficient time for each... finished them up 1 by up.... like a vampire sucking out the blood one by one......... ~~~

i cant plan, doesnt mean i cant learn to plan...
i am learning now.... mayb for just a while...

SIDE~
This is mochi!
my dog...
she is just 4.5 months..
very noty.... purposely kind of dog...
she likes to sleep on my bed
likes to sleep beside me...
on my lap....

and most importantly.. i love her!

she can let me stay at home the whole day without calling bored...

more of mochi coming up

Current Wallpaper!

NEW~

2010-08-02T14:57:00.002+08:00

i do like her new dance..

but she is so fit~~ so toned up... tts freak me off a little

RANDOM

2010-07-31T23:03:00.002+08:00

some random camwhore pic at library yesterday..

i am cant into the mood for dissertation!!!!!!!!!!!!

mayb i should get back to national library again

shot of the day with mochi girl!!!

she seems to have long arms

like crab...

hahaa!!! cute girl

Library at the moment

2010-07-30T19:38:00.003+08:00

just finished meeting my new korean friends..
i feel so old among them... seriously..

i am now in the national library lvl 11, looking up information for my disseration..
i can sae that they is my first time here..
other than those times when i came to play with the transparent lift..
this is really a place to work for disseration.. its so quiet, that i don't dare to make a sound... even my typing is half a DB softer...

i seriously need to be 3 times more hardworking..
esp after meetin mt prof.. he gave me a lot of pointers that i really have to slap myself hard..
i can say that half of a report i typed, 70% will go to the drain.. i am too textings... what i have is what can be found online... if i am to submit tt report its sure to be a D or lower!
so now... i got my focus already.. all i need to do now is work towards it.. its all worth it

LOVE~~~

2010-07-29T12:14:00.004+08:00

meet up with beloved jnc... for a gathering and farewell thing for judee...
and judee is flying of in 2.5hr time.. although its not the first time already, still feels that its happier to have her around...
Take care ju!!

and because of this gathering i missed the arrival of my fellow hanyang-ers..
n left my dear 415 mates at the ariport alone!! guilty.. =S

went steamboat with jnc...
nice.. i m bloated with the soup....
best part is i push the whole cup of water chestnut drink onto myself and was stunned to not standing up immediately..
soaked with chestnut smell..

i am not going to drink that for the next 3 months =.=

after that went shishas with them..
wonder whats tt? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hookah

ya.. i smoked tabacco into my lungs!
just to try....
NOT GOOD!!! DUN LEARN!!!!

lastly... the same always ended with a beautiful smile...
hana, du, seh... KIMCHI!!

woke up this morning and saw mochi outside my door...
random shot with her!
i just woke up so cant comment on my hair!

BACK

2010-07-28T02:11:00.002+08:00

Disappear for a while..
cos previously was having internship, den was simply too moodless to blog anything...

here i am...
i don't know will anyone ever read my blog, cos i am not famous and my language sux, as most of the time i canot make out what i wanna write..

anyway... now what i know is that...
i m in DEEP SHIT..
reall smelly... i need to write my disseration..
no matter i choose to grad this year or next year, i can nv escape from this..
i need to write evenutally... its a matter of whether to b in the shit now or later...
same kind of shit, just different season..

this 3 month of holiday.. my last long sch vacation...
no more next one.
i spent the first 2 months on intership... rot my life real through, survive through all the paper cuts and endless contract document...
then the last month lying in the shit of disseration..
i thought i can do some getaway.. to some island to relax... to some themepark and play, take some nice pic..
i even went to the travel angency to check out some interesting places..
but as we said... what you planned will not come through...
so.. i never believe in planning... esp long term planning...
so.. i can only be a planner but not an organiser..
its sad to waste my time through...
esp when i know i am not gettin younger and there is so much thing i wanna do... i wanna buy.. i wanna go..

maybe its time to get into the 4 wheels... next week...
just saying.. i don't plan

I like~~~

2010-06-26T17:19:00.001+08:00

Thoughs

2010-06-20T03:12:00.003+08:00

just caught sex and the city 2 with the sex...
i knew its a bit slow...
its hard to get a common timeslot for all, esp when its exam for one after the other.
and it will be more meaningful if we are to catch it together...
i love the movie.. though some commented tt its draggy..
i enjoyed lookin at all the pretty bags, dresses and heels...

i started to think...
what will happen to us mayb like 5 to 10 years later?
can we still get time to sit down, eat and bitching around stuffs?
hard to sae, esp when u grow.. ppl get their own family and career..
space time is limited...

just like we USED to be 5.5 days, cos the govt is tryin to promote some family bonding thing. but now... if u do realise, many companies are putting back the 5.5 days week thing. to just work 44 hr per week is quite impossible... so can the empolyer be sue under the worker's right act?

its not surprising to spend lesser time with ur friends and family.
ppl change, wants will change too...
its sad to admit, but its true..
i wun want to sae that tt's life...
because its the way some people are working that driven the whole thing into such limit. in order to keep up the pace, everyone starts to race and ended up into what we consider as lack of social life. in layman term "NO LIFE"

cos now i am having my internship, so i tends to complain to ppl that i am so bored at work, how deadly i wanted this whole intern thing to end asap. and also commenting that i couldnt get into the loop of this construction industry.
then some ppl will tell me..
"TT'S LIFE"
"YOU ADAPT TO THE ENVIRONMENT NOT THE ENVIRONMENT ADAPTING TO U"
"BUT YOU SPENT 4 YEARS STUDYING IN THIS FIELD"
... ...
all such replies are so not encouraging...
and seriously i DON'T LIKE them.
because i don't see the point in sayin them..
tellin me tts life, but can you tell me what is life then? work and die? i dont think so~~
asking me to adapt myself when i don't c myself in the picture? this is like taking a basketball to play table tennis.
reminding me my 4 years is like asking me to spend another 4 years to regret.

i don't sae that these replies are wrong, cos there is no right or wrong thing...
its like a person earning 2k per month willing to invest her money to a miu miu and a person earning 20k per month still carrying a zinc shoulder bag.
no... nothing's wrong... its how you look at it.

however to me, what i think is the most impt is yourself.
peer pressure is 1 thing, what you want is another thing. how many 20 years in a lifetime, its how u make it happen.

The busy junesssssss

2010-06-20T02:49:00.004+08:00

i'm offically 23 now..
though i still hope that i look 20.

firstly need to THANKS everyone from my world for remembering my little birthday. but i believe facebook did a great job in this. hahaa! doesnt matter.. things just slip off the mind... i don't mind =>

Too much good food recently...
which is making my stomach uneasy... toilets every morning and night.
i think i need to go vege for the next week.
too much birthday in the June.. though i rec. i still give more then i rec.
June is always a broke month for me. hahaa! once a year, just another month for xmas i guess?

16 june is a simple dinner with my sex and city...
at thai express then soccer watch at jen's boss pub... though spain scare the hell out of me tt night.
baby tagged along and i FINALLY offically intro him to the sex.
thanks ppl for the 6 cupcakes..
but still... next time dont order beer anymore... i m bloated for the whole 3 days.. haha!
and thanks sex for the tiff and co charm.. will wear it often => our first common gift.. so sweet...

actual day was with baby.
though my stomach was still cramping after the beer last night, the day still went off well =>

caught movie and dinner...
dinner at tonkichi
baby intended to bring me to tonkichi for dinner at shaw, but as usual he forgotten the name of the place. then i was suggesting another nice jap restaurant in taka, popular and nice too, can try next time round. when arrived, i realised that we are referring to the same TONKICHI, just diff outlet.. haha!
this is CHEMISTRY ppl!

the night hit sideway with rain... spoilt my mood.. and i attitude the journey home by displaying my mute mode. silent all the way~~~
but after parking, baby tried to spice thing a little nicer by giving me my presents...
my wallet and watch.. 2 presents. he said this is special cos everyone gt 1 present on the birthday, but i got 2 because i am SPECIAL =>
then... cake cutting at home...
but my mood drop by 25% when i stepped home, don't wan to mention why...

i don't know why... my stomach starts to break down after tonkichi.

ha!
18th spent it with club mate... so call combine june birthday with andrew and jy...
had mache... i like the food...
but too much starch... argzzzz
my stomach broke down further.

tts onli ROOT beer...
and its already EMPTY

19th was andrew's birthday...
had some indo food..
ya spicy... my stomach is 80% rotten...
but nvm.. happy event!

more birthdays coming up.....
i need porridge...........

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY

2010-06-18T12:48:00.002+08:00

HAHAA!!
23 already... bloody hell.... i will get my miu miu next yr... hahaa earn money money money...
hhaha!

okok... birthday i gt the love from alot of ppl....
like my SEX AND THE CITY!!
THE VERY CUTE 6 CUP CAKES....
THANKS TO THE BIG HEART OF ANDREW WONG!!
AND OF COS EVERYONE FROM THE SEX!!!
HUGS AND KISSES!!

and my baby... for spending the whole day with me...
and bearing with all my slowness...
and nice dinner...
MUAKZ!!

GRABBED

2010-06-11T13:06:00.001+08:00

grabbed this from someone's blog..
i wun eat this, but this certainly makes me happier

colorssssssss help.

Horoscope of the Day

2010-06-11T13:00:00.002+08:00

"You're in a restless, and no matter where you are, there's someplace else you'd rather be. While you might ordinarily be able to distract yourself until you can find a practical way to get out, you're unwilling to waste a moment now. Cut to the chase -- announce to one and all that you've got someplace to be, and get yourself there. It's time for the next step on your journey. "

As quoted from yahoo

YES
I am restless
YES!
i wan to be at other place
YES!!
I dun wan to waste any moment esp when i am off work (so i dun sleep early)
YES!!!
my practical way to get out is to wait till 17july
yes but NO!!!
I dun know what is my next step

LIFE POST

2010-06-01T16:39:00.003+08:00

hahaa!
when you gt nothin to do u complain bored~~
when you have too many thing to do, u complain too much~~~

so now wat m i complaining?
nth to do la~~ if nt u also wun check me blogging here...
i just need enough things for me to burn my 9.5hr off daily... long hours... leaving me nth to do is not doing me any good.

i always dont like to do intern or part time in offices, because you dun hold the responisbility and you dun need to use more than 10% of the brain. no stress just work... most of the time is do without understanding. and you wun bother to understand it too, because you are not required to do so and even doing so will not add in any useful information. at least for now... doing a QS job, i can understand what i am doing. but this doesnt mean i like the job ok? is simply WORKING tts all, no chemistry. but, as my knowledge is too like a student, there are alot of thing i am not fit to do and i can't do. so now... i ended up nth much to do, i think this happen to many intern like me. cos we are the 'cant stress' ppl. anyway, giving intern too much jobs might end up earning many regrets too. the most an intern can give u is 'oops! sorry!', 'i didnt know!!' etc etc etc etc..

okok nth to do now....
so i made use of the free time to do my dissertation research. as i hope to grad earlier, i need to complete my dissertation by oct. its madness actually because i started nth now except some little research info tt end off at no where...
want to meet my supervisor bt needa work really couldnt find time. if he can give me some advice on my topic and we can get some objectives... then i can start off with my report already, not like now... research pointlessly...

i give myself 3.5 months to finish my report, work hard for it...
i need to complete by oct.

not easy.. but life is nv easy...

i think i need to set myself some goals to keep my life going...
bt as usual, i set without doing so abit pointless too.
but anyway, still set.

i wan to continue to learn my korean, its already rusty, i cannt wait till it rot before i start doing anything..

i wan to keep fit, think i am taking up some classes like kickboxing, dance, watever i can find to keep my muscule uplift.. cant sag.............

work hard for my dissertation, really go for it..

go for it for my LAST SEM. although 2nd upper doesnt matter to me anymore...

learn make-up. esp how to put fake lashes.

keep my hair long again...

hahaa! 5.35pm...... 25min to go...
and i am going jogging later

i knew that this is a very wordy post, people will not read unless gt nth better to do...
bt too bad... its my blog... my choice to upload pic or nt... oops!

Whats wrong?

2010-05-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

when a project is supposed to be a group work.
bt the teamwork lvl is low..

ppl is not trustin and trying to prove tt he/she is better
this is where the prob lies......

human interaction : 20%
Respect: 10%
Attitude: nahzzzz
Communication: 15%

just too bad...

Do things in my power to make life count

2010-05-30T16:43:00.002+08:00

happened to see this article about success stories in life..

its not an articles showcasing real life success stories or a guide to teach u how to be successful..

its more on why you wan to be such a sucessful person and ended up making your life so hard?

we make a lot of choices in our lives, can be a career, a family, a big television, a dog, washing machine, miu miu bags blah blah blah... so... unknowingly, we tend to forget that we can choose our future. choose LIFE.

we choose to make life hard,
why?
because we are scared to be seen as average.
however,
the view isnt so good at the top.

there is no such thing call success overnight.
don't tell me about toto or 4D, cos i am somebody who wun spent 2 bucks on a piece of paper. but i wun mind spending 2k on a bag i heart.
the route to success is nv easy.
of cos, a successful person is better than a person who is not. but.. that doesnt mean that an easily contented person is not successful.

whether or not to be sucessful is subjective.

A career mummy is not more successful than a full time housewife mummy
A full time housewife mummy is also not more successful than a career mummy.
A career mummy will gain all the glam outside, but she will miss out the growing up stages of her baby.
A full time mummy will be able to watch her baby grow everyday, but she will miss out the colorful world outside.

There are many ways to be success.
So why are we still making our life hard to be sucess in a way that we don't enjoy? if its because of the views and gossiping of the public, then i wouldnt think that the hardwork is worth it.

K a little

2010-05-30T16:33:00.002+08:00

omg suju is rocking the town!!

even their song is playing at repeat mode from my laptop...

watching them simply made my day... esp donghae... wat else can i sae??

and SS501 has a new song... shouldnt find the full mv though..

i think that this song is quite nice too... and not forget to mention tt their dance seems to level up too!

and !!

hot bodies..

this is simply too nice to look at!

helps to moviate me.. wahaha! rather than envy and curse and swear about how hot their bodies are. i decided to keep myself up to it... ! hahaa! of cos... not so high lvl

Whoo~

2010-05-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

i realised something impt..
i am in the school of design and environment, used to called the school of building..
so... i am groomed to work in the construction industry..
however.. after this few days, my intern life made me realised something else.. i am not sure what this is. and i always believe that let the nature takes it course...
no use talking so much abt it, as it will always ended up nothing..
so i think i shall keep my mouth shut first and see how..

follow the flow~~~

working life is such a shag...
after work, u just wanted to sleep... not much energy to enjoy any further
i wonder who is the one who set this so call office working hour..
which jam the road, the train, shopping center, pollute the air at peak hour..
so end up the 6pm train to be too packed and 3pm train not fully pack = not efficient + energy not fully utilise... so! not wise

some new pic...
both taken when model not aware...

i like both!

and dear friend ph and sm should be at mexico already...

HAVE FUN GIRLS!!!

Week ONE Down

2010-05-23T11:39:00.002+08:00

i realised...

...time passes slow at work
...I don't countdown to 6pm
...I have things to do at work
...Not everyone is nice
...Not everyone is evil
...I am not that fit to the job, but i still know how to do
...this is a battle between interest and money
...its still too early to think now
...i shall now enjoy my weekend with my baby

Quantity Surveyor

2010-05-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

Whats quantity surveyor?

A quantity surveyor (QS) is a professional working within the construction industry concerned with building costs.

The profession is one that provides a qualification gained following formal education, specific training and experience that provides a general set of skills that are then applied to a diverse variety of problems.[1] Predominantly these relate to costs and contracts on construction projects. Other areas in which QS find employment include property surveys for hidden defects on behalf of potential purchasers, running estates, valuing the mineral deposits for mining companies, selling property and even Leasehold Reform Act work.
Source: Wikipedia

This is the life of a QS:

i am doing internship now..
and i'm assigned to a brand new project, no more marina bay sands but Novena hospital...
its coming up in 2.5yr time, a six stars hospital... ya 6 stars..

and during my intern period i am working as a QS.. maybe a mini QS??

i always tot that QS is not tt hard.. becoming a project manager is possible..
but in my these 3 days, i see it at a diff point.
its not easy, not not not easy at all..
QS need to take care of simply everything..
then ppl on top of u will be pushing you, giving u pressure..
esp those higher post...
whats so arrogant abt? its a team thing... 'NO ME NO YOU' kind
no worry... no one is bullying me...
its just the way i c ppl treating other ppl...
maybe this is just LIFE?

i should make plans for alternate careers.

Housekeeping!!

2010-05-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

spent my beautiful day at home doing housekeeping...
room is like a nest after the exam madness.. always wanting to pack but drag till now...
my drawer gave way cos my bags are too heavy..
i spent an hour trying to fix it up.
sounds so budget i know, i want to get a new drawer, but thought of the traveling and money... i think i shall buy next time..
how am i going to drag it home?
anyway.. try not to touch my drawer if u happen to appear in my room, i don't want any accident to happen~~

i packed my clothes nicely.. i have only 1 body but i seriously have many clothes. however i am still complaining not enough clothes. is there something wrong with me or the clothes? didnt wear for a while, but i just dun bear to throw them away...

went shopping with ph, sm and zt.. bought a new top, 2 skirts and a jeans..

damn happy!

shopping simply makes me happy..

but but but...

my spree finally arrived to my doorstep.. i am so disappointed with the bag i bought online! haiz... luckily its not expensive if not i gonna kill myself...

tomolo is 17 may~~

its 1 month to my birthday!!

but i am not referring to this..

tomolo is MONDAY and i gonna START WORK

new job scope tt i have nv try...

able to learn is good.. i like..

just hope that i will be able to adapt and survive

and and.. i need to bring my sunblock out already..

what if i really need to go to site..?

and now the weather is bloody-ly hot...!!

i wan to stay chinese

FIT Day

2010-05-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

went jogging today..
although only 20min, its enough to kill me..
so not fit... time to back up, if nt gonna b fatter ...
i still wanna fit into my jeans
~~~~~

took this random pic yesterday..
this new hairstyle is nice.. but if nv maintain... nv blow the hair...
unable to go out.. look damn auntie lar~~~~

baby cooked this for me ...
nice~~ though only maggie.. sweettttttttttt

=>

2010-05-13T03:17:00.000+08:00

something nice to share~

SUJU is BACK!!

2010-05-12T15:14:00.006+08:00

just letting you know.. if u r still stuck with sorry sorry...
or best if u are still at nobody...
TIME TO MOVE ON!!

SUPER JUNIOR IS BACK WITH MINA!

i know mina sounds weird.. i agreed its a bit sissy with lastest single called MINA, just some woman's name.. but NO!! its pro as MI-E-NA in english... mina is direct trans from korean.. 미인아.. meaning pretty lady..

but i still think that sorri sorri is more catchy, anyway its sorri sorri that make suju so damn popular... even my dad knows how to dance sorri sorri...

enjoy folks~

ps: donghae is still so cute!

and its nice in piano version too!

HOT

2010-05-11T15:58:00.003+08:00

what the hell is this!

everyday living at basement 18.. so damn hot

the freaking weather is so damn HOT!! but but!! all of a sudden, it will start to rain... according to our pri sch science. when it rains, it cools the hot ground thus the hot air will evaporate, then you will feel very humid, sticky, wanting to bath so much! then because of this hot humid air, people will fall sick.. then the demand for doctors will increase.. this is very econ.. SUPPLY VS DEMAND... poutz no link.

so hot... everyday i wanna go out, but look at the weather gave me a different thought.

suddenly.. i miss the times at korea again...

rain under the hot sun...

personally like this pic taken by my dear kaki...
credit: shi lei

Back

2010-05-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

helo world..

i am back in blogging...

back for this rusty blog.. it will take a long while for ppl to know that this blog is reborn or not... but i wouldnt care whether this blog will be popular or not.. cos i am not a full time blogger or i need to live off via blogging or i am a great good writer that i need to write. but okok! watever.. this blog is for me to bull everything out.

exam just over... like finally... since korea, i haven been studying, as in really studying... life is too good in korea, everyday is able worrying what to eat later where to shop later.. how is the weather of the day.. when will it snow.. blah blah.. although i am back, every now n den i am still thinking about korea, esp when i am dying off .. or sitting down trying to burn off my notes.

but life goes on, i am back.. i will need to move on to my new phrase of life => all i can say is that i spent one of my greatest time in korea. and one of my korean friends is coming to nus for exchange! excited about it.

now is holiday, but such carefree life will not last long. I am going for my internship next week. at Penta-ocean, a japan company. i can tell that this internship wun b easy, and it will be the first time i will be working something in my field.. not another admin.. time to go down n gets my hands dirty .. whether to like it or not.. will see the next 2 months.. wish myself luck! if i really cannot stand it for this 2 months, then future life will be like hell.

spent my last sunday with mummy, she is such cute lady, how to discribe my love for her? harder than a confession.

Thats all folks!

Fine

2010-04-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

i am back in blogging...

i m not a blogging freak i also don't like to let my personal life expose... neither am i a very literature person whom can shower para n para of flowery high level vocab..

i just think that this blog is solely mine..
i can bitch whatever i wan..
someone blog when they are happy, when they are sad or emo, but for me? anytime when i feel like it...

exams at the corner.. feel like a bitch... kill me~

2010-01-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

current location: Inchon..
yup... the princess is returning

SKI

2009-12-21T01:35:00.001+08:00

ppl..
i'm off to skiing later..
back on the 23rd.. hope this will b a fun trip!

and jnc.. awaiting =>

-10 out there

2009-12-18T12:50:00.004+08:00

just marked off a few more days to the end of this jorney..

jnc is comin soooon... time flies manzzzz

exam offically ended, though didnt study very much, at least i did my part by shutting myself up in the dorm n buried myself with notes and paper.. to make myself feel better? enjoy this kind of 'study the day before exam' feel... i will nv have this chance again in nus...

Last contract lesson after our presentation... the so 'anyhow' presentation =>

us with prof cho..

our prof cho~~~ the sun

its getting very very cold now..
temp go down to -2 during daytime and -10 at night. so cold... esp for me... my hair simply standsssssssSSSss..
i was at somewhere the other day, and i waited solid 30min for the bus .. ya outdoor... with temp -6... crazy and madness! my hand simply freeze to the extend of pain than namb... not mine anymore... then the bus is bloody slow......

ok.. after that walkin to dorm..
still very cold... bt i still decided to take off my gloves and took this... at my own risk.. my hands may just breakaway.

look very oldies, but its hanyang... lonely leaveless routh...

i like this

and my school lake...
its like the size of a swimmin pool.. maybe bigger den it?
the whole lake freeze up.. its ice now...

maybe i should just try walkin on it.. haha! okok set

ok random days.. before exam

went ewah with the usuals => shopping!

omg... cakes everywhere!

this is my 23rd birthday wish~~ heee

random day at junang outback.. yup the singapore outback tt outback
nice food!

and look at my new bear coat! like it!! =>

and skipped..

yday... went to myeong dong shopping..

temp is onli -10... damn cold... and myeong dong is outdoor!!!

so coldddddddddddddd... hand super painful...

my feet are also breaking off although i am wearin boots! omg.... feel like dying

but! for SHOPPING! nothin can stop me...

broken arms? pick them up and continue shopping! =X

ya.......... i bought all the required skincare yday... spent like water.... aiyoooooooooooooooo blood oozing from the pocket... sounds gross ah? haha!

ya la... spent alot..

so sorri jnc, might not be able to go skiing with u guys... broke already... -.-

hehee,,, understandable right? is ME leh.. the spending queen... which trip i dun end up borrowing money form ppl? then the highest debt to pay back when we got back? heheee.. its ME!

pic at myeong dong =>

damn cold..

fun!!

Super Junior M is out

2009-12-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

hahaa!
a bit weird...
but the dance.. everything plus point!

its kinda catchy too!

enjoy!

SEOUL

2009-12-15T00:08:00.001+08:00

I am so happy that i am still here, in seoul...

though its ending, but still... i will never never forget every single thing hapened in here... =>

seoul song by SNSD and super junior..
omg.. so pretty...

everything dried up

2009-12-14T16:42:00.002+08:00

helo world..
i am still alive...
exam in less den 24hrs time, and i am still not gettin into it..

all i am thinkin is the shoppin after all the papers..

i am going skiing next week, so i will b out of seoul.

and jnc.. can u send me an email abt where u wanna visit in seoul? so that i can plan out a little

and i haven watch a single movie in this 4 months...

mark off my calendar.. everyday by day..
i gonna pack this calendar up soon..
emoboy.. u will c ur masterpiece, ya real soon.

Counting down already?

2009-12-07T01:49:00.006+08:00

days here are numbered already...
i am not counting down myself.. but others are counting down for me already...
guess... its really time to go back home =>
as i always say.. good things come to an end evenutally...

alright... on wed.. went to junang after lesson.. very random.. as someone wanted to withdraw mony from citibank..
cold as usual...
went out with kx, qimei, LT and sam..
had some black noodle.. not tt nice...
bt after tt, we went for cold stone ice cream! ya... maybe its relative of my cold rock in sg? haha!
ice cream during winter is amazing...
and dun know why.. their ice cream here seems nicer too!

ordered 'birthday remix'
they said its too sweet! haha~ but i like it too!! yummy!

den friday..
woke up early to LOTTE WORLD!!
another themepark...
abit crazy to go themepark during winter, but we gt no time already!

childhood love~~~

some random lame shooting game~

we sat this... good job qimei!

the outdoor ... pretty... but so cold~~

call me a kid... i dun care!

we sat this! i shouted like mad... heartbeat stopped

took jumpin shot...

but too cold! cant jump high.. den keep on cant get the correct shoot...

jumped for so many times... ppl tot i m crazy...

many unglam jumping shots!

when the night falls...

took many rides outside... the weather is too cold... den the waiting time is so long... almost died... not wise to go during winter... aiya....

my face almost cracked!

too good... back to indoor... better...

bye lotte world...

hmmm... i still think that everland is nicer! EVERLAND IS STILL MY WONDERLAND LAND!

random shot in the school toilet~

i like this... i didnt edit the color~

regrets in life

2009-12-05T15:08:00.001+08:00

it snowed this morning,
but i am sleepin...
like a pig..
so sad... very very sad...
shouting to myself why am i sleepin so much?

this is how we missed thing in life...
this is how~~

COLD

2009-12-02T14:23:00.002+08:00

my hands are freezing now..
still drinkin a can of cold orange juice..
serve me right..
my hand can just break off unknowingly...
dun step on my fallen fingers... cos it hurts....

in sch now... in between lessons...
with my headphone on..
listening to my current fav emo korean song..
o oh! now is next track... my fav jumpy happy song...
feel better now...
i m so controlled by music...
call me jazzica...
crap? nahzzz... i m always this way..
miss me? wan me to come back already?
sori to sae.. but i dun wan to come back!!!!

cold... leather jacket may fail too....~~

random post

2009-11-30T12:56:00.003+08:00

somebody might have seen this on my fb...
but i stil wan to post this down here...
a very lame fujiflim ad... ya self-declared..

not very nice..
but i just like the feel here... credits to the photography qimei..
and photos taken by samsung cam.. ya not fuji cam....
so sad.. my cam dun have the black n white mode... if not i can start my whoring too...
nahz... not taking myself..
i found the joy of takin random ppl n objects
capturing the more natural part seems the greatest interest of me now..
dslr... can a dslr just drop from the sky?
right kaki? den we can go around taking pic.. although sg got nth much to take..
oh nvm... save up first... alot of things need to be done first before a dslr =>

my beautiful sunday was spent in dorm doing report
so forceful....
no moivation..
so we simply did the whole thing using the 'anyhow' mode..
if we are to do this in nus, think we will die together...
aiya.. heck... EXCHANGE people... RELAX!!

so many places yet to go.. i gonna comb seoul...

and i finally said something tt i always wanted to... oh.. reborn!!!! ah... wooooo... ken..!

Today is a Hapy day

2009-11-29T02:31:00.005+08:00

Wat a beautiful day...
with my matching song ringing through my headphone right now..

the time left in seoul is not any longer
so, need to come out of a list of places must go...
i dun wan to regret....
and if u say to come back next time..
i tell u.. the feeling will be different, completely different...

went Namdaemun... saw the other side of seoul...
many aunties... ginseng and seaweeds... uncles and nt so hip clothings..
not very me, but i seriously enjoy the feel there...
looking around at stuffs i dun normally get to see...
and i will enjoy the feeling of standing at the road side choosing mushroom... why not?!
had kook soo noodle, wat go minam had, their korean hand made noodle... too filling for me i guess?

after that to Namsan tower..

This is not a post card *

korea is a very good date-able country... everywhere is pairs and dim lights
including namsan tower too..
place where couples should visit..
den couples can buy their own lock, write their msg, locked it up on the tower...

very old fashion way to show love, but... isnt this one of the most effective way too?
cold on the mountain.. boyfriend can grab this chance to hug the girlfriend
another old fashion way..
but.. isnt this wat all girls wanted? dun deny....
took the cable car up and down the tower..
which jun pyo and jandi took in 'boys over flower'
maybe we need the same exact cable car?

on the way.. saw many nice cafes and restaurants...
in xmas deco already!
super nice...
xmas is my fav fastival...
a day where ppl gather and give...
this year will be another overseas xmas.. jingle bellsssSssss

the best part of the day
is that we found a random cafe...
and found our favourite cheese cake in korea
so super-ly nice...
and the whole place is so nice too...
the feel is just right...
we spent most of the time takin photos...
and black and white become our new trend...
when the feel is right.. all photos are lovely....
i love all the photos we took there...

Photos credited to: Jes
Camera provider: Fujifilm

Camera provider: Samsung

Photos credited to Qimei
Camera provider: Samsung

Self-declared: Fujifilm Ad

Starring product: Fujifilm Finepix J20

for full collection of photos

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Random...

had ice cream the day before...

omg... ice cream makes me feel so xinfu...

more random...

i did this..

alright... good morning korea!

no more rotten apple

2009-11-27T13:55:00.004+08:00

was ya pretty upset about the rotten apple case last few days..
after after some rounds of thinking, i THINK i got faith in myself...!

i wan to brighten my world alittle, since i always say that i am the live.. hmmmmm?
new feel new blogskin..
i decided to use this pic,yup my fav pic in korea. i simple like the feel, the everything... i gave credit to the photographer; qimei, at the end of the page. she is damn happy when she saw her name. i gave her her first step to her photographing dream...
bt someone told me tt my new skin is not very convenience, thus i think i should give some directions here. the two word at the side... 'Read' and 'Extra' can be clicked! its a link... so click on them for more alright?

ppl have been counting down for me to the day of my return..
sori to say this but part of me dun wan to come back.. a rather big part of me actually....
back to sg, everyday will be back to normal... of cos goods and bads, hard to weight... my family and friends waiting for me.. and my final year proj too... upon thinkin back to sg, i need to work like a cow again.. study like a cow... do proj like a bull... even red bull can't save me.. wat to do? thats my life... i have been leading it this way since so many years again... den y am i complaining now??
when i first came to seoul, i actually do miss home.. i wan to go home.. but as time goes by, i fell in love with here.. i have made new korean friends here, even the bento store auntie outside the sch know me.. i dun need to study like a bull here.. i can wake up 45min before lesson time and still be on time. i like the friendiness of korean.... maybe language is a barrier, but the trying to break the barrier feeling is rather cute too.. this is how people improve don't they? back to sg, i need to face the world of plastic... masks... even if its 365days summer, i still feel 'cold' somehow..

haiz.... but!
of cos.... lookin at my pocket.. i cant stay for long too.. and my visa, it will expire somehow later..

since this dreamland will end someday, why not make it a better one?
no point holding back and telling myself that i dun wan to go back..
y not tell myself that not much time left.. so make it a more beautiful one... memories stay.. i am a hanyang university student, always i am... ermmm ex student maybe?

okok... random day at cafe with kx and qimei...
the korean style spects, simply all teens koreans are wearing it

i tried it too, but i still think that i am not a spects person

winter coming...
my naked trees..... so lonely

and!! something i will miss like MAD!
my fav fried chicken!!!

after a long time

2009-11-25T02:02:00.003+08:00

i do logged on to blogger... i stared at the empty textbox, not knowing what to type..
even if till now... i still dun know wat i am typing..

maybe i should update abt my life a little? those who looked thru my fb will be able to view all my photos... whether m i fatter, skinnier (nt possible), prettier, uglier... ppl who know me well enough should be able to tell.. quite lazy to post photos here too...

seoul is getting colder as usual, because i am welcomin the winter... someone ever said that.. ppl get moody easily during winter, because there is not much colors in the surrounding... the fallen leaves and empty brunches... lonely roads with no greenery... so, many couples broke off... den during spring, many couples reborn.. the feeling of first love? a very lame way of saying, but no harm listening.. might be true too, because ppl watch alot of dramas recently... so they wan to lead a dramaic life too? not wise but true... i think i dun lie in such suitation.. i am sicked of dramaic life already.... drama will NOT NOT NOT happen.... to the little girls and aunties worldwide.

music keeps my life going... control my emotion somehow..
random~~

you know... it can be very half hearted when you wan to make something good out of the rotten apples. but ppl are not lookin at the same direction as u... nv treat any words of urs seriously... den laugh the way out of it... why cant u just understand? i cant be sure that i can do it myself why not u just help me up?????? u tell me?????? i dun wan us to be part of the rotten apples. do u understand at all????? not everything need to be made clear straight from the mouth... u should be able to understand. or is it our connection lvl failing off, chemistry died off that u cant get me anymore? not everything can be cherish... even if it used to be able to, but nt anymore... just go silently, if i got the power.. how i wish i can turn the whole thing upside down, shut all the doors... this is one of the rare time when i wan to turn back things...
make it disappear...

let me be the one... to stop this blurry effect

Dream

2009-11-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

I dreamt of something i really wanted 2 days ago.
the feel is so real.. the touches are just realistic...

but i heard that, wat u dreamt of will never happen. so i dun like to dream, i am afraid that i will dream of something that i really wanted to and ended up getting nothing..

so 2 days ago.. i felt depressed when i can still rem the bits and pieces of the dream. how i wish i can erase everything and just had a dreamless night.. haiz.. bt whats done is done. no point nagging over and over it.. just maybe.. nahz .. not maybe.. just disappointed.. super disappointed.. wat to do? just hoped that this saying is not real...

hmmmm...
this explains why i dun really wish ppl 'sweet dreams' and at the same time.. i dun wan sweet dreams too.. ouch.....
the ache... just came out of the ribs suddenly..

Exam period already?

2009-11-09T21:25:00.004+08:00

omg..
having spend time in korea, i sort of lost touch with the real time.. hopped around some blogs n realised that alot of people are having exams now. now is only the start of nov.. so soon? i completely forgotten abt it, because sem in korea is like a month slower.

so.. i would like to wish all the old students in jes's world all the best in their papers!
STEFANIE
PEIHUA
SHUMEI
YVONNE
JUN XIONG

all the best!
dun need to wish gf because i rem ur exam is once a year...

oops! n forgive me if i missed out any names.. jes is not good in remembering names..
and also people who are working.. busy earning money... jiayou!

yup..!
and i just rec. notice that we, the nus girls need to move to another dorm on 22nd dec. crazy la! i am flying off already still ask me to shift. so many things... ahhhhhhhhhhhh... save me..
heavy...
lucky tt new dorm is nicer and gt LIFT! very impt.. think of the packin... simply wanna puke already..

aiya.. just now prof treated all of us korean bbq pork.. i smell like a pork now.. oh sianzzzz...
ciao! bathing time!

2009-11-09T21:25:00.001+08:00

my ALL time favourite~~

2009-11-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

awww

my SHE... they are still the same... natural n be himself... like them so much..

tiring week

2009-11-08T16:35:00.002+08:00

was with my family for the past 3 days..
yup, they r in seoul. but now in airport flying back already.
gonna miss them~~

tried my best to bring them around seoul. ya i am so not a tour guide kinda person. rather stress too, but i dun wan to go the wrong way den make them walk extra. i think i did a nt bad job this time round..
haha

yup.. n now i m back in dorm.
and brought back many loves from them...
food .. mummy's self bake butter cookies.. yummy.. n my fav milo...
and more winter clothings.. aiya.. so heavy.. so heavy... almost died..
bt its ok...
well-trained..

tomolo got another test.. aiya.. haven study yet... n ya... hungry.. haven eat today..

shoot~

2009-11-04T01:45:00.012+08:00

annyong..!

haven been updating...
ya.. my flu is getting better already... bt the weather... ahhh...
now is still autumn, but reason unknown, the temp suddenly drop to 1 degree just for this week... weird kinda thing... must be the global warming... so both yday n today... i walked around shivering... almost died... fingers, nose, ears almost break...
hmmm.... nth to complain abt, i knew such thing gonna come soon or later, next week will be better.. now is the time for me to get used to the winter i guess?

i just wished that there will be a polar bear to hug me... wah... how nice... but! no pt dreaming abt such thing tt will nv nv happen, this is more difficult den to strike toto!

n ya... my family is in korea already, but i haven have the chance to meet up with them yet... bt tomolo ya... will b heading down... they must be missing me like crazy... haha! gonna asked them to bring back my summer clothings as well as the stuffs i bought... my new clothes simply filled up my pony hand carry, still exclude my new shoes.. tt will be another 8 to 9 pairs? oh shit... overloaded... auntie sally gonna nag...

okok...
to link up my previous post... abt my jeju trip...
i really wanted to upload my pic here... bt there are too many... uploading will take up how many percent of my life.? so... hahaa... short cut... anyway all photos are in my facebook, i also dun know y m i uploading here again? too much free time? hmmm... nt realy

ok... alittle jeju
ya my greatest achievement in the whole trip
completion of Hallasan Climbing... 1950m high, 10hrs.. highest mountain in korea

me at the peak of hallasan... i m above the cloud... suddenly the land seems so small

and my happiest moment in jeju...
teddy bear museum... feel so blissed there... i dun know y...

Gung!
so cute... i was like shouting when i saw this.. i m seekin for them so much!

look! i bought 'caijing' back!
i love this bear so much! this is my happiest buy!
oh oh! of cos nt forgetting my friendship bear... with me all the way to korea

n this!
no special reason... just reminds me of my sec sch uniform =>

last day went hotel for breakfast buffet... saw this..

those who caught boys over flower will know this place...

when goo junpyo almost gt married with the wife-to-be

its very nice!

pretty... the whole atmosphere is perfect! all girls' dream i guess?

locked... so onli managed to shoot this

and my 2 fav shots in jeju

taken by qimei

ok!

more nice photos in jeju in fb...

nt enought can go peep my friend's photos too

okok! another happiest moment in seoul!

EVERLAND!!!

themepark!

remember the korean drama.. many years back... hong dou nv zhi lian by zhang nara?

the whole show was shot in everland themepark...

i super love tt drama n everland!

i told myself tt i m sure to visit the themepark!

ya i made it! my dream comes true!!

lalala!

when i stepped into the themepark... suddenly my age deduct by 15

suddenly become a kid... ya old kid...

i was like running to the entrance!

super no image.. who cares?!

welcome to Everland!

went to the shoes... try out all the funni thing

dun need to act cat also look like cat... meow~~

i bought the cat ears

oct is Halloween...

so... look at all the pumkins!!! n the buildings!!

this is really wat i call... my fairyland

so pretty right?

i wan to go back during dec too!

by then will b xmas theme... so pretty!

went here to take the bus ride around their safari...

where the animals will be outside the bus... real close to them...

this is better den our zoo or night safari lor

look! standing bear! like in the cartoon!

white tigers! i like

wooo...

went to some shops again

Qimei!

she gonna kill me for uploading this pic here... but i super like this pic! so cute can!

cats empire!

ahha!

our fav pose!

some show thing going on...

nt the very nice but look! so colorful... simply match up my day!

went to take T-express.. the most popular ride

oh ya... i tried many exciting rides there! scary.. scare still wanna play.. bt they r so damn fun! n because of the rides i lost my navel charm la... i wonder fly where.. argggggggg

scary ride... 70 degree down... really like jumping down the building.. i took it 3 times n my neck almost break... air resistant is too high

there r many baby animals there too!

this baby monkey is so damn cute!

i saw the zookeeper milkin it! bt didnt manage to grab a shot

n this!

'merry-go-run'

all little girls' dream...

so happi... like fairytales

me n my horse

photo by qimei again..

i like this alot!

den at night... they gt this performace thing...

nt very interesting storyline... bt can c tt they put in alot of effort .. everything is so nice.. the lights... the sounds... the fires...

n best part is the fireworks at the end..

so damn nice... match up with the music... perfect

the fireworks are so pretty...

so near...

its the prettiest firework i ever seen in my entire life...

this is super romantic if u r with ur love one... 1 more dating venue for the couples out there... bt needa fly seoul =>

okok!

lesson in 4.5hrs time n i m still here blogging... so unhealthy..

no wonder the flu just wun go off!

okok... more updates soon

back from jeju

2009-10-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

heloooo

got back to jeju yday... was super tire...
i did many first time in jeju.. amazing...

took many pic... maybe upload at later posts.. i m too tire.... n sick..

went to many places in jeju... many beaches... their beaches are so pretty... such nice places to go with ur love ones.. the water is almost crystal clear... u can c every rock under... omg... the sky and the bluely water simply form a line across the horizon... no words to discribe actually, u need to c it for urself... when u close ur eyes n listen... this is just the peace and quiet i am lookin for...

den...
to watch the sunrise... we actually woke up at 4.30am..
its not the waking up... its the venue... we went to this mountain to watch the sunrise... this is the only place in jeju where u can watch sunrise without anything blockin u.... but.. u will need to climb the mountain... its rocky n quite steep... in the morning.. still half awake... empty stomach... ya.. i risked my life up the mountain.. but still? i made it.. n worth it...

tt is not the scariest part...
the most amazing thing is that i actually went to climb Hallasan... ya... the highest mountain in jeju... 1950m... rocky n steep... we took 10hr in total... scary... its the kind of u fall u die... rocky... not much human path way...
i m so wanna die... the lazy bum jessica actually went to climb a mountain... she is already comlaining the climbing up to mount sophia.. now wat? a real mountain? mad... ya madness... i also dun know y i did that.. i didnt know its so long n tough... i over estimate myself... but when i reached the peak... i m way above the cloud... so happi! nice... the view is for me... once in my lifetime... when will b the next time for me to climb the next mountain? maybe not anymore! i will rem it....... memories for life..............
its so damn cold at the peak... so cold... almost died...
the most er xin part is the coming down... u need to go down the rocky slope... its so steep n dangerous... u can just fall n die la! but touch wood... everyone is safe... u need alot of leg energy to go on.. yayaya... i onli just started my jogging habit 2 days before i went jeju... how to? my legs are so jelly... n my lousy kneel cap almost give way... i wanna give up.. i need help but i cant ask for help because i know everyone is equally tire too... so i need to go on myself... this is how i train my determination.... just like in life... many ups n downs... lucks wun bring u far... its always something call determination that brings u up to the peak isnt it?
ya... after 10hr of 'walk' i finally reached the ground...
hmmmmmmmmm...
actually i took a risk myself...
i knew i got a little flu the night before hallasan.. actually shouldnt go up the mountain... but i still did... so while climbing... because of the high level.. my flu got from bad to worst... there is a couple of times when i cant breathe... luckily gt my friends to help me... thanks ppl! my nose is so painful... den when comin down... maybe its too cold at the peak.. it tiggered my fever alarm... suddenly i gt fever... bad headache... so pissed off... everything at the wrong time...
but... complaining did nt help...
wat? determination... i made it... =) i did... by myself..

hahaa! yaya...
still many things to share abt jeju..
wait till i got the energy to upload the pictures den update ba...

so bad timing to fall sick in korea...
where the weather is cold... hard to keep warm...
where the food is all nt very healthy...
where i need to eat bread n cup noodle when i m sick...
where i truely need to take care of myself..
where i really just cant wine n wait for ppl to take care of me..
where i just cant be a big baby...
where i need to eat med myself...

huh? no... not poor thing... i can take care of myself... no one worry abt me... i m a big girl already... i m not asking for pitiness...
i m just trying to say.. because of this sickness... my independence level went up again =>

but still.... how nice if there is someone to take care of me... aiya... pointless...

just taken the powerful flu med... i m fainting off soon...
yawnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

we found the shopping heaven!

2009-10-20T19:40:00.003+08:00

Last friday
went express bus terminal station with chee mei..
while the others went yeoju outlet..

heard that the shopping at bus terminal is damn cheap, we came the other time and found nth... so our mission is to find tt heaven .. hhaa!

and guess wat?
both of us... total sense of direction less than 100%...
we FOUND!

hahaa! yes its cheap and nice too!
i bought my fluffy booties and leather jackets...
awwwwwwwww... money again... hmmmmmmmm.... *Shake head*

tire... went toms and tom to chill...

i love to chill in cafes.....

=>

dinner time!

yup!

ppl who know me well will know that i own 30 over jackets... reason wise is not onli i love jackets but also i am a person who is so afraid of coldness....

yup... so.. i bought fluffy socks to sleep!

so cute can?

feel better at night.... as bed can b quite cold at night =>

and i am proud of myself!

i went jogging this afternoon.. not outside of cos.. i will catch a cold!

jogged at the track mill downstair...

after 2 mth here, i finally picked up jogging again!

because i realised i can seqeezed my tummy fats already!!!! double madness! no no nO!

outdated update

2009-10-20T14:00:00.010+08:00

Annyong!

after so long... i finally can put myself down on my chair and update abt my activities in korea, other than those random feeling stucking posts...

ok... i went Pusan last weekend... just in time to check their Film Fest 2009...
Pusan is another city, out of seoul, kinda excited because this is the first time i m going out of seoul.

took a bus to Pusan... soild 5 hrs ride..

its too bummie... i didnt get to sleep at all...

-.-

when we got to Pusan, we went Haeundae, the beach place... where my kim hyun joong and hwang bo went in 'we got married'. its beautiful! but its just DAMN cold.. almost died there... how am i going to survive thru winter? aiya... cast tt aside first

heard that there is a thunderstorm few days back, so its rather cloudy... a bit disapointed.. but i still sat there patiently and wait for my sunrise.... but i really do freezed up.

we got there like 5am... so dark...

sun hidden behind the clouds... so sad...

but i still continue to wait... like a little girl waiting for the mummy...

and finally...

ya...

i saw the life of nature....

Good morning Pusan!

i love my sunrise shot..

its a pity that i am not holding a dslr...

hmmmm

my another masterpiece again..

my fav shot.

after that we went for movies....

i tot it will be a gand thing but i ended up seeing people queuing and squeezing for tix... kinda disapointed... moreover, i didnt sleep for the whole night...

we caught 2 movies and i fell asleep for both..

oops...

too tire already.... went back to the motel... sleep... dorm is still the best... i dun like the motel toilet... =.=

day 2 is rise and shine

we decided to skip the movies part and do some sightseeing and shopping!

yup!

we went to Beomeosa Temple

took a bus to half hill where the temple is located

saw the mother nature..

i suddenly pity the city kids

need to climb a long stairs before we reached the main temple..

in korea, everywhere is climbing and walking... well-trained already =>

saw this little girl..

she is DAMN cute i tell u!

some hanbok aunties

we went shopping after that

helly...

i bought 5 pairs of shoes! and dresses... i seriously overspent my budget already... i think i not onli need to study like a COW when i m back, also need to work like a COW to earn back this hole in my pocket-.-

okok... i try not to buy more shoes in seoul alright? i try....

need to be responsible for own actions, the stuffs are mine so i carried all the way... heavy can.... but well-trained already... haha!

after that we skip the sleepin in our motel and decided to sleep in jimjilbam again....

and we got mosquito attack again.... =.=

yup next morning!

also the last day in pusan...

we went jagalchi fish market... its a port so the seafood are cheap n fresh!

yummp...... seldom eat this way in sg

its LIVE!

i had my first attemp for this recorded... haha!

nice! i like!

sashimi!

sashimi is loved! always feel so xinfu when eating sashimi...

drool~~~

after that went nampo-dong for shopping...

dun really like the stuffs and moreover i'm filled with shopping bags already!

so i decided to stop for my ice cream!

banana choc... yummp.... oh i miss COLD ROCK.... SAW THIS MR ANDREW?????? u should know wat to do...

last is busan tower..

went up the tower... 120m high... not very high... but still managed to c the whole of pusan

i love you!

i dun know wat is this for seriously... but its so sweet... awwwwwww

and we are almost late for our bus back... haha!!

as usual..

rush like mad... and somemore my stuffs are so heavy.. i came with 1 small bag pack and i went back with 2... haha! just my way of living...

okok... shall stop all this rubbish already... if i keep on shopping this way.. think i can forget about my maybe hk trip and taiwan trip next yr!

family coming seoul soon... yippy!

Always Online

2009-10-20T03:14:00.002+08:00

变色的生活任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒住了头
单方的守侯试探的温柔
还是少了点什么
遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everthing wiill be okay

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了穿越天空银河
oh~~开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了爱笑了
I'm always online

变色的生活任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒出了头
单方的守侯试探的温柔
却还是少了点什么
遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everthing Will Be okay

我准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了穿越天空银河
oh~~开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了爱笑了
I'm always online

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了穿越天空银河
oh~~开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more
尽是深刻
爱亮了爱笑了
I'm always online

爱亮了爱笑了
I'm always online

by JJ..
not new..
but suddenly realised this song is damn nice...

This is Life

2009-10-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

current location is still seoul.

many mid term tests are coming, but my head just dun seem to be working as well... whats goes in, came out in 2 seconds time.. blame on the cold weather, blame on the kimchi, blame on the notes blame on the professor.... end of the day, problem just lies on myself... its just me myself not putting in enough effort.. so whats the point of spending time to curse and swear on many other things, when the bottom of the heart u knew that the problem just lies with yourself? this is often happening in many people, including myself too...

days in korea...
maybe is because i am away from my family n friends and all those rocks piling on my heart. hard to access to everything, expect me playing on my memories... after much knocking here n there... here i m again, standing strong by myself...

yday, my friend asked me.. 'are you happy in korea?' i took 5s before i can reply i am happy. whats stopping me for that 5 seconds? can be alot of reasons...

this 5mth here is gonna be the time for me to take a break and tidy up all the mess i made. so that i can see clearer before i start to work like a cow again...
i miss u guys...

Freeze

2009-10-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

its raining now...
alone in korea...

so cold..
temperature will continue to drop.

issit the weather or myself?

寒了，心寒了，整个人都寒了。。。

Back to Seoul

2009-10-12T12:41:00.002+08:00

went Pusan, another city... for traveling last 3 days...
so tire....
didnt really sleep much...
update more later...

next week is mid term exam week..
like hell... i think i got quite a lot to study but my brain not working as welll...
maybe just smoke thru?? hehee
esp korean!! madness... just not gifted in languages... this explains why i had been failing english during my secondary sch...

my table is so piling up with books that i am supposed to read...

Another jnc babe grew up!

2009-10-04T14:34:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday my dear girl

charlene teh SYZ!

wish you all the best in your new working journey...
too bad i cant be around on your day.... but i'm sure the other girls will make it up =)

enjoy! cos its your day!
cyaz soon!

hugs n kisses!

korea thanksgiving! chuseok

2009-10-04T00:05:00.004+08:00

korean thanksgiving is a festival where the koreans go back to their hometown... gathering...
this holiday lasted for 3 days, and many shops will not be open
how nice... family gathering...

my hometown?
hmmmm... 6hr flight away?

n i missed my snowskin mooncake for this year!

ok.... on thanksgiving, korean eat rice cake... and most of the time, the whole family will gather and make rice cake together.. so heart warming...
and my mentor, songyi brought me to try their rice cake, known as song pyun.

so pretty right? songyi bought all for me... to share with my fellow hometowners

songyi! she is real nice...
she will teach me how to make kimchi pancake 1 day =)

after meeting with songyi
went jungang to meet tt 2.. liting and cheemei...
they r late!
so i waited in their facefood center..
my phone and my trademark... straw star

on a random day after lesson...
went dinner...
very nice cheese ton katsu!

my view from the eating place...

ya.. me... my new baseball cap

with chee mei! tt woman

okok!

much more to update...

give me sometime....

and just now... we came back... cos its public holiday so there is no shutter bus...

so we decided to take a public bus back..

den ended taking dun know wat bus and ended at some wulu place...

so funni!

so? took a cab back to sch... luckily its not very far away...

an experience at least =) this is how we learn right?

another day at the palace

2009-10-03T00:04:00.006+08:00

last week,
finally went gyeongbokgung palace with the usual girls...
something more cultural instead of shopping and shopping =)
the palace is real big...
so many slops and stairs.. and the doors so small
i wonder how the people walk around with their big big hanbok and big big hairstyle

hmmmmmmm...

ok... but its nice...
i think is nicer den the previous gung i went...
and here is known as the 'palace of palace'.. wats more can i say?

trying to act alittle?

i stayed in this position for like 3min without moving..

and 3 cam is focusing me ... taking my pic... as if i am a wax figure...

too free nth to do... self entertainment

yippie!

after the palace...

we wanted to go some old village..

bt we ended up lost!

ya.. lost our way... bt instead we bummed into some streets where the super rich korean stay...

their houses are omg-ly nice..

traditional n big...

the view from the village

oh..

den we ended off our day at kyobo

hahaa!

lets sidetrack abit...

take alook at my masterpieces

hahaa although i've already uploaded to my fb.. bt i still wana share my proudness to my reader!

in return to ur kindness in reading my boring blog...

ready?

my photo with my darling!!!

hyun joong!!

so cute!!! so super cant take it... matching right?

hahaa!

ok..

and this one.. i like the feel... kinda retro..

pic taken by: cheemei

ok....

its 3rd oct now...

happi mooncake to all..

although i'm in korea, unable to eat my snowskin and of cos accompany my aunty sally to look at the moon .. drink her homemade tea.... mummy miss u ok? =)

den as for my sch work...

i am always a work is work, play is play person...

work hard play hard study hard is always my motto.

sch work still need to be done, but no point being as hardworking as when i m in nus... cos i onli need to pass here...

i can forsee myself study like a cow when i m back, but tts like so many months later... lookin at wats happening next is more impt.

so no worry, my sch work is still in shape...

den myself? maybe not in shape... hahaa getting fatter... bt i do like their pearl rice here... yummy...

n their cup noodle.. i like! i m intaking too much msg this 4 months.. poor hair...

ok ciao!

more to update... next post.. stay tune